____________
ALSO
KNOWN
AS
___________
I couldn't read what the two other words were either.
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7-30-09 - ANOTHER THREE DREAM
I was looking at three circular objects - colored pink and yellow blended together a bit. I was trying to interpret what these objects were and what they meant. A voice from behind me said, "I don't know what good that is going to do you!"
I don't either, but maybe someday I will.
I have made the outer border of this section black to indicate the blackness behind the 1,000 years.
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8-3-09 - THETAHEALING MEDITATION PRACTICE
I sat in the same spot I did yesterday, but this morning, the chair I used for mediation suddenly broke a leg off and I toppled over sideways onto the ground. That made me look for another chair - and that one wasn't as comfortable. It was perfectly quiet outside, with just a hint of a breeze and I started my prayers, and then I met my match. Yikes! A black and white bird that shrieks came and sat behind my left shoulder and started shrieking at me. I was not able to get any focus whatsoever, and each time I thought I could focus, the bird would move closer and shriek even louder. I finally had to give up and find another spot to meditate.
So, I sat on the front porch on a bench. I'm used to cars going by while meditating so that doesn't distract me, and I was doing quite well, when a workman across the street started sawing a board with some electrical saw - mind you this was about 7:30 p.m. What workman works that late in the day? He stopped soon after, I was able to continue meditating, but I'm not sure I achieved the level I wanted to be at. There were no voices or images. I said what I needed to say, said, "Thank you. It is done! It is done!" and slowly came back down to physical level.
I'm a little disappointed in all the noisy distractions today. Tomorrow will be a better day.
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8-4-09 - DREAM - I was in a room somewhere with a couple other people. One of them said to me, "You're pregnant! What if the baby is so big you can't have it by yourself?"
(I can't remember if there was any more to that dream)
I had two other really short dreams. In the last one I walked into a room and someone on the right reached out their hand to me, and I shrieked and jerked my hand back and woke up. I have no idea who it was - not even if it was male or female.
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8-4-09 - THETAHEALING MEDITATION PRACTICE
Vianna says you aren't supposed to see anything on the Theta Level - Sorry! But I do.
I asked the Creator of All That Is for Unconditional Love, and instantly I saw a bearded man and a woman with dark hair kissing on the mouth and then whispering, I love you, I love you, I love you, and I saw that each time I said, "It is commanded that the Creator of All That Is send me Unconditional Love. There was a sudden loud noise outside and my mind switched to saying, "It is commanded that the Creator All That Is send me Health and Vitality Chromosome positive changes. I said that three times. I started to leave Theta and remembered that I hadn't asked for the other healing of the problem I worked on yesterday, but it was too late to go back, so I continued down and then I saw a newspaper. It wasn't a big headline, but it was two columns wide and it said ______ strikes Navajo. I could see lots of writing where the article was, and it looked like it was in Italics, very small writing, but I couldn't read any of it.
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8-5-09 - THE MAYFLOWER? 1762
DREAM - I was living in my New Berlin, WI house with my husband and kids. One evening, there was a big commotion outside the house by the street, but it was too dark to see what was going on. The next morning, I was in the kitchen with the kids and instead of a wall with windows on the east side of the house, all there was appeared to be a dark colored screen all the way across in place of the wall.
There was a big crowd of people outside and I was trying to figure out what was going on, when a really big cop in uniform came and stood where the door wouldn't have been. With him was a normal size man though chubby and a woman I thought was his wife or girlfriend.
They came into the house to talk to my husband, apparently about what had happened the night before.
The men stood off to my left talking amongst themselves, but the woman, who was only 1/2 my size decided she was going to confront me herself.
She started out trying to defend the chubby man, but then said she would kick me in the shins and I hadn't even said anything.
When she threatened to kick me, I sized her up and decided I would pick her up by both arms, which I did and held her in the air. Her face looked like a wizened witch at that point and I saw the date 1762 written on her forehead. She kicked her feet in the air a couple times, but being that she was so small, I had no problem holding her up like she was a child. When she stopped kicking, I put her back on the floor and her face went back to a young girl and she stood quietly and didn't say another word. Apparently she decided it wasn't worth threatening me anymore because I was more than a worthy opponent to her. I almost began to feel that she and I could be friends.
Then men apparently settled whatever the problem was and everyone left and I woke up.
http://etc.usf.edu/clipart/galleries/History/1607-1762_colonial_america.php?page=2&term=
Salem architecture http://www.salemfocus.com/Houses.htm
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&ie=ISO-8859-1&q=America+1762+women+++-cuba&aq=f&oq=&aqi=
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8-5-09 - THETAHEALING MEDITATION PRACTICE
I had just barely started when I saw two young men, sitting Yoga-style on the floor wearing black tank tops and beige shorts. One guy was holding a black telephone with the wires hanging loose. He told the other guy that the connection was broken. The other guy slapped him on the arm and said, "Don't tell me the connection is broken!"
I started again, and the second time, I met an attorney wearing a black suit and he said, "I'm sorry but the connection is broken!"
It's not like me to give up, so I started again and started to make progress and then the dog outside started to bark and bark and bark. louder and louder.
So much for meditating.
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8-6-09 - CYBORG - DREAM - I was working in a very large, multistory office building somewhere. I couldn't find my purse before I went to work, so went without it, hoping my co-workers could help me get through the day - for lunch especially. I didn't need it otherwise.
When I got to work, I discovered that I was working with a Cyborg - a man who was pleasant enough to look at, but he had a human physique, but some kind of mechanically controlled brain, and as I later learned, he was not a nice guy - or the mechanism went wrong. He did and made other people do unspeakable things to each other, and killed others to trap them in elevators for example, and didn't want anyone to go home.
I don't want to describe in detail what this guy was doing to people, and making them think about doing to each other, because it was so nasty, It all had to do with body functions. I had to force myself to wake up because I couldn't tolerate even thinking about the abuse he was making people think about, but he had full control of more than one person in a time, in a local area. As long as they didn't use the elevators, they were able to exit the building, but I could see bodies piled up and squished by the elevators as I walked by them, trying to find a stairway that he didn't have control of. It wasn't just me he was controlling - he didn't want anyone to leave.
The only way I could leave was to wake up and get out of his influence in that frequency.
Steve Quayle & Tom
Horn on Psychotronic Warfare, Superman &
The Nephilim A number of interesting questions (and answers) was brought up in a recent interview I heard with Tom Horn and Stephen Quayle. A few pieces of the "grand puzzle" fell into place (at least for me) while listening to these interviews. Stephen Quayle began an interview series with Tom Horn on the subject of psychotronic warfare, mind control and weapons technology. The discussion continued into topics such as cyborgs, mythology, prophecies and the book of revelation, they made a few very interesting suggestions that seems to connect the "Sons of God" and the Nephilim (the Giants or the Titans) to it all. And that is a topic that I have been fascinated by for some time now. It keeps coming up again and again. TOM HORN ON RED ICE - PART 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yr9oDPjfzsw&feature=related TOM HORN ON RED ICE - PART 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vn0R3Zipl2E&NR=1 TOM HORN ON RED ICE - PART 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3SoSMzICrU&feature=related TOM HORN ON RED ICE - PART 4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYg9squikEI&feature=related TOM HORN ON RED ICE - PART 5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDoYl7iglPE&feature=related TOM HORN ON RED ICE - PART 6 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFVziNczm7w&feature=related
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8-6-09 - DREAM - I was living in my mother-in-law's house in upper Wisconsin. We were only there temporarily and there were a lot of relatives there.
My husband went to the grocery store and when he came back, he put the bag on the floor in front of the livingroom chair. Good thing they had linoleum flooring because I could hear something liquid running.
I looked in the bag and there was a gallon jug of orange juice in it and there was a hole in the bottom and juice was running out.
I grabbed the jug of juice and ran outside with it - out the front door. As soon as I got outside, I could see blotches of thick orange powder on the ground which I was afraid was poison for ants or animals.
The jug of orange juice was empty by the time I got to the back door of the house where the kitchen was and I was very concerned that my two-year old boy would get outside and start to play with the orange blotches on the ground because they were a pretty color and he might get poisoned.
So, as I re-entered the house, I was trying to lock the doors so my son couldn't get outside, but this wasn't easy because the doors didn't fit well into the door frame and everything was loose and slopped back and forth in the door frame.
Finally I managed to lock the heavy metal door on the inside of the kitchen and when I was inside, I noticed that there was a tall cabinet on the inside with a one foot gap between it and the door. The lower part of the cabinet had a 5 foot hole in it in height which is shorter than I am, so to get back outside I had to stoop down and almost crawl through it to get to the door. Meanwhile, the one foot gap was large enough for my two year old son to get out the door before I could get through the cabinet to get to him.
I wanted to tell my husband to make sure that my son didn't go outside and get in the orange blotches on the ground which I was sure was poison, and I heard my husband and son both outside already and I could hear my son having a good time. Evidently, they had gone out the front door while I was busy locking the back door.
I ran into the livingroom, and one of the young male relatives stopped me and asked me what I wanted taken to the attic before we left.
I had separated out some sweaters and all I was leaving behind was a fancy knitted beige sweater and that was the one I was going to have taken to the attic.
But the young male relative wanted to try on the Green Bay Packer sweatshirt. I should have just let him keep it so I could get outside and save my son, but I didn't want to part with the Green Bay Packer sweatshirt - so I wasted time making sure he didn't take that with him to the attic.
By the time I got him to take off the Green Bay Packer sweatshirt and only take the beige sweater, I woke up in a panic.
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8-6-09 - MEDITATION - I had just barely started and was still doing the beginning prayer, when I had a vision of a magazine falling and behind it was another magazine. I thought the title said, NO MORE SHADE - but I wasn't certain, so I asked spirit to show me the magazine again because I wanted to be certain what it meant. The magazine appeared again, and this time, there was a picture on the cover. The picture was of President Obama, and behind him were several military men of high rank, plus a dark skinned man who was a world leader. They were all somber faced and I was sure that that NO MORE SHADE meant that they couldn't hide anymore and were out in the sun - where they could be seen.
As soon as I started meditating again, I saw a series of black and white zebras on the cover of a magazine - and they were all falling down off the picture too, except the last one standing.
NOTE: The symbol for zebra is wide spread, starting with Zebra as a character used by Philip K. Dick as a satellite which beams down information to him - as God. However, there are technology based companies all with the heading of ZEBRA - which makes cell phones and barcode printers. They make Samsun, and Epson for just two of their brands.
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8-7-09 - DREAM - My husband and I had sold our New Berlin house, and put all our stuff into storage because we hadn't found another place to buy that we could afford. We had only made a few dollars profit on the house when we sold it to the real estate guy. We were sitting around our hotel room thinking about where we could go and what kind of house we wanted and talked about how high the ceilings should be in a new house that we might be happy with.
My husband said he had to go out for a bit and it wasn't long and he came back, and we started a repeat of the same conversation, and we kept coming up with describing our old house because we had been happy there.
My husband got a big smile on his face then and said he had gone to the real estate guy and were having the same discussion, and the real estate guy said, "Well, if you give me $4.03 you can have your old house back again." The house had not been sold to another person, so it had still been on the market.
I got all excited and said, "Let's get a bunch of sheets and blankets and go sleep on the floor at home. We don't even need furniture to feel comfortable in our own home.
And so we did just that.
It was a miracle that we got our old home back again for $4.03.
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8-7-09 - MEDITATION: Voice said, "How long can we tolerate (trust?) a recalcitrant leader?"
recalcitrant -
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Main Entry: re·cal·ci·trant
-
Pronunciation: \-trənt\
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Function: adjective
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Etymology: Late Latin recalcitrant-, recalcitrans, present participle of recalcitrare to be stubbornly disobedient, from Latin, to kick back, from re- + calcitrare to kick, from calc-, calx heel
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Date: 1843
1 :
obstinately defiant of authority or restraint
2 a : difficult to
manage or operate b :
not responsive to treatment c
:
resistant <this subject is
recalcitrant both to observation and to
experiment — G. G. Simpson>
synonyms see unruly
— recalcitrant noun
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8-8-09 - DREAM - was managing an apartment building. I rented an apartment on the first floor to a young man who was new in town. He was rather cute to be sure. We had a short chat and he went out to dinner at the restaurant next door. Meanwhile, my friend and cleaning lady went to his apartment and came rushing back and said that the man had pictures of me all over his apartment.
I went down the hall to his apartment which was number 102. I was rather shocked that I had rented an apartment that was in such bad condition. The walls weren't painted and the color was a dull yellow. There were holes in the wall that weren't punched in but looked like something had been attached to the wall and dug out. Some of the holes were over a foot deep without going through the wall to the other side which means the walls were really thick.
I went around the apartment, looking at the photos he had of women. None of them looked like me. In fact, none of them were of the person I thought I was and each person looked different, though young women. I couldn't figure out where even one photo of me was according to my friends report that he had pictures of me everywhere.
I looked in some of the dresser drawers and saw maintenance equipment in them that belonged to the building. The maintenance people had probably put them there and then never done anything in the apartment. That was obvious. Evidently, we had rented the apartment furnished, and I didn't realize it.
I went back to my own apartment where I had a strange looking phone that needed to be plugged into the wall by inserting an electrical wire into a slot in a hole in the wall - it was round and looked nothing like a regular phone. I managed to plug it in, and woke up.
As soon as I was awake, a telephone rang in my right ear. I said I was ready for the message, and I instantly fell back asleep.
I was back in my apartment and the telephone rang and it was my friend Barbara calling, and she said she had a daughter named Amanda and they were going shopping to buy a new car which she really didn't want but her husband insisted on getting it. She said it was green and the color green she described is the perfect green in my own estimation - like the color of emeralds. But she didn't like it and didn't want that color.
While she was talking to me, I didn't realize while I was listening to her that I could speak back to her, so when I did realize it, that the phone was two way, and not like a one way radio, I started asking her questions about the car.
She said that it was Friday, and she really wanted to just go out to dinner, and not be buying a new car she didn't think she needed, especially of the color she didn't want.
I felt sad for her, that she was getting what I would love and she didn't like it. We weren't as much alike as I thought we were.
*********************** 8-9-09 - WHOPPER VISION:
Hi: I've already forgotten my dreams, except that
at the end, I was sitting in a brightly lit room
with a young man and there was a pipe sticking up
with white smoke coming out of it and the young man
went close to the pipe and breathed in the smoke and
then blew it out again like he was smoking a
cigarette. He told me to try it too, which I did,
but I wasn't as close to the pipe when I tried
breathing in the smoke, so didn't get much, and the
smoke was in ringlets, and when I breathed out,
nothing came back out.
I started to wake up, and had this
vision - words and names PALTALK, PALTALK, PALTALK,
a nickname of someone, PALTALK, PALTALK, PALTALK, a
nickname of someone else (I can't remember the
names), PALTALK, PALTALK, PALTALK, then this: STOP
OBJECT COMING! ********************************** 8-9-09 - THETAHEALING MEDITATION:
I didn't see anything, nor hear anything, so I just
made my statements and came back. ***************** 8-10-09 - 6:16 a.m. - DREAM - I was
living in a house somewhere and I wanted to buy 200
new bright green light bulbs for Christmas in honor
and memory of my grandson Nathan to make sure that
if any of my light bulbs went out, I would have
replacements for those I already had. I didn't
know where I was going to buy 200 bulbs from,
especially the Christmas tree type as all we had was
a little store on the corner. It then came to me that I should buy
200 red light bulbs in honor of my friend Mary who
had also passed on but when I looked at the bulbs I
had for her, they were different, they were round
and actually hardwired into an electrical wire, and
were not removable, so I had no idea where I was
going to get those kind of bulbs to replace the ones
I had. While I was thinking about where to
go shopping, I had to get my clothes ready for my
date with my friend Irv who was coming to take me to
dinner and dancing. I planned to wear my red
spaghetti strap dancing dress so I'd look really
dressed up when he came. I didn't have any stockings to wear,
so I needed to buy those too, and our little corner
store didn't sell those either. I talked to a
young woman who sat behind a desk in a nearby office
and she showed me her stockings and how stretchy
they were and I lamented that my legs were longer
and heavier than her and I didn't think they made
stockings in my size like hers. So I went back
to my closet and started going through my clothes to
see what I could wear for my date. I couldn't
wear the red dress without stockings and I couldn't
wear the bright blue skinny pants I had hanging in
the closet with a red dress. So I thought
about wearing the bright blue pants with something
else and I didn't see anything in the closet that
went with those either. So much time passed while I was in
the clothes closet, that Irv arrived and he brought
two people with him - Mary and a young boy
child. I had to laugh because I thought he
brought them along for chaperones. But I
welcomed them into the house. The boy wanted to play the piano and
he played beautifully. He was playing a piano
with huge wooden keys so he could pound on them with
the sides of his hands. I was looking down on him from a
balcony - and I saw that he looked like Jesse (from
the current Big Brother Show 11) I told him I
would love to play the piano like he did, but my
piano with the ivory keys wouldn't take a pounding
like he could make on the wooden keys. I listened to Jesse playing the
piano, which he did so well, I didn't do anything
about getting ready to go out dancing. The dream just somehow showed me a
newspaper article about 200 tonnes of red light
bulbs being purchased for the Queen Mary ship. NOTE: JESSE A Bethlehem from
the tribe of Judah, son of Obed and
grandson of Boaz and Ruth the Moabite;
father of David. The phrase "son of
Jesse" was apparently used by David's
enemies to allude to his humble
origins (I Sam 20:27, 30-31, etc.),
but the term became a venerable one,
so much so that it was predicted that
the messiah would come from the "root
of Jesse" (Is 11:10; cf 11:1; Rom
15:12). Jesse had eight sons (I Sam
16:10-11; 17:12). Seven are named in I
Chronicles 2:13-15; and the eighth,
Elihu, in I Chronicles 27:18.
Concordance I evidently spelled
Jesse with one e when I wrote about
him previously:
BETHLEHEM - THE DREAMS AND THE
REALITY Jul 28, 2001
... The name that was repeated
in many of the sentences was
Jesse. ...
Jesse was a man
apparently of wealth and position
at Bethlehem (1 Samuel ... One of my bosses
was also leaving and I started
telling him about my dream about
the 8 sons and how it
represented the 8 sons of
Jesse and the
"The Root of ... (May Juda's
lion and the root of
Jesse, protect thy
lions and thy ..... And
there shall go forth a King
from the Sons of Jesse,
and the MESSIAH shall be
... As I woke up,
I was told that this was 'The
Root of Jesse."
ROOT OF JESSE ... The Messianic king
was to be of the family of
Jesse the
father of David. ... GOD'S
SUPERLUMINOUS DARKNESS · GOD
SO LOVED THE WORLD · THE
EIGHT POINTED STAR THE ROOT
OF JESSE
...
www.greatdreams.com/reldrms.htm
- ... Let the
whole earth be filled with
his glory! Amen and amen.
72:20This ends the prayers
by David, the son of
Jesse. BOOK III
... Fill your
horn with oil, and go; I
will send you to
Jesse the
Bethlehemite, ...
The sons of Jesse
were both the sacrifice
and the guests. ... 1 Samuel
22:7 Then Saul said unto
his servants that stood
about him, Hear now, ye
Benjamites; will the son
of Jesse
give every one of you
fields and ...
11:11 - The Audio -
Interview of Joseph
Mason While
the Old Testament
prophets spoke of a
King to come out of
the living root of
Jesse,
the German legends
allude to a Great
Emperor literally
revived ... 17
And Jesse
said unto David his
son, Take now for
thy brethren an
ephah of this
parched [corn], and
these ten loaves,
and run to the camp
to thy brethren;
... And
the son of
Jesse had a
Lion Rampant for his
Standard. ......
Here Jesse
is mentioned as "an
Ephrathite of Beth-lehem-judah"
(17:12, . ...
13: And Saul said
unto him, Why have
ye conspired
against me, thou
and the son of
Jesse,
in that thou hast
given him bread,
and a sword, and
hast inquired
...
FAMINE - PROPHECY
FOR OUR FUTURE
SEE ALSO: THE ROOT
OF JESSE
- 1 KINGS 12.
EZEKIEL 9. 1: He -
The man whom he
had seen upon the
throne. Them -
Those whom God
hath appointed to
destroy the ...
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8-11-09 - DREAM
- I was in a
boat in a channel,
and a woman named
Mary came along in
her boat, and she
said, "This should
tell you what time
it is."
I asked, "What
time is it?"
She didn't
answer and I woke
up.
I fell asleep
again, and now I
was on a huge
wheel with a man
named John.
The wheel was so
large that I
couldn't see the
whole wheel.
The wheel was
divided into
sections and the
section we were
on, was colored
pink and was
divided from the
other sections by
a wall high enough
so you wouldn't go
into the other
sections.
John said that
this wheel was
divided into time
segments, and this
was our time.
WHEELS OF TIME
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8-12-09 - DREAM
- I was looking
for an elderly
woman named
Malachite for 2
days.
When I finally
found out where
she was located, I
had to fly there
in an airplane
that was 3 pairs
of seats wide.
I had never flown
before, so I
friend was going
to go with me.
There were
identical planes
boarding at the
same time - A & B.
I was on plane A -
but B was being
loaded first, 10
people at a time.
Since B was
loaded first, I
could see where
the 10 people were
going to sit -
directly in the
center front -
right behind the
pilot.
Then they would
board the 10 of us
for plane A.
I was standing
there with my best
friend. She
was a seasoned
passenger on
airplanes and had
flown many times
before. For
me this was my
first flight and I
was excited, but
not afraid because
my best friend was
with me and
nothing could
happen because
I was with her.
NOTE: I
just spent two
days searching for
a crystal of
malachite and
didn't find it.
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8-12-09 - nap
dream - I was with
Jesse again,
creating a
geometric shape
which was large
and round. The
last part we were
making was a small
circle within the
large circle of 5
petal flowers in a
ring.
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8-13-09 - OH TO
BE 18 AGAIN :-)
DREAM - I
was 18 in this
dream. I and
my boyfriend were
standing in a
hallway waiting
for his family to
gather for a
wedding that was
coming up.
His father came up
to us and put his
arms around the
both of us and
from just inches
from my ear, he
rather whispered
and said, "I
assume the two of
you have had sex
together." I
didn't answer out
loud, just nodded
a bit. He
said, "I don't
want anyone coming
up to me at the
wedding and
telling me that
they have videos
of you having sex
together."
I assured him
there wouldn't be.
His father
left, and then the
mother or another
female older
relative came up
to me and handed
me six keyboards
that were going to
be used at the
wedding. I
said that I would
take them to the
corner store and
have all new
batteries put into
them so they would
be good to go for
the wedding.
My boyfriend was
acting all weird
like all he wanted
to do was go have
sex right then,
but we had to get
ready for the
wedding.
So my boyfriend
went to do
something else for
a few minutes, and
I had a
conversation with
some other young
people who worked
in the
neighborhood about
a powder blue car
I admired that
used to be parked
across the street
all the time.
They noticed that
the car was parked
down the street a
bit like it
belonged to
someone else now.
They left and I
opened up the lid
on the first
keyboard, and it
was a child type,
with only 8
colored keys in
it. I saw that and
decided I wouldn't
bother getting new
batteries for a
keyboard that a
child would play.
Just at that
moment, a really
skinny girl came
into the hallway
from outside and I
saw my boyfriend
and her boyfriend
come in right
behind her, and
they started
teasing me like my
boyfriend had been
on a date with her
or another girl,
and I kidded them
back like I knew
it was a joke the
whole time.
I was laughing
inside, but kept
my face serious
like I believed
them.
It was all a
big joke, but I
had to go get the
batteries for the
keyboards so they
could be played at
the wedding.
NOTE:
That was weird
because I didn't
even meet those
people until I was
in my 40's, and
never went
anywhere with the
family. In fact, I
never met my
boyfriends family.
NOTE:
Wondering if this
is connected.
I just got this
e-mail right after
I wrote down my
dream:
I just got the heads up that this is my first official post from the new timeline!
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8-13-09 - DREAM
- NSA?
I was living in
the house in New
Berlin, WI.
I didn't have any
interaction with
these men, but I
was watching them
walk by the house
in our yard and
going up the hill
behind the house.
The men were
dressed rather
like cowboys, but
rough looking and
very large, strong
men and very
serious looking.
It was like they
were looking for
someone. They
walked up the hill
and almost
immediately,
another guy on
horseback came up
to the house and
actually rode his
horse into the
house. A
shot rang out and
it not only killed
the horseman, but
killed the horse
too.
The horse fell
and lay on his
side and I knew he
was dead. I
ran from the room,
not wanting to see
the dead horse
laying there and I
went to the
bathroom, and
found this tall
guy who looked to
be about 17.
I didn't know him,
but I was so upset
about the dead
horse, I didn't
think to be afraid
of the guy, and I
made a fist and
started hitting
the guy in the arm
muscle with my
knuckles really
hard, and I said
something like,
"Did you have to
do that?" or
something like
that.
A moment later,
someone handed me
a government
brochure, that had
colorful pictures
along with an
explanation of a
survey that was
going to be taken
about how I 'felt'
about what just
happened. I
started paging
through the
picture book that
was all in pastel
colors - trying to
make me 'feel'
okay about my
experience.
How do you feel
okay about seeing
a horse shot in
your own
livingroom, not to
mention watching
someone being
killed?
People born in
the year of the
horse:
See:
http://www.greatdreams.com/year_of_the_horse.htm
***************** 8-14-09 - non-dream - A voice
said, "He's always been attracted to a dark aura."
NOTE: I
have seen two dark
black auras in my
life. Both were at
a funeral in
church.
********************* 8-15-09 - DREAM I and my
husband who was over 7 feet tall were out driving in our
car. It had snowed extremely heavy and we were
somewhere where there were huge rolling hills to drive
over. It had snowed so much, the man at the gas
station said it was going to take at least a month to
plow all the snow off the roads. But then, the
weather turned warm so fast, that the snow melted almost
instantly and we had to drive in water that was almost
to the hood of the car in the valleys, and then drive up
hill where the water was rushing down the roads to the
valley - it was a beautiful pure bluish color. I
was worried the car might stall but it didn't. Off
on the side of the road was a sudden bloom of lavender
and lilies. It was so beautiful, I wanted to stay
and look at the beauty of it, but we had to get to the
school, where my husband was a teacher.
I made sure he
was dressed warm
enough in case the
weather took a
sudden turn to
cold again, and I
gave him one of my
winter neck
scarves which was
hand knitted in
red, yellow,
orange, green,
blue, lavender,
and white.
I then walked
through the school
myself and saw
that the teachers
were standing at
the windows
wistfully looking
at the beauty
outside and not
wanting to teach -
it was a
tempting sight for
everyone.
Out in the
hallways, there
was trash laying
here and there so
I picked it up to
dispose of it so
when the students
left for the day,
it would look
nice. The
sudden change in
the weather was so
overwhelming -
nobody wanted to
work either.
It was just so
beautiful outside.
**********************
8-15-09 -
THETAHEALING
EXERCISE - I
went to the THETA
level of
consciousness.
I met the Creator
of All That Is,
and a voice said,
"You will not see
me this time".
(The first time is
was the Hindu God
Ganesha!)
I stated the
healing I
commanded, and
then commanded to
receive
Unconditional
Love, which I did.
I also received
the healing
commanded.
I then left
that level.
On the way down, I
met two young
women, very thin,
both dressed in
black skimpy
leotards, and long
black curly hair,
but very white
skin. One
sat on my left and
one sat on my
right - but up
higher than
myself. I
had the impression
that they were
aliens that were
companions to the
Et on this page:
http://www.greatdreams.com/et.htm
******************
8-16-09 -
THE FOUR HORSEMAN
OF THE APOCALYPSE
DREAM - I
was working on a
computer program,
rearranging the
events of the Book
of Revelation.
I was certain I
had them correct
but they were no
longer in the
order in which
they appear in the
Bible. The
events were
arranged in four
columns with about
20 events in each
column.
I woke up, went
to the bathroom,
and when I went
back to bed, I
fell instantly
asleep.
I was now in
preaching mode - a
little timidly
because my news
was so over the
top, I didn't know
who to tell first
that the Four
Horseman of the
Apocalypse were
not going to
arrive in the same
order as in the
Bible.
As it turned
out, I was with a
group of people,
and I was about to
tell one of them
my news, when a
very large, tall
priest walked in.
He was the one I
decided to make my
announcement to.
Naturally, he was
very familiar with
the Bible,
especially the
book of
Revelation.
I just came right
out told him that
the Four horseman
of the Apocalypse
were not going to
arrive in the
order they are in
the Bible because
'something' had
already happened -
something very
black. In my
mind, I was seeing
a school blown up
and burned to the
ground.
Other people
were now gathering
around, who were
going to be
participating in a
pageant based on
the Book of
Revelation, so the
men had hair,
beards, and
clothing to match
the characters of
the Bible,
The women were
dressed like
angels, with huge
silver wings on
their backs, and
their singing
voices matched
their characters -
when they sang,
they sounded like
angels.
Their arrival
stopped my
preaching for the
moment, but the
priest was going
to be hanging
around to discuss
my pronouncement
when I made it to
the others.
A young blonde
man with short
fly-away curls on
his head was
perfect for the
part he was going
to play, and I
showed him on a
screen the guy who
had played his
part the year
before in the
pageant -
blonde - fly-away
curls and he
danced and sang
like no one else.
At that point,
one of the men
dropped into a
chair in the
doorway, and I
looked at his leg
because he was in
pain, and the bone
in the front of
his leg was broken
off right above
his foot. His shin
bone was broken.
I told him that I
was sorry that he
couldn't be in the
pageant as he was
going to have to
go to the hospital
and I would drive
him.
I could hear
other people
talking about
cleaning up the
kitchen, which I
knew had to be
done and it was my
job, but this man
had to go to the
hospital.
As it happened,
the man with the
broken shin bone
did the driving
and I sat in the
back seat along
with a woman who
refused to be left
behind. We
both got into the
car through the
window. She
was a bit older
than me, so I
helped pull her
inside once I was
sitting on the
seat.
So, we started
driving up hill
and at an
intersection, we
stopped at the
first crossroad
and on the other
side of the road
was a man who had
a similar beard to
the man I was
with. He
looked over at us
and started
backing his bright
red convertible
car back up the
hill toward a
workshop at the
top of the hill.
I immediately
thought we were in
trouble for having
done something
wrong. I was
feeling guilty as
sin and I didn't
know what I
had done wrong.
We were driving
forward up the
hill and we
couldn't take our
eyes off the
bright red car
with the bearded
man and he had his
eyes on us the
whole way as well.
We stopped at
an Inn across the
street from where
the bearded man
was at his
workshop and went
inside. The
place was built of
stone and was very
old and there were
drawings in
charcoal on the
walls.
The other
bearded man came
in and greeted my
friend with the
broken leg and
called him
'Captain'.
My bearded
friend asked him,
"How did you know
my name?"
and the other
bearded man
pointed to a
drawing on the
wall of a hand
with scarring
right above the
wrist, showing a
nail sticking out,
and he said, "That
drawing!
Your scars are the
same as mine!"
and he showed us
his wrist and he
had the scars from
the same type of
square nail where
he had been nailed
to the cross too.
http://www.greatdreams.com/revelation/four_horsemen_of_the_apocalypse.htm
****************************
MEDITATION:
I was thinking
about a friend's
predicament
there and I got
super tired, so
I lay down and
closed my eyes -
I no sooner
had my eyes
closed, and I
saw a close-up of
a GPS hand held
machine with a
lot of buttons
on it and in the
picture on the
screen, I was
seeing like
trees with a red
light going
behind the
leaves, and a
male voice said,
"We can find you
easier than a
needle in a
haystack."
No doubt, we
are all being
followed.
*********************
8-17-09 -
DREAM - I
was at home and
it was early
morning.
Everyone had
left the house
except my son
Michael who was
still in bed.
He was supposed
to be at work at
8:00 a.m.
and it was 7:40
a.m. So I
thought I had
better wake him
up so he
wouldn't be late
- or at least
not so late.
So, I woke
him up and told
him it was 7:40
several times.
We started
talking about
the day ahead
for him, and he
said that he
would be going
to school after
work, and would
be at school
until 11:00 p.m.
So, we talked
about what a
long day that
was for him, but
he didn't seem
to mind.
So, then I
went upstairs,
and that wasn't
easy because
there was so
much stuff on
the stairs that
was either in
process of going
up or coming
down and never
made it in
either direction
and I was
thinking about
looking at the
stuff and see
which direction
it was supposed
to be going and
actually moving
it so it
wouldn't be so
dangerous to
walk on the
stairs.
When I
finally got
upstairs to my
own bedroom,
there was some
mail on the bed
that I hadn't
opened yet.
While I was
opening the
mail, my son
Michael came
upstairs and sat
on the bed with
me as I opened a
package that
came from Vanity
Fair. It
was a package of
multi-colored
flowers and a
card from
Mother's Day.
Mother's Day was
long over with
and I had never
opened it so I
never knew he
had sent me
flowers for
Mother's Day.
I opened the
card and inside
the card was a
letter with the
same statement
it seemed,
written in 100
different
languages.
I didn't even
know we had 100
different
languages in the
world, but I
guess that was
possible, but it
was intriguing
to sit there and
see that.
None were
English, so I
couldn't read
any of the
languages, but
it was nice to
know that 100
different
countries all
could say Happy
Mother's Day
with the same
feelings.
NOTE: I
looked up
'number 740' on
the internet -
its a area code
in Ohio, and
lots of
companies and
government
bodies have used
that number.
Still looking to
see if it's
important to me
personally - so
far ????
******************
8-17-09 -
DREAM - I
was snoozing on
the couch and
the telephone
started to ring.
I opened my eyes
a bit and I
could see the
telephone
receiver laying
on the floor
over aways - off
the hook
obviously and
wondered how the
phone could be
ringing if it
was off the
hook. (Our
phone does do
that) I
was too lazy to
get up and get
the receiver so
I could answer
the phone but
once it stopped
ringing, I
thought I would
use redial or
something and
see who called.
When I pushed
the button for
redial (it
probably wasn't
the right button
- it was the
button on the
far left front)
I could hear a
man talking to
someone and
apparently it
wasn't to me,
and he didn't
sound like it
was a
conversation -
he was telling
someone off in
an angry voice,
so I just hung
up the phone
again.
As it turned
out, my friend
Michelle had
called, but who
was that man on
my phone?
NOTE:
Later, I
discovered that
my friend
Michelle dreamed
that she called
me on the phone
to ask for a
ride to school
and that I
didn't answer
the phone.
I LOVE
coincidences
like that.
:-)
************************
8-17-09
- MEDITATION ON
THE SOHO ANOMALY
-
I was asking
who put that
object in space
in order that
SOHO could
photograph it.
First I saw
an angry
chimpanzee
jumping up and
down. I
asked the
question about,
then saw a pair
of blonde people
- two young
people either
teens or early
20's -
wearing blue
uniforms.
It came to me
that they were
protecting us.
I wanted to
ask where they
were from but I
fell asleep.
IN my dream,
I was riding in
the front
passenger seat
of a cop car, on
the way to an
airport and we
were in a hurry
because we were
meeting an
important flight
coming in.
The cop said I
should be proud
because I was
riding on the
side where the
CIA usually sat.
Before I
could say
anything, the
driver said,
"What the??? "
and ahead of us
right in the
city street,
were two
guys down on the
hands and knees
rolling
something on the
pavement.
Against my
judgment, the
driver slowed
down to pick the
two guys up and
he forced them
to get into the
back seat of the
car.
Obviously
there wasn't any
barrier between
the front and
back seats,
because as soon
as the car was
moving again,
the guy with the
orange rain
jacket who was
right behind me,
tried to put his
arm around my
throat to choke
me out, and just
that fast, I was
taking meat out
of his arm with
my teeth.
(fade to black)
The next
morning, the
newspaper
reported that
the guys got off
lucky because by
the time they
got the guys
back out of the
car, I had taken
meat out of
three people
with my teeth.
************************
8-18-09 -
DREAM - I
was at home with
my husband and
family. At
first we were in
the garage
cleaning the
car. We
used some kind
of oil that
started with the
letters
Imp... but
later when we
needed to buy
more, we
couldn't think
of the whole
name of it. The
only thing I
could come up
with was
'Impervious' but
I didn't think
that was it.
An older
woman dressed in
brown came by
for something
else and when
she left, I
asked her if she
could drive me
to get some more
oil for the car
and she agreed,
but I couldn't
remember the
name of the oil,
and just as I
was heading for
the basement to
ask my husband,
he was coming up
the stairs to
ask me the same
question, so we
were both
stumped on the
name of the oil,
which was clear
and opaque.
While my
husband was in
the basement
trying to find
the oil
container with
the label on it,
I sat in the
livingroom with
a young man
waiting. I was
laying on the
sofa, and the
man was sitting
in an
upholstered
chair. We
were chit
chatting about
nothing in
particular, and
all of a sudden
he came up with
his right hand
which was
painted like a
snake - rather
like a Cobra.
Just for
kicks and grins,
I showed him my
left hand which
was also painted
like the same
snake - and we
played like the
two snakes were
going to come
together and
kiss - it
was sexy as hell
even though the
guy was not my
type whatsoever.
I started to
laugh and he
asked me where
and when I had
learned to do
that, and my
reply was,
"Yesterday!"
Then I asked
him if he would
like a drink,
and he mulled
over in his mind
what he would
like, and I was
hoping he
wouldn't ask for
something I
didn't have.
He finally
answered,
"I would like
ROYAL".
I smiled,
though doubting
we had any
ROYAL, but I
went to the
pantry to look.
We had all kinds
of things to
drink on the
shelf, mostly
stuff for the
kids, different
kinds of juices,
and then I saw a
bottle that
looked like it
had some kind of
booze in it, and
it was dark.
At first I
couldn't read
the label, but I
focused my eyes
until I could
read the label,
and I saw the
ROYAL symbol on
it, and then I
finally could
read the label
and it said
'PEPPERMINT'.
That didn't
seem right to
me, but it
definitely had
the ROYAL symbol
on it.
NOTE: In
researching the
left hand snake,
I found it in
belly dancing,
Tai Chi,, and
Martial Arts
**************************
8-19-09 -
DREAM -
This is just the
ending. I
was walking out
in the country
near my home.
It was a
beautiful day
and I was
looking at the
fields.
All of a sudden,
a rain cloud
came and it
started to pour.
I knew I was
going to have to
run for home but
it seemed so far
away, so I ran
to my car
instead which
was closer -
a medium blue
color.
I ran for the
car before I got
drenched from
the rain, and as
soon as I got
inside the car,
I woke up.
**************************
8-19-09 -
DREAM - All I
remember is
discussing my
kittens sizes vs
her kittens
sizes.
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8-19-09 -
DREAM - I
was at home and
my husband was
at work. I
was cleaning the
kitchen because
the children had
spilled things
on the table and
hadn't cleaned
it up and the
stuff was dry
and hard
already.
Then a workman
came and started
working in the
closet on
electrical
connections.
I hadn't called
him but he
seemed to know
what he was
doing so I let
him do his work.
I looked
outside and a
flamboyant black
man came driving
past the house
on our private
driveway in a
flashy shiny red
convertible car,
grinning
crazily.
I went back
inside and
commented to the
workman about
not liking
people being
able to drive so
close to the
house.
There was a
nurse in a blue
uniform in the
closet with the
workman now
talking about
nursing terms
and language
that people
don't like to
hear - and using
terms that real
people don't
normally use for
simple words
like urine which
nobody likes to
hear.
I let them
finish the
conversation
with each other
and went to lay
down on the bed.
After a
moment, I
thought I heard
my name called
so I got back up
and the workman
and the nurse
were gone, so
perhaps they
just said they
were done and
were leaving.
I then
noticed that I
hadn't yet
finished
cleaning off the
dried stuff on
the kitchen
table and
started soaking
it and chipping
at it to get it
off - it
was a hard spot
of yellow
something - I
don't know what.
It was time
for my husband
to come home - 5
p.m. and I
looked outside
and where the
black man had
just driven his
red convertible
car, there was
now a huge hole
in the ground.
I went outside
and could see
there was a
white drainage
pipe down at the
bottom of the
hole which
rather made
sense to me -
but right in
front of that
drainage pipe
was a huge hole
even deeper that
was on the verge
of undermining
the drainage
pipe and was
extremely
dangerous.
I couldn't
figure out where
all the dirt
went so suddenly
or where to get
more dirt to
fill up the hole
because it was
so dangerous and
all I could
think of is,
"This is not a
good day for my
husband to come
home late from
work".
Can you
imagine what
would happen if
he came home
late and wanted
to park right
there and didn't
know about the
hole undermining
the driveway?
********************
8-20-09 -
MEDITATION - I
was trying to
get to the THETA
state and had a
lot of trouble
getting there
and things kept
getting in my
way, but I
worked through
the negative
thoughts that
kept coming at
me, and I
finally made it.
A male voice
said,
"Congratulations
Pallas - You
didn't break!"
(So maybe it was
a test?)
I had a
vision then of a
newspaper
headline that
said,
'Obama goes to
Cuba!'
**********************
8-20-09
- DREAM - It
seemed I was in
Milwaukee.
I walked up
Clarke St a
block or so from
16th St. and
went to a
meditation with
some other
women. It
was really nice
but it only
lasted about
three minutes.
While I was
there I met
Dolores Benz and
she was carrying
a really cute
little baby boy.
She came over to
where I was
sitting and I
introduced
myself and we
hugged a moment.
I then asked her
what her baby's
name was.
(I think she
said Franklin,
but I'm not sure
now)
I walked back
home thinking
that I should
invite people to
come to my house
to have a
meditation like
that too.
It seemed easy
enough to do and
the benefits
would be
wonderful for
everyone.
***********************
8-20-09 -
DREAM - I
can't even
remember the
dream, but it
ended with being
shown a pot with
three tall fern
fronds sticking
up out of the
middle.
As I woke up,
a male voice
said, "Dolores!
This site:
(the face of
Zeus like on an
ancient coin)
Flowers & Gifts
NOTE:
I'm still
researching this
- about Zeus.
**********************
8-20-09 - NAP
DREAM - I
was with some
people who were
having a party
for little boys.
My mother was
there and
mothers of the
boys.
It was
apparent
that the boys
were going to be
fed watermelon
for the party.
I went out to
the car to get
the watermelons
and when I got
to the car,
there was a
large mechanical
nut cracker
which when used,
created a spark
and gasoline
would spray out
of the car and
explode.
My mother
came out to the
car and showed
me something she
was sewing - of
black and blue
threads (I made
an afghan in
that same color
combination
which I love.
I also made a
meditation
necklace of
those same
colors)
She asked me if
I had more
thread like that
and I said I
did. She
went back into
the house to
await me to come
and find the
thread for her.
I turned my
attention back
to the car and
getting the
watermelons out
of it. I
was standing in
the street
between the curb
and the car and
I saw another
mechanical nut
cracker under
the lip of the
curb overhang,
next to a red
gas can, and I
realized the
danger of using
the nut cracker.
Then one of
the mothers of a
boy came to the
car to get some
watermelon for
her son and I
couldn't do it
because of the
danger of
cracking open
the fruit.
She said,
"What kind of
game are you
playing?"
and I watched on
the window as
some words rose
on the glass -
and the words
were, "My
set page."
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8-21-09 -
DREAM - I
was living in a
big house
somewhere.
There was a
problem with the
trees out in the
yard - they were
very brittle and
branches broke
off easily.
A branch right
next to an
upstairs window
had been cut off
deliberately
because of the
brittleness and
there was a
bird's nest
right by the
window.
I told my
mother there was
a problem with
having a bird's
nest that close
to the window to
begin with so I
moved it farther
away.
Because of
the brittleness
of the tree
branches, I
began a program
of dietary
changes in
myself to change
my urine PH.
(I didn't dream
specifically
what changes I
made. In
real life I
began a program
of raising my
PH) In the
dream I was
showing a PH of
between 0.1 and
2.0 when I saw
the numbers -
that is very
acidic.. A
normal PH test
should be 7.0 or
above to be
alkaline.
When I saw
that my PH was
low, I went out
into the yard
with my mother
and showed her
that all the
trees were
either weak or
brittle.
Some of the tree
branches just
broke off
completely just
by pulling down
on them. Others
bent down and
stayed there.
I went back
into the house
where Christian
Vega from One
Life to Live TV
show and another
young man were
working on this
PH program with
me. They
were keeping the
bathrooms clean
which were
carpeted.
The only problem
was that there
was no door on
the bathroom and
I didn't want
anyone to see me
pee on the
stick, so I took
a screen door
and leaned it up
against the
bathroom door
opening, but
there was a few
small holes in
the screen which
Christian Vega
could look
through and see
me pee, but I
told him not to.
NOTE:
Health is always
better, the
higher the PH of
the urine.
****************************
8-21-09 -
LUCID NAP DREAM
9:a.m.
I was working
on my computer
and started
feeling really
tired, so I just
stopped working
and decided to
lay down for a
few minutes.
I was
actually still
awake, watching
people's name
being moved
around on a grid
made of
rectangles on a
screen.
I asked
spirit, "What am
I doing this
for?" and all of
a sudden a New
Age magazine
pulled up over
the grid and on
the magazine
cover came up
like pulled by a
hand, a
pink cottage
with a thatched
roof.
So, I started
thinking this
was about a
community, which
I've dreamed
about multiple
times.
All of a
sudden, on top
of the cottage
came the words:
ERROR TELLS
NASA'S STORY.
****************************
8-22-09 -
DREAM - I was
living in an
apartment
somewhere on the
ground floor.
I was asked
to babysit for a
young boy (less
than 2 years
old) by a man I
recognize as
Jack (who is a
cop on "As The
World Turns"
television show,
and Jack had a
brown station
wagon type car
that wouldn't
run anymore and
he needed to buy
a new one.
So I was
babysitting for
the baby while
he took care of
the car and the
baby was aware
of it and we
talked about it
together.
At one point,
the baby came
out of the
apartment into
the yard with a
pink scarf on
his head. He
looked really
cute.
I was
watching him
from a distance
and Jack came
and grabbed up
the baby and
started carrying
him away.
I yelled at
Jack, "You can't
just grab the
baby and take
him away without
telling me!"
He understood
that it would
make me worry
about where the
child was, so he
put the baby
back down and
walked away
acting dejected.
(I know it was
his child, but
it was the worry
factor about not
knowing where a
child is when
their
whereabouts is
not known and
you are
responsible for
the child)
At that point
I had to wash
two scarves -
the baby's pink
scarf and a
yellow scarf -
both were square
and made of silk
or something
like silk.
I washed them
and laid them
out to dry but
they needed to
be ironed.
At that
point, Jack's
older son, a
teenager with
black rimmed
glasses came,
grabbed the pink
scarf and
stuffed it into
the inside
jacket pocket.
I yelled at
him about
stealing the
pink scarf and
told him to give
it back.
Jack just stood
there, looking
at his son like
he was mentally
telling him to
give the scarf
back, but didn't
actually speak
to him.
Finally, the
boy pulled a
scarf out of his
inside jacket
pocket, but it
was black and
yellow, not the
pink one.
I was
told by a
voice in the
dream that it
was important
to note that
it was from a
'right angle'.
I was going
to yell at him
that I wanted
the pink one,
but I woke up
instead.
NOTE:
black and yellow
flags are
usually some
kind of warning
symbol.
Also, Germany (Deutschland)
has a yellow and
black flag.
*****************************
8-23-09 -
DREAM - I was
working in an
apartment
building for the
Jewish judge.
My maintenance
man was Thad
Luckenbill (J.T.
Helstrom (the
detective from
the Young &
Restless TV
show.) He
showed me some
handwritten
complaints from
a tenant in
another
building, about
trees and vines
growing on her
building.
That was
Mellissa
Rivers (the
daughter of the
comedian
_Joan Rivers_
who recently won
Donald Trump's
most recent TV
show (Celebrity
Apprentice) as the best
player. (They
are Jewish)
I told him he
should probably
check it out
after I was
shown a Monarch
butterfly and
then told it was
being shown to
me under another
name - not its
real name.
When the
Jewish Judge
boss came in, I
showed him the
papers the woman
had written
about the trees
and vines, he
left and I
started
wondering about
him and what he
was really up
to.
I called him
on the phone at
his own office
at another
building ( he
owned multiple
apartment
buildings).
I asked him
specifically,
"What kind of
corporation is
it that owns
other
corporations?"
and he answered,
"It's an S
Corporation."
Monarch
Butterfly (
Danaus plexippus)
MONARCH MIND
CONTROL
PROGRAMMING
http://www.mindcontrolforums.com/hambone/monarch1.html
Note:
Definition of an
S Corporation:
An S
corporation,
for
United
States
federal
income
tax
purposes,
is a
corporation
that
makes a
valid
election
to be
taxed
under
Subchapter
S of
Chapter
1 of the
Internal
Revenue
Code.
In
general,
S
Corporations
do not
pay any
income
taxes.
Instead,
the
corporation's
income
or
losses
are
divided
among
and
passed
through
to its
shareholders.
The
shareholders
must
then
report
the
income
or loss
on their
own
individual
income
tax
returns.
This
concept
is
called
single
taxation;
if the
corporation
is taxed
as a
C
Corporation,
it will
face
double
taxation,
meaning
both the
corporation's
profits,
and the
shareholders'
dividends,
will be
taxed.
*************************
8-23-09 - NAP
DREAM - I
was working in
an outdoor
office for the
same boss and
was retyping
some information
for him on a
formal document,
so the typing
had to be
correct - in
fact - perfect.
But I was
talking to some
other women in
the office at
the same time
and I made a
mistake and had
to backspace and
correct what I
had just started
on that line.
When I reread
what I had typed
on the line
above, I could
believe what was
typed there,
because I
couldn't
remember typing
that at all.
It said, "they
walked around in
their little
feet" -
That was just
the end of a
sentence and I
couldn't figure
out how I had
typed that and
not remembered
that I had, or
even where the
information had
come from.
I spent
several minutes
trying to figure
out how I was
going to fix
what was typed
and I realized I
couldn't.
It would be way
too messy and I
was going to
have to start
over in order to
have a perfect
document.
At the same
time now, the
other women were
making a
barbecue and
because I was
trying to get
this document
done, I couldn't
participate, so
when I was
finished I went
to eat my
hamburger with
cheese on it
- and now
that I'm awake,
I realize that
the cheese was
the same shape
as alien
eye-covers
except they were
yellow - on top
of black
hamburgers.
It's the same
color at the
German flag I
wrote about
yesterday.
********************
8-24-09 -
DREAM - I was
working on a
project about
the Three Marys
in the Bible.
I had three
boxes of 5 x 7
cards and on
each one was a
description of a
Mary. Then
I separated the
cards into the
boxes
appropriate for
that Mary.
With those
boxes of cards
and
descriptions,
anyone could
look at the
description
given for that
Mary and know
which one it
referred to.
Note from
Robert Grace
page about
quarks:
Your M's (13)
popped up in
coincidence
years ago, as M
& M candy, and
3M
8-25-09 - DREAM
- I was
living in a
house somewhere.
I was going to
clean the carpet
in the
livingroom, but
first I had to
feed my husband
a pork chop
dinner.
I made some
thick pork chops
and then made
sandwiches with
them.
While I was
making the
sandwiches with
home baked bread
and the pork
chops and
cheese, the
black cat sat on
the table while
I made them.
My husband got
the best cuts of
the meat
compared to
myself, but the
cat got the fat
- just as much
as my husband
did the meat.
I got a small
piece of pork
chop a smaller
piece o cheese
and a smaller
sandwich because
this was home
made bread so
the center of
the bread was
taller than the
ends.
After I served
my husband and
the cat, I ended
up just eating
two large slices
of bread with
butter on them.
NOTE: On
the Big Brother
show "After
Dark" they were
cooking dinner
and they made
pork chops with
cheese. If
you are going to
dream something
to come true,
even something
as simple as
this counts I
guess.
********************
8-25-09 -
THETAHEALING
PRACTICE -
I can feel the
change of mental
levels coming
down into my
face - don't
know why, but
when I get to
higher
consciousness, I
can actually
feel it
physically as
well as
mentally.
I don't know
what level I
ultimately got
to, even though
I asked to go to
the THETA level,
but there were
100's of thin
white people all
crowded together
welcoming me and
they said as a
group, "it is
YOU!" and
they were all
excited.
I commanded
unconditional
love be received
by me and waited
to feel that -
then it seemed I
fell asleep.
I need to not be
so relaxed I
guess.
**********************
8-26-09 - DREAM
- I was working
in an office
either in
Washington, DC,
or in Virginia,
where men had to
sit around a
table filling
out forms in
order to get
compensation -
after having
their hands
x-rayed.
A friend of mine
had a stack of
white envelopes
8 1/2 x 11 with
these x-rays of
people's hands,
and the return
address was P.O.
Box 28,
Wash. D.C. and
VA on them.
One of the men
sitting around a
table with their
hand x-rays,
asked that woman
how long it took
to get
compensated for
what they were
doing, and she
rather blew them
off. I
asked her myself
how often people
got compensated,
because I knew
some did, and
she said, "Next
to never!"
After waking up
and doing some
research with no
results, I went
back to bed and
managed to get
back into the
dream.
This time I
managed to
follow my friend
into her own
workspace which
turned out to be
urine testing.
These rooms were
really small and
I only saw men
being treated.
On a sign on the
door, it said
multi-treatment.
***************************
8-26-09 -
DREAM - My
husband came
home from
prison.
This time he
looked like Todd
from One Life to
Live TV show,
and on his head
he had one of
those skin tight
wig nets that
you wear a wig
over. I
was wishing he
would take that
off so I could
see his real
hair.
The other
women I lived
with who were as
old as me, we
more afraid for
me than I
actually was.
When he
arrived, I was
wearing a long
maroon winter
coat, which I
finally took off
when he left the
room and it was
laying in the
bathroom sink.
The woman who
lived with me
who lived in the
adjacent bedroom
to mine said
that she got a
live-in
companion to
keep her safe.
I thought
that was a good
idea and I asked
her how old the
girl had to be
in order to be a
live-in
companion.
She wasn't sure,
but my thought
was that if I
got a live-in
companion, he
would start
messing with her
and that would
just be an
additional
problem.
I woke up
just as I was
trying to put on
clean underwear.
I had my right
foot into the
undies when I
woke up.
*************************
8-26-09
- MEDITATION -
I was intending
this to be
THETAHEALING
PRACTICE, but
obviously that's
not what
happened.
As soon as I
raised my
frequency, I
came to a place
where hundreds
of children were
lined up 3 x 3
in order to be
prayed for.
Apparently,
each child had 3
holes in their
heads that they
were controlled
by, but I don't
have enough
clear memory to
know exactly
where or why
they had these
holes in their
heads.
As I prayed,
each three
children came
towards me for
prayer, and each
one got prayer.
**********************
8-27-09 - TWO
DREAMS
#1 - I was
working on my
computer and
Joseph Mason was
working on his
computer next to
me. I was
working on the
source side of a
web page, making
sure that my
copy of the
Kabbalah was
lined up
properly on the
page. I
was actually
taking out dots
that separated
parts of it.
When I
flipped the page
over to the
right side so I
could read the
words, I saw
that it was very
long and the
type print was
pale with a dark
background.
I told Joe
that the last
time I had
looked at the
page was when he
was in the
hospital or
something.
His response
was, "You mean
this morning?"
I knew that
it was months
earlier, so I
didn't
understand what
he meant.
Time doesn't
pass that fast.
I was
scrolling down
the page
quickly, not
actually reading
it - I was
looking at how
it was lined up
and how it
looked on that
page.
I woke up,
trying to figure
out why I
dreamed about
Kabbalah like
that since I had
just attended
the first class
in Kabbalah on
line yesterday.
DREAM 2:
I was in the
same house and
Joe's son T.J
(Thomas Joseph)
was laying on
the floor
sleeping.
Even though he
was an adult, I
called him,
"Baby boy" and
woke him up and
helped him to
his feet.
After he was
standing, I
asked him if he
would like some
chicken soup and
he responded,
Yes!"
I was going
to go into the
bathroom to wash
my hands first,
but my Father
went into the
bathroom ahead
of me and I had
to wait for him
to come back
out. (He
looked like a
Kabbalah Rabbi
teacher)
While I was
waiting, I went
outside and sat
in T.J's red
dump truck on
the passenger
side.
As I sat
there, I noticed
that the truck
was starting to
move slowly down
hill and
realized the
brakes had
failed.
I jumped out
of the truck and
clambered up
some really
steep steps to
the top of the
canyon rim as
the red dump
truck slowly
moved down hill,
bouncing on
rocks, and ended
up in the bottom
of the canyon.
I ran towards
the house and
someone yelled
at me, "You need
to get down
there Dolores!"
expecting me to
retrieve the
truck and save
it from crashing
even worse.
But I had never
driven a dump
truck and didn't
know how and
didn't want to
know how.
******************
8-12-09 -
THETAHEALING
PRACTICE;
I went outside
to do the
meditation
today. The
smell of cat
poop was
prevalent where
I was sitting,
so I'm not sure
I really got to
where I was
supposed to go.
I still made my
commands for
healing and
unconditional
love to be
received no
matter where I
was.
******************
8-28-09 -
DREAM SNIPPET -
after helping a
dog dig a hole
out in the
woods, I was
holding a book
in my hands,
looking at the
last page in the
book. It
had the authors
name -
unremembered -
the date 1972 or
1792 - and
a book
recommendation -
under the
category
non-Orwell Zebra
films - this had
a picture of a
cartoon zebra
under it.
http://www.google.com/search?source=ig&hl=en&rlz=&q=non-Orwell+zebra+films&aq=f&oq=&aqi=
with 1792 -
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&ie=ISO-8859-1&q=non-Orwell+zebra+films++1792
with 1972 -
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&ie=ISO-8859-1&q=non-Orwell+zebra+films++1972&btnG=Search
without
Orwell -
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&ie=ISO-8859-1&q=non-Orwell+zebra+films++1972+-orwell
In
1972,
Dick
donated
his
manuscripts
and
papers
to the
Special
...
He
referred
to the
"transcendentally
rational
mind"
as "Zebra",
"God"
and,
...
The
film
will
bear
the
title
of
Dick's
unfinished
novel
The
Owl in
Daylight,
.....
a
French
film
based
on
Dick's
non-science-fiction
novel
Confessions
of a
Crap
Artist.
...
3
posts - 1
author - Last
post: 10
May
Dick
in the
novel
rather
than
in the
film,
makes
it
clear
that
whilst
some
...
highly
fallible
and
non-heroic
– more
like
anti-heroes
in so
far
that
they
are no
.....
In
1972,
Dick
donated
his
manuscripts
and
papers
to the
Special
...
He
referred
to the
"transcendentally
rational
mind"
as "Zebra",
...
SEE:
http://www.greatdreams.com/political/non-orwell-zebra.htm
**********************
8-29-09
- A
STRING
OF
DREAMS:
I was
attempting
to
draw a
picture
of a
girl
with
an
umbrella
made
of a
thick
tree
branch
full
of
leaves.
I
tried
a
green
one, a
brown
one
and a
black
one.
I had
to do
this
umbrella
from
an
upside-down
prospective
so it
was
very
difficult
to do.
At one
point,
I
thought
of the
girl
with
the
umbrella
that
used
to be
on the
salt
box.
It
would
look
just
like
that
except
the
umbrella
was
made
out of
a tree
branch
of
leaves.
I was
watching
my new
black
kitten
being
bitten
on the
back
of the
neck
by its
father
who
was
also
pure
black.
I knew
this
meant
that
the
kitten
was
coming
into
maturity
and
the
father
was
trying
to
chase
away
the
kitten
so it
wouldn't
try to
mate
with
its
own
mother.
I kept
hitting
at the
father
cat to
stop
it
from
biting
its
own
kitten,
but I
wasn't
getting
anywhere
with
that.
The
father's
instinct
to
chase
away
its
own
kitten
was
stronger
than
any
effort
I
could
make
to
stop
it.
I was
living
in a
brand
new
apartment
and
this
was
the
first
day I
was
living
there.
I saw
some
brown
footprints
coming
from
the
bedroom
and
leading
to the
door
of the
apartment
which
was in
the
kitchen.
I
assumed
that
my
husband
had
done
that.
I
wanted
to
keep
this
apartment
perfectly
clean
so I
took a
brand
new
mop
that
was
made
of
sponge
- not
the
flat
ones
we see
in the
store
these
days,
but a
large
tubular
shape.
I
dipped
the
sponge
mop
into
hot
water
in the
kitchen
sink
and
went
over
to the
brown
footprints
and
scrubbed
them.
I
seemed
to be
making
good
progress
until
I
noticed
that
the
water
was
loosening
newspaper
that
was on
the
floor.
The
newspaper
couldn't
be
seen
until
it was
wet
and it
started
turning
yellow.
(Yellow
journalism?)
The
more
water
I used
to
scrub
the
floor,
the
more
newspaper
showed
and it
was
very
thick,
so I
had to
start
peeling
the
newspaper
off
the
floor
so I
could
throw
it
away.
The
more I
scrubbed,
the
worse
the
mess
got
and
the
more
newspaper
showed
yellow.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yellow_journalism
I went
over
to the
sink
because
I
noticed
there
was
dirt
on the
side,
and
the
more I
scrubbed
on the
sink,
but
more
dirt
showed
like
it had
been
painted
over
and I
was
removing
the
paint
and
showing
the
dirt
beneath
it.
At
that
point,
I
noticed
some
red,
black,
blue
and
yellow
crayon
marks
on
three
walls
of the
kitchen
on the
other
side
of the
room.
As I
scrubbed
off
the
crayon
marks,
maps
of
cities
started
to
show
beneath
the
marks.
I
recognized
one as
Milwaukee,
but
the
other
cities
I
hadn't
lived
in so
I
didn't
know
which
ones
they
were.
I woke
up,
went
to the
bathroom,
then
went
back
to bed
and
sleep.
In the
next
dream,
I was
living
in a
yellow,
orange
and
brown
furnished
apartment.
Everything
looked
clean,
but it
wasn't
modern
furnishings
like
today
- it
was
rather
more
like
60's
type
furniture.
Some
people
came
to
visit,
and I
started
telling
them
about
the
previous
apartment
and
what
happened
when I
was
trying
to
clean
it.
NOTE:
In the
60's,
I had
a UFO
experience
with
my
family
and
the
newspaper
carried
the
stories
the
following
two
days.
30
years
later,
some
other
people
went
to the
newspaper
archives,
and
the
story
was
'not'
in the
archives
- and
though
they
read
through
30
days
worth
of
news
articles
- none
were
about
UFOs.
At
some
point,
I went
into
an
office
which
seemed
to be
an
income
tax
place
and I
observed
as a
young
light
skinned
black
women
sat
down
in
front
of the
IRS
questioner.
She
rather
resembled
Michelle
Obama
in
appearance,
but
younger.
The
questioner
was
asking
the
woman
whether
she
wanted
to do
her
own
taxes
or
would
she
prefer
to let
them
keep
the
money
she
had
overpaid
on her
taxes.
The
woman
asked
the
questioner
what
amount
of
money
they
were
talking
about
and
the
questioner
said,
"$60".
The
young
woman
said,
"Keep
it",
because
her
time
was
worth
more
than
the
money
she
would
get if
she
had to
sit
and
spend
the
time
doing
the
paperwork.
******************************
8-30-09
-
DREAM
-
I was
in the
kitchen
of my
house
somewhere
and we
were
having
a
barbecue
dinner.
The
most
noticeable
items
was
corn
on the
cob.
It
looked
really
bright
yellow
but
dried
out a
bit
from
being
barbecued.
I had
just
found
out
that
my
husband
was
divorcing
me and
his
excuse
was
that I
got
periods
and he
was
using
that
against
me. I
was
telling
someone
about
that
while
watching
them
sweep
the
dirt
out of
the
driveway.
I was
thinking
that
he was
the
only
person
I
could
trust
not to
hit me
when
he got
mad
-but
others
were
afraid
of
him.
My
friend
Marilyn
called
on the
phone
and we
had
just
started
to
talk
when
the
phone
rang
again
and it
was my
Mother
so I
told
Marilyn
I
would
call
her
back
after
I
found
out
what
my
Mother
had to
say.
She
said
that
her
number
was
7435.
My
Mother
only
said a
few
words
and I
don't
remember
what
she
said,
so I
dialed
7435
to get
Marilyn
back
and
continue
our
conversation,
but I
only
remember
dialing
3 - 2
- 1
and it
was
very
difficult
to get
that 1
dialed.
I
don't
know
if
this
is a
separate
dream
or the
scene
just
changed.
Actors
were
gathering
to do
a play
or TV
show
because
all
the
actors
were
from
my
soap
operas.
I
recognized
at
least
3 of
them,
Paul
from
As The
World
Turns,
A
blonde
who is
in
jail
at the
Moment
on One
Life
to
Live,
and I
think
Renee
who
was an
ex-Madam
in Las
Vegas
on One
Life
to
Live.
Renee
said
as she
entered
the
building
that
men
liked
her
because
she
knew
how to
apologize
even
when
she
wasn't
wrong.
There
were
others
as
well.
There
was a
spinning
turnstile
at the
top of
a
steep
stairway
going
down
into a
concrete
block
basement.
I
followed
the
actors
down
the
stairs
to
find
out
what
was
going
on and
the
actors
didn't
seem
to
know
either
- but
it was
something
new.
All of
a
sudden
I was
woken
from
sleep
by
what I
thought
was a
man
knocking
on the
door.
As I
woke
up I
thought
I was
laying
on the
couch
and
the
landlord
was
calling
me
through
the
door.
Once I
was
awake,
I
realized
I was
in bed
and I
couldn't
hear
someone
knock
on the
front
door
from
there,
and
the
landlord
wouldn't
knock
on the
wall
to
wake
me up.
Once I
was
awake
really
well,
I
realized
I
hadn't
been
breathing
well
and my
throat
was
partially
closed
and my
heart
was
pounding,
so I
guess
spirit
woke
me up
so my
breathing
problem
and
heart
pounding
didn't
get
worse.
********************
8-31-09
-
DREAM
- I
and a
man
were
doing
an
investigative
case
for
some
information
that
was
supposedly
written
in a
book
called
"The
Book
of
Stars".
This
information
was
also
woven
into a
scarf
or
something
that
was
knitted,
and I
was
able
to
take
the
stitches
out of
this
object
and
remove
the
information
that
was
woven
into
it.
Because
I'm a
knitter,
I was
able
to do
this
without
the
object
being
left
with a
hole
in it.
It
seems
that
one of
the
words
I
removed
was
the
name
"Seth".
I and
the
man
got on
a bus
where
we
were
confronted
by a
couple
'suited'
guys
who
decided
they
knew
who we
were,
but
they
were
not
supposed
to
confront
us in
a
manner
that
others
would
notice
-
in
other
words,
- they
were
out in
secret
just
like
we
were.
So, on
the
aisle
facing
seat
right
behind
the
bus
driver,
I was
confronted
by two
of the
'suited'
guys
and
questioned,
and
the
man I
was
with
was
able
to go
farther
back
into
the
bus in
the
crowd
of
people
and
not be
noticed.
******************
Two sisters of David, Abigail and
Zeruiah, are named in I Chronicles
2:16. Perhaps they were only
step-daughters of Jesse, since Abigail
is referred to as the "daughter of
Nahash" (II Sam 17:25). It is twice
mentioned that Jesse received a
petition from King Saul to send David
to the court (I Sam 16:14-23); and
once he sent David to the battlefield
to bring food supplies to his three
eldest sons. This preceded David's
famous duel with Goliath (I Sam
17:12ff). The circumstances of Jesse's
death are unknown. I Samuel 22:3-4
says that when David's future was as
yet unsure he placed his parents under
the protection of the king of Moab.
They are not mentioned again although
verse 4 implies their return to Judah.
Jesse is named in the genealogies of
Jesus (Matt 1:5-6; Luke 3:32) while
Paul sees Jesus as fulfilling Isaiah's
prophecy concerning the "root of
Jesse" (Rom 15:12).
Ruth 4:17, 22.
I Sam 16:1, 3,5, 8-11, 18-20,22;
17:12-13,17, 20, 58; 20:27, 30-31;
22:7-9, 13; 25:10.
II Sam 20:1; 23:1.
I Kgs 12:16.
I Chr 2:12-13; 10:14; 12:18;
29:26.
II Chr 10:16; 11:18.
Ps 72:20.
Is 11:1, 10.
Matt 1:5-6.
Luke 3:32.
Acts 13:22.
Rom 15:12
www.greatdreams.com/bethlehem.htm
www.greatdreams.com/sacred/God-So-Loved-the-World.htm
www.greatdreams.com/royalty/prince_charles.htm
www.greatdreams.com/sacred/eight_pointed_star.htm
HYDRA
ISRAEL
DATABASE
www.greatdreams.com/israel_database.htm
www.greatdreams.com/psalms.htm
www.greatdreams.com/sacred/red-heifer.htm
www.greatdreams.com/trees.htm
www.greatdreams.com/radio/ryan/1111/ryan1111.htm
www.greatdreams.com/sacred/bread_bible.htm
www.greatdreams.com/political/lion_judah.htm
TYRE AND KING
SOLOMON'S TEMPLE
KARMA IN THE BIBLE
www.greatdreams.com/sacred/karma.htm
www.greatdreams.com/sacred/famine.htm
What's that mean exactly?
No idea.
But I do know this...change is here.
Now that the cosmic dust has settled from that noxious eclipse sandwich, and from what I can assess, the dimensional divide that the ascended realms talked about for so long has finally drawn the proverbial line in the sand.
This means that for all you warrior wayshowers out there who courageously held the frequency of light to create a vortex for higher dimensional energy to flow into Earth's planetary grid ...and are squeaky clean from a decade of purification & purging all but your eyeballs...you should finally be able to hold enuf light (love) in your lives and bodies to withstand these higher frequencies. In other words, as of the August 6th lunar eclipse (give or take a few days), you have been permanently cut off from the lower realms of fear, lack & discord...aka, separation.
How is this manifesting?
You may be experiencing any or all of the following:
You may suddenly feel lighter in your thoughts, released from those silent mental wars & self-inflicted bondage. You may have lost interest in what's happening "out there" (including celestially... or even in what I have to say) because you feel increasingly more grounded, peaceful & centered...self-contained and self-sustainable...able to hold and maintain your equilibrium, regardless of what's happening in the external world.
You may suddenly and more consistently be feeling emotionally balanced, regardless of your physical state or the state of others. You may have begun to notice the slight return of passion, an increase in creativity, a desire to move forward again, an interest in play, a deeper connection to earth/music/art/creative expression, you may be seeing more vivid (dimensions of) color, experiencing sudden & random bursts of bliss/gratitude/love, feeling financial forward movement, receiving signals about your next steps, noticing profound and fulfilling connections with like-minds, experiencing a shift in relationships and/or new ones emerging, etc.
Most importantly...and maybe for the first time...you may have no remaining doubt that ascension is real and that you traversed many levels of consciousness to get here. You may be able to look at the whole awakening journey in retrospect and with non-attachment.... as if it were someone else who suffered for so long. If so, a congratulations is definitely in order because you are moving on to become the living teachers and examples of a new era, a new consciousness...the new physicists of divine alchemy!
Stabilizing is the new & true
Now, all this stuff may not necessarily be happening at once...or maybe it is...but the clearest indication of this latest and most profound shift seems to be the noticeable stabilization in our bio-energy field. It is discernable, but also very subtle at this point (tho growing), so if you can access it, you can consciously expand its influence with your attention. And as well, we will most likely be ebbing and flowing for a bit until we completely ground here.
Currently, this stabilizing energy can feel like your mind is in a separate dimension than your body....like you are able to think calmly, cohesively, clearly and with great certainty.. yet your body & life may still be a mess.
The oddest experience seems to be the ability to have this great expansion in mental space & clarity while simultaneously releasing toxic e-motion. Kind of like your raging/sobbing/lamenting...but at the same exact time you feel completely ok with it all. (I secretly imagine this is what it feels like to be a rainbow : )) From here we are seemingly able to make a clear distinction between thinking and feeling...which..I also imagine will be a very helpful tool for the future.
The opposite may be true too, where you bump up against an old thought form that would have normally distressed you, yet you feel no emotional charge...even if you go searching for it...which clearly, I do not recommend.
If any of this is true for you, know that spiritual & mental stability is first to arrive and will lead you to balance all system functions where physical wellness resides. As always, the physical layers are last to adjust (the most dense), but in this case, the prolonged states of mental stability that we will experience in this new timeline will create the consistent flow of full vitality required to bring these played-out biology suits into full harmonic alignment.
And not a minute too soon.
On the physical level...things can still be pretty sloppy. If you are still experiencing purification symptoms (fatigue, deep sleeps/insomnia, wild and vivid dreams, sinus discomfort/headaches, bloating, BACK PAIN (especially around the lower 2 chakras), incessant ITCHING, yeast/rashes (from lower intestinal clearing), neck & shoulder stiffness, joint pain/weakness, etc.) along with the aforementioned brightness & clarity... know that the body still needs time, nurturing and care to catch up.
The Loss of Spiritual Identity
An interesting, yet common, phenomena at this stage of the game is a lost interest in all things stereotypically spiritual. Things like: organized religion/sects/philosophies, spiritual practices, healings & rituals, metaphysics, meditation, channelings, etc. may no longer have any appeal to you, and if so, this is completely normal. In fact, if your interest is shifting from philosophical-based spirituality to quantum-based spirituality (sacred science), this is a good indication of grounding in 5th dimensional (merged polarity) consciousness...where science meets spirit in a measurable (quantifiable) way.
This disconnect is akin to feeling like..been there, done that...bought the t-shirt. What's next?
It's not that everyone will feel this way all at once, or that these things won't exist any more, its just that those of us who held this energy have integrated it completely and are now moving on to higher levels of personal and planetary expression. As well, the next wave will be replacing our old J O B 's with their new found passion and interest all those things that once set us on fire. In other words...just as we existed in varying levels of consciousness prior to the June solstice shift, so too will we exist in varying levels of consciousness in the new & true.
Separating the Wheat from the Chaff
It's important to keep in mind that spirituality is just one stop on the way to full mastery and that there is a big difference between spirituality and what we call ascension. I am hearing that these two paths are now parting, and that this truth will soon become very evident.
Though the spiritual dimension is only one layer of our multidimensional existence...it is very common for humans to get stuck here and to be-lie-ve that spiritual mastery is the be all, end all...when in fact, the purpose of ascension is to master both the spiritual AND material planes. Spirituality can definitely lead us to ascension, but it is only through the process of merging the physical and non-physical dimensions (spirit & matter) that we attain full consciousness.
And just as an attachment to spirituality can serve as a distraction to the real work (releasing fear/letting go of limitation), know that the same holds true for ascension. It is just as easy to get (attached to) caught up in the logic of ascension without doing the visceral & experience-based work required to get us there.
Ascension is really just some fancy word (unfortunately with religious connotations) to describe the demented and parodistic climb in consciousness required to achieve and integrate our full human potential ... and this means on EVERY level...physical, emotional, mental AND spiritual. This state of being resides in the center-point between outworn eastern feminine philosophies of enlightenment which promote ego annihilation, and western dominated masculine materialism, which denounces the true Source of creation...both of which are only half of the whole.
The fully activated galactic-human operates from the blended energies and perception of both spiritual & material, east & west, male & female, matter & antimatter.
Preparing for the Next Steps
As of the August lunar eclipse (and with the help of the Lions gate/Leo Sun) there has been quite a bit of forward moving, fiery energy available to us which is initiating the return of creative passion. Because we are still clearing our 1st and 2nd chakras, it is also taking considerable concentration to channel this powerful energy in a constructive way. If it is not properly focused, this fast moving current can easily be mistaken for, or create feelings of, stress.
If you have been feeling overwhelmed and wanting to do a lot of things, but with not enough (physical) energy to do it all...know that this will settle as we complete our grounding process.
On a higher level you may feel ready to burst through the gate, yet in physicality the foundations needed to support our new ways of living and being are still being set up as the energy slowly trickles into the denser realms.
What to do in the meantime?
You may already be feeling this urge, but while we are still quarantined in this space of protection, the unseens are encouraging us to wrap things up from our past, complete any unfinished business, organize our lives and set ourselves up with strong tangible structures so we are well prepared to effortlessly handle a rush in forward movement. Time to pull together all wayward elements and tie up loose ends...finish up what was so that what is can easily enter our lives, animate our long-held intentions and take us next level.
The rushing feeling accompanying our need to get things done is really just a manifestation of the end of a cycle and the imminent arrival of a new one, but it is serving good purpose. If we can wrap things up successfully, we will effectively cauterize any lower vibrating reality systems from our past, and that we created unconsciously, so that all future manifestations will be permanently sealed in light.
The Return of Planetary Guardianship
Humanity was originally created to hold the commission of serving as Earth’s guardian race. The knowledge of divine and sacred science that is now available to those who effectively transcended polarity consciousness... through the arduous cycle of clearing and anchoring the electro-magnet-ic grid that is making this possible... will begin the physical restoration (resurrection) of our planet's original divine blueprint.
As we begin to create our higher dimensional kingdoms that will carry the pure vibration of home, we will quickly (& in some cases, miraculously) come together in soul purpose with our human brothers and sisters of vibrational accordance. Together with our hands, hearts and like-minds, our balanced and altruistic intentions will begin the implementation phase of planetary ascension... the building blocks of 5th dimensional consciousness in 3d dimensional form.
And now that we are regaining full consciousness in the new & true, we will be like children experiencing life for the first time. Starting new journeys, exploring new realms, learning new things, creating with magic, and as always...evolving to even greater states of awareness.
The real journey has only just begun...and there is so much more to come!
Are you ready to live the life of your dreams?
Until next time...
Lauren
ThinkWithYourHeart.net
I planned to go
to sleep.
tape. Dee said
she dreamed of
3M. Solara's
11:11 Doorway,
opened in the
Belt
of Orion. She
claimed these
three belt stars
are three M's -
Melchizedek,
Metatron,
and Mikael. They
are shown in a
diagram of a
triangle, and
labeled, Wisdom,
Love,
and Power. The
heading is, "The
Three M
Activation."
This may seem
like a New Age
joke, but there
are very
substantial
reasons for
thinking it does
mean something,
even if symbolic
only.
Dee recently
wrote about
another 3M's,
the three Marys:
THE MARY
http://www.greatdreams.com/sacred/mary.htm
She quotes from,
"Apokalypso:
Prophecies of
the End of Time"
by Thomas
Jude Germinario.
The three Marys
are Mary
Magdalene, Mary
Jacobi, and Mary
Salome. Legend
has it that they
arrived in a
sail-less and
rudder-less boat
on
the shores of
southern France.
With them, was
another M,
Martha, and the
twelve-year old
dark-skinned,
Sara, also
called Sara
Kali.
Thomas points
out that the
five women
relate to the
symbolism of the
pentagram.
He also makes
the point that
is does not make
a wit of
difference if
the story is
true or not. It
still has
spiritual
meaning. Also
see:
THE RETURN OF
THE FEMININE
http://www.greatdreams.com/sacred/return_of_the_feminine.htm
Regards to all,
Joe Mason
************************
Philip
K. Dick
-
Wikipedia,
the free
encyclopedia
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philip_K._Dick
Phillip
K Dick -
Astrological
Heroes
and
villains
-
tribe.net
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