JOES DREAMS AND DREAM VOICES
1977 - DREAM - I saw R.F at a gas station. I asked him if he was still married to J. He said they were split up and he had the kids. He seemed solemn and sad. I then saw P. D. He looked as young as ever. He was driving us somewhere. I told the kids, "Remember the guy I said was Troy Donahue's stunt man? That's him!"
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1977- DREAM - I went to a party in the hills. A girl came who everyone said was 'loose'. She sat on a chair and bet me and another guy about something. She then proved how loose she was. I was then talking to a guy and told him about a crime big D.R. had been in on. Later I saw big D.R. and he was pissed-off that I told. He said, "Not many people know about that!" And I told him of all the people I knew who knew it. (I can't remember what the crime was.)
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5-18-77 - DREAM - I was working in a large plant. I went upstairs(?) to get Allen bolts. Don said he needed 3/8" x 1 1/4" long. I couldn't find any. I tried to make do with old ones. Jay was near me on the phone talking a mile a minute. Other people were working up there. A woman asked me something about what Jay was saying but I didn't understand what she wanted to now. I think Jay was answering a (terry) phone call to fix a breakdown. I was telling them in a jolly way that we were all working on a major breakdown and couldn't fix their machine.
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5-24-77 - DREAM - I was riding a motorcycle.
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5-25-77 - R. told off J.G. at a meeting with abusive language. R. left and J. was explaining himself to me.
NOTE: R. quit several months later about 8/10
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6-1-77 - DREAM - I flew to Chicago with D. to see his dad. We had to land in town and drive some distance to his house. A parade or something was going on. Millions of people filled the street. We got to his and I saw (recognized) Mrs. P. sitting on a chair. I went and sat next to Mr. P. on a rug. He tore the rug and put his legs under one flap and told me to do the same. Then he put the rug back together and there was no visible sign of a tear. I couldn't figure out how he did it.
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6-3-77 - DREAM - I explained the concept of self-esteem and rejection from others to G.
NOTE: I thought of discussing this with P. after she told me about a dream about 9/1 where she had skull earrings rejected because they had purple eyes)
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6-15-77 - DREAM - I was working in a machine shop. A foxy white girl came in and talked to J.B. Later another foxy white woman who appeared to be his wife came in and talked to him. I and other guys were envious.
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6-30-77 - DREAM - R. and I were trying to set up a new electronic machine for broadcasting and receiving around the world. I had a new boss. He didn't have enough knowledge.
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7-6-77 - DREAM - I was in a play with a bunch of people which was held in the woods. It was a King Arthur setting. when the leading lady made her appearance she said she didn't want to do it, then that she did as she walked with the teacher/director making her entrance. She changed her mind over and over and when they reached her place the teacher called the substitute in and she ran out and started playing the roll.
I started singing a duet with another person and felt self-conscious. We both sounded shrill and out of tune. then former actors were singing instead of us (Burton and Harris) they sounded almost as bad, but had good stage bearing, confidence and smiled constantly. (smiles looked forced)
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7-7-77 - DREAM - I camped out for about a week with two male friends on P.G. beach. We had a good time but got bored. We almost went home a day early, but stayed anyway. I had trouble finding my car. (My Mercury) Ii got in an older borrowed car. I had trouble seeing out the windows. A guy with me squeezed me against the door. I drove backwards up a country road and couldn't see at all. I let one of the guys with me direct me. I came to a farm house and asked for directions. My kids were suddenly with the farm kids in the water. (They were oriental) One of mine took a drink of muddy water. I made him spit it out and went for a fresh glass. The woman farmer helped me pump one glass full of water.
I went back near the beach and searched for my car in a lot and finally found it.
I went to a place where people were skiing on water on hills. (No boats) I went up to do it myself. Near the top was in a large building like a ski lodge. It was crowded and I met Diane on an upper floor. She started hugging me and it felt good. She fondled me a little like K. does. we started playing and falling down the steps. She was so limber I thought I hurt her. I fell and jumped down the steps and had a ball. In the lower room together, we were talking to a group of other couples. I was very witty and felt very good.
NOTE: I gave myself suggestions before sleeping that I would remember my dream and write it down. I woke up at 4:15 a.m. and wrote this one down. I gave myself another suggestion and went back to bed.
6 a.m. I was dreaming that I was talking to a former employees of a company I worked at. Roger was one. I asked him about Jim the supervisor. the wrinkled their nose and said the big boss got rid of him.
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7-15-77 - DREAM - I had a small lot on what was a developed piece of property. We went to see it after a long time. It was grown over. It had boards over the windows. The building was only about 10 feet x 10 feet. I couldn't find my lot. the developers were on the property. I went to the office and sat on a chair. the secretary came in and played around a little. Someone told me of a girl we went to high school together. I slept in their warehouse then. Very early, I heard D.E. talking and crying loud outside. So was another girl. they were coming to get me to take them home. I got up and was mad. I had trouble getting my shorts on before they came in. I went behind a large door so they wouldn't see me.
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7-18-77 - DREAM - I got a job in Stockton plant. the place was so huge I wandered around wondering what my job was. E and P. W. were there and they ripped off stuff. I had to sign in and out for everything coming and going for equipment. I change some valves and because of this a girl said she needed a larger screw driver. I couldn't get one issued, so I loaned her mine.
I walked around by a waterhole in back of the plant (sewer?) Someone (T.Z?) walked by. I tried to hide in the weeds but he saw me.
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7-20-77 - DREAM - I made a date to see a girl. She said we would have to be quiet because her mother or grandmother was in the bedroom. I remembered I had kids that night.
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7-20-77 - DREAM - I lived in Big Sur with other young people. Everybody looked like they were in their early twenties. I dated two girls. One was Joan Baez. I was walking with her and I was stuck by the beauty of the area. I sat with Joan on a bench. A large group of young people came up to us and started shaking my hand. They crowded in to get tome. Robert Goulet was one of them and his son (Steve Gann) He stuck out his hand. He was squeezed out before I could grab it.
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7-24-77 - DREAM - Someone else and I were worried about a relative or friend in China. I went to see a psychic at an Oriental restaurant. Two Oriental ladies sat with us. One about 50 years old started concentrating real hard and laid down. Other people started laying down also. The guy with me (R.M.) yelled, "Oh! she was talking about the baby. He was holding a baby who had peed on him. The baby was put on a bathtub where he pissed and crapped. We all started concentrating again. I felt I in the sleep state and tried to tell the people I was going to China. My words sounded garbled.
I woke up and K. said I had cried out like I was having a bad dream.
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7-26-77 - DREAM - I was working on a boiler. I had to put pieces of insulation inside while it was running. Boss (Roger?) told me first time wasn't right, but the second try was okay. The other guys turned the whole boiler on it's side. Now it was on the sand. I ran up a hill to get away and hid behind a sand dune. The other guys called me chicken. The boiler turned red hot and steam and water came out. They kept working on it and turned it back upright. It didn't explode to my surprise.
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8-2-77 - DREAM - P. visited me and told me he went broke. It had rained on his house before he had it roofed and wiped out a $70,000 house. He was learning to type and do odd jobs. He told me how he cleaned paint brushes. I didn't have time to hear the whole story. I asked him to ride to work with me. I had to rush to get work clothes. (I had dress clothes on)
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8-3-77 - DREAM - I at a box of scrap metal and junk. I acted like it was good.
NOTE: I had been eating a lot of 'junk' food recently.
I climbed above a machine and cut off an air pipe (flexall) and was hanging a conduit. The office girls got mad. I realized later that the machine couldn't run without an exhaust hose. I was going to extend the room and build a porch and tried to think of a plan.
I pumped water out of a large building and it kept coming. Other people were helping the water to go down the street. the water curved out and around above us and fell on top of us. I was near the edge and could barely see the light and stuck my arm out, but I couldn't lift the weight of the earth on me.
I was with a lot of girls and had our picture taken. Two tall girls put their arms around me from each side. Another tall girl asked to stand in front of me.
I saw Mr. C. and went into the house. Mr. and Mr. C were asleep inside. Their single beds were arranged head to head. I woke up Mr. C. and we talked.
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8-4-77 - DREAM - I dreamed before that I was in a movie theatre with a group of people. We had one sheet over all of us. Other groups did too. The theatre was packed. My group jumped up (without me) and ran with the sheet to another set of seats across the aisle.
NOTE: Dee had this identical dream in 1998. In her dream the whole group had a sheet over them and were ordered to get up with the sheet over them and then get back down again. Dee didn't cooperate with the group and left the room. She then went to another room where a man slid down into a hole in the ground behind a round table which had lion paw feet on the single pedastal table. She stood up only to find a full grown male lion standing on top of the table.
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8-15-77 - DREAM - A friend of mine went into the building business and become a big contractor. I didn't think he had the smarts. We were at a meeting and I started to play with his wife. We walked down a long steps behind a big crowd. I kept playing with her. The line stopped and I got around in the line and said I would bring the car around. I had to find my shirt out front. One small contractor told me how my friend had bought him out after his business started going down hill since 1963.
P. was on a couch and we were goofing around.
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8-23-77 - DREAM - I got a job as a carpenter. I went to see about two jobs. The first one I re-nailed sheet rock. The nails had not been driven all the way in. When I finished the ceiling it had a bulge in it. After choosing one job I had to answer to other people who were disappointed that I didn't take their job.
NOTE: About 9-6 I nailed up a ceiling that came loose at work.
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8-25-77 - DREAM - I saw my reflection in a window. K.'s image was superimposed on mine and became more prominent. I attended a large banquet. Famous psychics were there and got up and gave performances. Uri Geller gave an impressive show.
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8-29-77 - DREAM - I live in a large house with the Beatles. I treated them just like regular guys. My friend Art was there. He boisterously told an embarrassing story about me.
Dream #2 - I was in highschool playing ball. The first game was against New Orleans. The day before the game, someone said the game was being played in New Orleans. The coach had told us it was played at home. Suddenly I realized I was 37 years old and about to play in a highschool football game, so I quit.
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8-31-77 - J.R. killed a guy and I conspired with him. Something over a girl I think. I wrote it down in a notebook and hid it on a closet shelf. Later, I thought I might be found out because of the notebook but couldn't get it back to destroy it.
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9-1-77 - DREAM - A divorcee (looked like N.M.) but seemed more glamorous and foreign married another divorced guy. (Sidney Potier) He said he hadn't been excited by a girl in over 20 years so this girl was really something. She said the same thing about him but it seemed phony. then another group came in. (Me and a girl and some kids) the girl I was with had been married to the other girl. We had about 4 kids with us. N.M. and Sidney Potier had 3. We sat in chairs in the kitchen in separate groups facing each other. Snide comments were made about how the children were finally cleaned up.
I could find a seat. Other people offered one but I said, "This is okay!" and grabbed a high stool and sat behind our group. Then I said, "You've only got 3 kids and we have 4, hahaha!!!"
Dream #2 - A golfer hit a shot and did some hilarious reactions. I watched the shot with a surprised look and back up, then leaped to the group. I saw one at a time as on a screen. Finally, the guy hit a chip and backed way up and over a cliff and fell off. He was overacting and came back up the hill. He hit his ball fast almost without aiming. It went a tremendous distance over sand and rough of green and hit the flag and bounced up and into the hole. Everyone said, "Oh, my God!"
I walked down a dark road and was scared a little. I kept telling myself to have faith in safeness and it worked.
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9-6-77 - DREAM - I drove my car up hill in Carmel, Ca going to work. (Near Mr. C.'s house) I had my son Mike with me. The road was being worked on and was muddy and narrow. I got to the top and realized I still had Mike with me. I should have dropped him off at the sitters. At the top an officer pulled me over. I was more like a ranger than a cop. He gave me a ticket for coming through that street. I hadn't seen any signs. I pleaded a little but it didn't do any good. Two rangers were there. Then I was told I would lose my license and have to get a lawyer. I went home and my car almost got stuck in the mud. My car was leaking lots of water. Then I found out they spelled my name wrong. I went home and showed the ticket to some people. One guy said that it was voided because of the wrong name, then he put it in his own pocket. I had to ask for it back.
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9-6-77 - DREAM/LUCID - I felt myself fall asleep but I knew I was in a sleep state yet conscious. I tried to turn on a light over the bed. It felt like I was turning it off and grabbing it but I realized I wasn't really. I tried to look at my hand. It seemed like I did. It looked like it was dark with some streaks of glowing light. I tried to wake up and couldn't. I tried to get out of bed and couldn't. A few minutes later I woke up naturally. There was less fear with this 'conscious' dream than before.
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9-7-77 - DREAM - I was talking to President Ford. He told me how he had come from obscurity to become President. He started working in a grocery store two years before.
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9-15-77 - DREAM - I went to a manufacturing plant with L.G. (I just met him last night) I was there to train some guys. I teed off on some wooden bung holes like golf balls. I tried to hit water. In the plant, R.F. explained how to slice human meat. J. came to train too but couldn't handle it. After some disasters happened, the men had to leave. They drove by and we shook hands. I still hadn't got my training. They said they had another job and would be back later for more training.
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9-18-77 - DREAM - I felt myself go to sleep again, after waking up about 1:30a.m. I was conscious yet asleep. I tried to bring my hands up and look at them. It seemed like I did, but I don't think I actually did. I thought I heard T.J. crying for me and tried to wake up, but couldn't. I was feeling panicky and I tried to cry out. I thought I woke up a couple times but didn't. Moments later, I really woke up without trying.
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9-22-77 - DREAM - Strata Physics was building a new large sleek black building. I got lost inside of it. Doors were opened into the hallway blocking my way. I had my son Mike inside my shirt sitting on a bed in a small town. Both were dirty. Mike would stick his little dirty face out and everyone thought it was cute. He looked like a tiny monkey.
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9-29-77 - DREAM - We were at a family restaurant I was familiar with. I decided to have porn movies. Only 6 people could attend. A few older men and women had gotten their tickets and sitting on a bench close together. I got my ticket right away and sat on the lap of a lady. I really buried her. She seemed to enjoy it. I asked her if she wanted to sit on my lap. She said, "That's okay!" I saw some young guys taking a leak. They had tremendously huge penises. We took seats at a table to get ready to see some porn films. There was kind of rush for seats. I was talking and walking with a group of young people. One guy and one girl said their name was Seth.
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10-3-77 - DREAM - I went to bed at 6:30 p.m. and woke up at 12:40 a.m. I took D. and P. to see a cavern. It was privately owned by someone I knew. I told them it was only $50,000 down. They said, "Only?" I started to leave the cave to come back out. It became endless. I started going thru small rooms and halls. Many doors Some had several doors one behind the other, getting progressively smaller. I was leading the way with them following. People were in some of the rooms, always in the way. We had to squeeze around them. Some rooms were tiny about the size of a closet.
One little boy and girl were sitting at a table. The girl was right in the way. I paused to let her move. When she didn't, I gave her chair a hard shove. Another room, a boy about 16 was washing a bowl. It was hard to get around him. He started coming in our direction to pass us and go the opposite direction. It was hard to get by him. I went thru some more doors. I opened several right behind one another that became progressively smaller. Suddenly I realized there was no way out that way and busted a window and we got outside. I had the feeling I would still be inside after we went out the window if I didn't make it be outside with my mind. As if I could control the dream.
Later I was talking to two young guys. I had a nice looking girl with me. They were talking a lot and I could tell they were trying to impress the girl.
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10-10-77 - DREAM - I asked directions to get to a farm where a girl and her father were. I called and talked to an oriental neighbor. He said it was just off Hwy 17. I drove there and it was hard to find. I asked directions from an oriental man. I had come in the back way.
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10-13-77 - DREAM - I went to get the mail at a distributing office (where they presort it). K. came and said "Hi!" and I sat on the edge of a chair and slid in back behind me in the chair. I got turned on and said something about 'balling'. She said, "No way!"
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10-17-77 - DREAM - I started smoking a thick rubbery thing (plant) I realized I might get started again and threw it away.
I was at work and very sleepy. I looked in a mirror and my eyes were red. I decided to sleep on the job.
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10-18-77 - DREAM - E. and I were checking out a gas barbecue in a boiler room. It started leaking gas. E. didn't worry about it. It started rolling toward the boiler. E. ran toward it as I ran outside. It exploded and exploded the boiler. I didn't feel fear, but great anxiety.
A new young babysitter was checking me out after I came home from work. I was playing the record player with shorts on. She slowly started removing her clothes. Before I realized it, she slid down in my lap naked. I was sitting on the floor leaning against a chair. I started licking her breasts. She looked very good but had some skin blemishes. She had a forlorn look on her face like she was sacrificing herself.
NOTE: There is a sequence in the movie 'Dr. Goodbar' like this.
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10-23-77 - DREAM - I was examined by a dentist/doctor and good looking nurse. They put me in a chair and put a rubber thing in my mouth. They let me put it in myself. The dentist put the final part in and strapped me to the chair. The chair swiveled and turned me upside down. He checked me for hemmorhoids with his finger. I could see up the nurses dress. She had no panties on and I could see her snatch. Other women were doing something across the room. I was embarrassed that they could see my rear end.
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11-2-77 - DREAM - I drove through Carmel, CA and marveled at the change. The gas station, like burgess, was rebuilt and changed brands. I told other people in the car about it in an excited voice. I went to a meeting then. People were giving boring speeches. Other people started leaving. I left and then came back out of guilt.
Two college students worried they would be recognized. I tried to tell them not to be worried, but they gave me reasons. I left the meeting and got in a car and drove off. I lied to people about our direction.
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11-6-77 - DREAM - My son Mike and some neighbor kids busted in my room and I was naked. I hid behind the dresser and started yelling at them to get out. They didn't take me too seriously and started shoving them out the door. Then I smacked Mike with my open hand many times across his face.
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11-18-77 - DREAM - Ray and me were in a rowboat with one end open. We were floating and rowing down canals. They looked like they were inside. I was then inside a house with some people. W. was very attracted to me and started following me around.
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11-21-77 - DREAM - I met a girl at a crowded place. I told her all about myself and she asked me what do I do on weekends. I told her I work and take care of my kids.
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11-25-77 - DREAM - There were spider monkeys in a cage putting on a show. Some flew and were birds. One swung down and flew up and landed gently on his feet, then walked toward a person, stopped and took off a mask and had the face of a man.
Dream #2 - Two girls were talking about what the most important physical feature of a man was. They said it was a trim body.
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11-27-77 - DREAM - I developed the ability to close my eyes and see psychic images. They looked like flickering movie films. I though I saw my Mother waving but it wasn't clear.
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11-29-77 - DREAM - I was watching some kids climb on some kind of tower with a funnel top. One slipped over the edge and swung out to the elevated street where I was standing. The next kid tried it and fell about 40 feet. I wanted to leave but he needed first aid. So I comforted him.
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12-3-77 - DREAM - There was a large gasoline spill and a gas station. It was slippery. I was sliding on it. C. couldn't pump it back down. I ran a way. Then I half woke up. There was a table with my coat on it. I called Debra. She left. I realized I was beat up. A girl with Debra said I was beat up. I yelled about not reworking anything since some date. (Nov. 24th) People's lips were saying one thing and their voices were saying something else.
Two girls camped by the freeway for one year.
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12-9-77 - DREAM - I was skin diving with someone. There was a sandy area the size of a football field shape, heavy with vegetation around it. I shot at fish and went to retrieve the arrow. Dark corners were scary. I went to the shallow part.
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1-20-78 - DREAM - D.R. was telling me he talked to P. (she called him) and he said he hoped I didn't mind that he told her I was enthusiastic. I said it was O.K. but that I felt anxiety and said to him, "I wish you hadn't told her that. It's a big turn off."
NOTE: Work called and woke me up. P. called and cancelled out on our date for tonight.
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1-23-78 - DREAM - A friend and I shot a rocket bomb into the ocean from a deck of a house by accident. the explosion rocked some boats.
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1-24-78 - DREAM - I was walking on a sidewalk with someone. I stated flying out in the street to the awe of my friends. Coach M. wants me to play football for H.S. Age was no barrier. I can play on any team and have it any way I want.
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2-5-78 - DREAM - A storm came up and we would go to a large building. We worked our way to the top among other people. I did it over several times and ended up in different sections of the top each time. It seemed like we were going to die each time.
Dream #2 - I saw some movie stars. The didn't look very good looking. We asked them something. The drove up in vans. One couple came out of each one and started talking about all the material things they had.
Dream #3 - I was flying just like Superman around trees.
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2-12-78 - DREAM - I drove a long way with someone. Near the beach, we check out a bearing. The shaft was worn badly but we didn't have any tools or parts to fix it.
NOTE: I have a worn shaft to fix at work today.
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3-29-82 - MIKE'S DREAM - We were all sitting around on the porch at Goddess Court apartment. There was desert all around rather than the grass that really grew there. Joe and N. were dividing something at the table. I saw a speck of light coming off the sun. It got larger as it fell. It fell about 100 yards from us. It made a large crater and lots of dust.
The car blew up. Two police cars pulled up and it seemed to be night time.
NOTES: Seemed to be about Joe and N. splitting up. The speck of the sun seems to be 'fire of truth from heavens coming down to earth into a park where a major incident happened. T.J. was threatened in a car and it resulted in the blow-up of the situation. The day turning to night was the same as Joe's dream where daytime turned to night when the cops are seen. Night is dark, foreboding, lack of light or knowledge. The speck of light from the sun is also symbolic of quick change in evolution when meteor fell and extinguished the dinosaurs.
6-11-82 - DREAM - I hugged a girl who was fighting. I started crying and she did too. I said, "I haven't had this feeling since I had children." I was feeling grief.
NOTE: I didn't journal my dreams again until 1985. That section follows.
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1985 - DREAM - I was with a group of people doing some kind of experiment on something seemingly a substance from another planet. There was no results for a period of time. The experiment was in a large concrete building in one large room inside. The room had a one large structure in the middle and two small structures (about 5 feet square) mounted on a wall, high near the ceiling of the large room. Some kind of ray or something was being shot from the small blocks toward the large structure.
I was with a group of people (scientists?) in the large room observing the experiment. Suddenly something came out of the large block like the pattern of a single file swarm of bees, only it wasn't bees. There was small sections with many multicolored parts. It moved extremely rapid and headed for the blocks near the ceiling. When it arrived (in 2 seconds) it began to change form as it hit the front of the blocks. As each small section hit, the one behind hit to the right until it got to the right side of the block. A small slab of glass or plastic was being formed across the front of the block about one inch wide. As soon as one row was done, another was started. This also was happening very rapidly.
After about 3 seconds (from the time they hit the block) a clear shield covered the front of the block. The shield was curved like a part of a sphere. The people were astonished and just gawked. As soon as the shield was formed, small (about inch square) areas of the glass were filled with small dot-like colors, mostly red and blue. It went along in strips like the glass had formed until it was filled.
The people started kind of smiling and frowning at each other at the same time. They had discovered something incredible, but the experiment was gone a little wild. As soon as the first block was filled in the second block began to fill in the same manner. After both blocks were filled all of a sudden little rays pulsed from all the little colored areas all at once. It was like thousands of little powerful machine gun nests. The blocks were blown up, completely destroyed. the people still didn't now whether to laugh or what. Suddenly the same formations started to form on the large structure in the middle of the room. It was going to be destroyed too. We ran outside as we heard the inner structure being blown up. Everyone was talking at once when suddenly the swarm emerged from a window and started forming on the large building.
The people started panicking and running and I woke up. (Got out of that one didn't I?)
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5-31-85 - DREAM - N. and I and my kids (seemed like they were younger than they really are) were at our home seemingly like it was the second story.
I suggested to N. to read some books that explained research about the Devil. I said it was fascinating idea and interesting reading. But I didn't have time to read it myself.
Later, the kids were playing in the same room, Mike (about 8 or 10) started yelling and struggling with an invisible being. I have great fear but charged towards Mike and try to attack it. It quit but we could all feel a heavy presence in the room. We were all very scared. I yelled for it to get out and threatened to get the exorcist. N. said "Yes! We will get that guy that wrote that book."
I think I got attacked then too, then it left. At another home on the second floor, Mike ran down the hall with a white bed sheet flying out behind him. We felt the presence again. We grabbed Mike and took the sheet and spread it out on the rug. It had a large picture of the man's face on it (it looked like John-boys father on TV). My eyes got big and I said to N. "Was that on there before?" she calmly said, "Yes!"
The scene changed to a park. N. and I were sitting on a bench reading. We went home and I realized that I had left the book under the bench at the park. I suggested we call D. and have him get it since he lived closer to the park. then we thought we couldn't rely on him and would never see the book again.
We were scared but N. drove the car back to the park with me as the passenger. Later we had the book again and the kids and N. said we had gone to a movie. I was surprised. She said, "Yes! those two kids were in the back seat with you and these were in the front seat with me.
Later I was driving with a man. (He was driving) We were going past some woods. We were on a paved road. I recognized a path through the woods and said how scary it would be to go through there now because we might run into the Devil. The man told me to zip down my fly and unbuckle my belt and slip the end of the belt down my pants and out the fly. He said this would keep the Devil from bugging you because he didn't like penises. I noticed he already had his belt hanging out his fly. So I did mine too and started to say, "F__K Satan!" but hesitated. The man said "go ahead and say it. Let it out!"
Later we got out of car and were hiding our flys with our hands.
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5-17-87 - DREAM - I was digging a grave on the side of a cliff about 10 feet up above a beach. One was for a woman I cared for and one was for me. A woman I knew was on the rocks near the ocean about 50 feet from me. She was crying and said that we would be gone forever.
I dropped the shovel and started running toward her. I grabbed her b the shoulders and yelled loudly in her face with great emotion. "That's just it! You are not gone forever when you die! You are eternal and always have been! You live forever! Just remember that the loved ones that you grieve about still live and you will see them again when meet in Paradise!"
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8-15-87 - DREAM - A 10 year old boy was arguing with a girl (about 19 or so) who was going to have a baby. (He may have been the father?) He was adamantly saying that he could handle raising and being the father of the child. The girl was saying he wasn't mature enough.
Later the girl was in a bed (apparently recovering from childbirth?) and the boy was changing the diaper of the baby in the same room. His back was to the girl. He seemed mature and capable. A beautiful song was being sung. The scene was almost like watching a TV show. The song was sad, country-western style, a woman's voice (like Patsy Kline) the tune was a lot like "On Top Of Old Smokey". This was the last line and all I can remember of the words.
(NOTE: I saw the life story of Patsy Kline two days ago on TV. At the beginning of this week, a young man close to me told me he though his girlfriend was pregnant.)
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8-18-87 - DREAM - J.R. got a part in the movies. This was a large part. I saw him in a skin-diving scene. It was like a pool but it was the ocean. He went over and grabbed a real big tropical fish from between the rocks and handed it to us. We put it back into the ocean. It was not afraid of people. We pushed it in with our hands.
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8-25-87 - DREAM - I saw the office of a motel. Outside the door, across the sidewalk was a big ice box or vending machine that had hard liquor in it. You could see though cut-outs shaped like pints. Kids answered the door. A cop asked for me and started walking in.
NOTE: I woke up and checked the kids. Everyone was gone. Then they came back with their friends.
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9-1-87 - DREAM - I was following another person at a factory to do a job to repair machinery. We went through many rooms and sections of the plant. It got more unfamiliar to me as we went. I hadn't been in that section but the other person had. We went into a large dangerous area. the whole room was on a sloping angle. There were long parallel shafts with blades on them near the floor. Each shaft was working back and forth along it's length. There wasn't much head-room. We had to dive over and under the shafts and avoid the blades. When we reached the area to be repaired, we couldn't do the job. (lack of tools?) So, we made our way down the slope out a big hatch and down a chute. I asked, "Is this a bailer?" and he said, "Yes!" At the bottom we walked outside of the factory.
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9-10-87 - DREAM - As I woke up someone was saying "that Cornelius Bennet is the greatest linebacker in the game."
I also had the feeling that Todd Shell was going to be outstanding. I was hoping the 49rs get Bennett.