DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS
OCTOBER, 1993
10-2-93 - DREAM - I was renting out apartments and came to put the final touches on one. The walls were to be painted two tone...pink and yellow with a thin stripe of white between them. I put one item of housekeeping equipment in each closet as a free gift for the new tenant. I then opened the closet in the bedroom which was going to be for a little girl. I realized that I was in my 16th St. house and this was the room I had spent my own childhood in.
T.M. came in to do some rewiring in the apartment. I discovered that he person who had moved out hadn't removed any of the closet contents. It would be my job to sort it all out and dump it.
I started with the books. On one shelf were all children's books, "The Bobbsey Twins" and other child's books. I decided to leave those in place as a gift to the new little girl.
I pulled out a lot of men's things. I saw some envelopes that were pre-addressed. I cannot remember the name. It was Russian or foreign I didn't recognize. I kept the 1993 diaries which were nearly empty and a ledger of finance that was so lightly and sparsely written, I thought I could use it by writing in darker pen over the man's writing. There were some boy's toys like long steel carrier that was empty that I removed and all the rest of the men's and boy's things.
When the shelves were empty I saw that if I walked to the back of the closet, I was out in the country on a farm. It was harvest time and the mountains were on the horizon. I said to myself, "If the little girl uses her imagination, all this could be hers."
I went back to the closet proper. There was one last book way up in the air on a shelf of its own. On the shelf in a wire basket was a book titled, "DIAMONDS IN THE BIBLE".
I had to reach and stretch as far as I could to bring that book down as I knew it was the best treasure of the closet and I wanted it. At my highest reach, I finally managed to get my hans on the book and as I did, a woman began speaking and at the same time I saw quotations come down printed like a 'crawl' on a TV screen. They were rules of conduct for people. They were not the 10 Commandments but still on that order about things people shouldn't do towards each other.
I came out of the closet with the book and looked at the clock. It was 6:30 a.m. I knew I had to get home and go to work. I looked at the man's desk and saw that he had worked for Allis-Chalmers when t was merged with another company and was located in the city on the south side (Not 70th St.)
Two huge men who worked at A-C came in. The were both about 8 feet tall. They did maintenance and clean up. I was used to seeing them around but didn't work with them. The one in bib overalls came over to me, put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me. He said, "I see you've dyed your hair white." I grinned and said, "Yes! I did." knowing that the color was more natural than dyed.
I then left to go home and woke up.
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10-5-93 - DREAM - I was in a house near 20th St. My ex-husband Ed came home. We were discussing something relative to his drinking. He said, "Maybe I should take this box off my jaw. I looked at his face and he had a metal container like a box where his lower jaw should be. I asked him what that was for. He said that his lower jaw was undeveloped and it gave him an inferiority complex.
I thought to myself, "If I had that problem, I'd probably drink too." I called the dentist to see what could be done for him. I told Ed that as long as we had insurance, we may as well go ahead and have his jaw fixed. The dentist explained how he could take bone from Ed's pelvis and make him a new jaw and insert new teeth.
Ed said, " I should take this box off my jaw and show you what I really look like." I didn't want to see it. The thought of looking at his deformed face scared me. So, I slipped out the door and made my way thought a lot of obstacles on a path and got back to 20th St. school, so I didn't have to look at his face.
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10-6-93 - DREAM - I was in a house being constructed and everything had a coating of dirt and dust on it. I thought I would surprised everyone and clean it up before anyone came home.
A young barefoot girl came to the window and had some lavender socks she wanted to wear to school but they looked dirty. I volunteered to wash them for her. I put pink dishwashing soap on them and threw them into my washing machine. I asked her if there would be a problem if she went to school late because it was 8:05 a.m. and the washer cycle would take 45 minutes.
A young boy was in the kitchen playing in the sink where I had been washing dishes. He was getting the ends of his sleeves all wet. I admonished him to get his hands out of the sink.
Another girl came in and I told her I had dreamed about two highways 510 and 513 and she should look on a map and see where they were because there was probably something between them that was important to her.
A baby came into the house. He was chubby, sturdy, and strong, but I knew he hadn't been fed. I gave him a bottle of water to drink, but he wouldn't take it. The baby demonstrated how strong he was getting by squeezing my thumb really hard. I was amazed at his strength. He had come into the house with a deck of cards with red backs. I took them from him to use myself. I continually tried to give him water to drink but he still wouldn't drink any.
NOTE: I looked on the map and saw Highway 510 in the State of Washington. It runs between Olympia and Yelm where J.Z. Knight lives.
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10-9-93 - EXPERIENCE: I was laying in bed resting md-afternoon and I heard Joe K. call my name behind my right ear.
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10-10-93 - DREAM - The Pope came to me and said, "You will have 65 fire dreams that will lead to your success."
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10-10-93 - DREAM - This was a separate dream but only a few minutes later. I saw the Pope through a white square like a TV screen. He said, "This is a 'fire dream' #1. The dream started with a flame but I remember no dream following it.
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10-10-93 - DREAM - Someone said, "You will have 500 dreams like this also." I saw a lot of destruction, but not dream remembrance.
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10-12-93 - DREAM - I was shown a library of books owned by A.O. They were about to be taken away. I was able to save 5 yellow books for her updating them from 1978 to 1993. Their names were 'Strength, Wisdom, Hope, Power, Despair."
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10-12-93 - DREAM - I was in my New Berlin house. I was going to drive my children somewhere in my light blue car, but my mother took the keys. I chased after her to get the keys, meanwhile the car was driving itself to where I wanted to go. I got the keys from my mother and ran after the car. I was amazed but it managed to make all the turns and corner and park itself where I wanted it to go. I was very happy about it.
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10-13-93 - FLAME DREAM #2 -I was moving into a house being constructed. In the wall was a huge powerful blue flame from a gas pipe. I knew that if my children were going to be safe, I would have to cap that off.
I was with some religious people at a conference table. I had written some instructions on how to do something. I had begun it on one page and continued it on the other. I wanted them to have what I had, but to do that I either had to rewrite it out for them or copy it on the xerox, but I found out that because I wrote in blue in, not only does xerox not copy the blue, my original would be zapped away too.
There was a woman in this same room who had written something in red. She needed desk space to copy it over. though I told her she could do it, I was counseling some young woman and doing some writing in blue and I would have had to get off the desk altogether. When she reminded me that I was in her way I teased her and deliberately put my left arm over the space she wanted to use and draped myself in her way and told her she would have to wait.
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10-14-93 - DREAM - Ed's girlfriend Kathy had an aunt living in Michigan, so they were coming to town to visit. When they arrived, Ed was wearing a cast on his left arm, left leg, and it seemed his whole left side was casted and he was using crutches.
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10-15-93 - DREAM - I was at work, spending time on working on esoteric matters rather than what they paid me for. I felt guilty so decided to take the work home with me. I then realized I had to leave early because I had a doctor appointment for my post-operative exam. The girl who worked at the desk behind me started yelling at me hysterically, "How can you be so calm? How can you go on working like nothing is the matter?"
I turned to her and explained. "Everything is fine. There is nothing wrong. There is nothing the matter. I just have to go for the checkup. Everything is going to be fine."
I turned back to my desk to put my work into folders and saw that my boss had given me some esoteric work to do also. I had xeroxed it and was taking that home to work on too. It looked like poetry in a foreign language.
I then got up to leave to go to my doctor appointment. On my way down the hall, a woman with two children said to me, "I'll meet you at Value Village tomorrow," and smiled.
NOTE: Value Village was having their grand opening on Saturday and I had planned to go there.
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10-15-93 - DREAM - I was taking care of a baby and it kept pooping and I kept changing diapers on it. Unfortunately, I was getting little bits of yellow poop on myself and running out of diapers. The baby's poop became purple then and I had to take all the diapers to the basement to do the laundry. There were so many of them and when I got to the basement, the laundry from the day before wasn't done either.
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10-16-93 - DREAM - I had a series of dreams in which I was working on a list of 200 virtues, capacities, powers, etc. In the beginning they were valued at $2.99 each, but the end they were valued at $4.00 each.
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10-16-93 - DREAM - One dream referenced a fire though I didn't see it.
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10-16-93 - DREAM - I delivered a new baby boy. When they brought him to my 16th St. bedroom he could talk and was sucking on a raspberry daysucker and had peppermint red and white piece of candy in his mouth.
The nurse asked me if he had been born sitting up or head first. I told her that he had been born face down (that is normal) she remarked that it had taken 3 1/2 hours. I told her that he was ready in 30 minutes, but the nurses and doctor wasn't ready, so they held him back for 3 hours.
A huge good looking man (looked like Tony Robbins) hopped onto the bed with me, and acted like he was going to take care of me. I thought he was wonderful because he was willing to take care of me with another man's child.
The doorbell began to ring and I went to answer it. It was a series of people making pitches for various political offices. One man's name was Harrington and when he heard my name Finney, he said, "We wold make a formidable team, you and I."
I remained by the door, taking the gifts from the people as they came by. There were a lot of people standing and sitting along the street. I saw covered wagons with people in western costume going along behind the crowd. The people were oblivious to what was going on. I made a comment about people not seeing what was right in front of their eyes.
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10-16-93 - MEDITATION - I was in a healing temple and this ring was on my right hand. These are all clear crystals.
10-18-93 - DREAM - I was telling someone that my book collection wasn't valuable because didn't have any
first editions or no complete set of anything. The man said, "Oh! but it is, you have the beginnings of a
very valuable collection; you are still adding to it and people are willing to give you books to add to it.
I then went to visit someone at A-C who was leaving. He had a large collection of many different types of things. He gave me his best and oldest set of dishes and silverware.
I also had a collection of old brass doorknobs. One of them even had the image of a woman's head on it.
The man seemed very fond of me because he put his arm around me when the other people made fun of my collection.
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10-18-93 - DREAM - a woman came up to me and told me she was going to support M.L. I told her she was a fool and she would be sorry. She said she thought I was cold hearted. I told her she would find out what kind of person he was. Tom, my locksmith boss said he was a drug user. I said, "No! He wouldn't test positive for drugs right now, but he had a lot of problems."
NOTE: M.L. died in January of 1994, possibly suicide. His body wasn't found for 6 days. When it happened I had been on vacation and had no contact by phone with outsiders except family.
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10-20-93 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin in my house in the livingroom. Off to the side was my ex-husband Jim. Next to me on my right was a dark-haired psychiatrist. He was treating me like he loved me and talking to me like I loved him. He was kiss the back of my hand and hold me like we were in love with each other. It was very comforting. Yet, hew as telling me about incidents in my life involving other men that I couldn't remember that caused the deterioration of my relationship with them. He was talking like he and I had been together a long time. I began to feel guilty that I had behaved as he told me I had, knowing that I would not deliberately do the things he said I did, but I couldn't remember doing any of it, and I couldn't remember being with him at all. By this point, I was thinking I had forgotten about 2/3 of my life and felt that I must be really sick to forget all that.
I finally asked him, "How long have I known you? How long have we been together?" I couldn't remember his face, much less remember a relationship with him. I was feeling really bad that I couldn't remember being with him.
He answered, "Oh! You've known about me by reference since 1986."
I just about went into shock and pulled away from him. He had me feeling guilty for not remembering our relationship when I had only known about him through someone elses reference to his name and I had not know him personally at all. I then realized that everything he had just told me had been a lie, that all the things he had told me I had done was a lie and had never happened at all.
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10-20-93 - MEDITATION - I saw that I was wearing a jeweled belt of chakra stones.
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10-21-93 - DREAM - I was in a house with my deceased mother-in-law Lucy Bauer. I went into the pantry to get some food to help make dinner. I thought I would prepare a salad and went to the refrigerator to see if there was some lettuce. I looked at some green things and found a bouquet of orchids and several bouquets of flowers from a wedding.
My mother-in-law was singing a song and listed off a bunch of names of women whom I thought were her sisters. In the song, she said she had killed them all.
We worried about her state of mind. Then she came into the pantry and told me she had taken my music to a publisher. The publisher was interested in putting it out as nostalgic 1940's music. (Mine is religious music) she said she would have to get some money together and get it recorded first.
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10-21-93 - MEDIATION - I raised my vibrations and saw several women standing on stairways going up.
My original astral phone was ringing behind my left ear. Now I started experiencing the telephone ringing up by right temple.
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10-21-93 - DREAM - I was on 16th St. I looked out the window up in the sky and saw the trail of a burning plane. Then I saw the plane land on what looked like a huge airplane carrier, but on closer look, it was more like a huge space station floating southeast above the clouds. It was so big, it was actually scary to look at it.
Then there was kind of a newsreel effect with the sky as a TV set and someone said that their bad luck had begun much earlier in the day when a long cable had become stuck that was essential to operations, but eventually they had been able to free it.
I then went back inside and the phone rang. It was for a woman who was staying with me. She was on parole for some crime. The man talked like it was 8:30 a.m. but it was actually 8:20 p.m. and she had just gone upstairs to bed. I asked him what time he would expect to be calling her in the morning because I was expecting to go out job hunting in the morning.
See David Seredas video of the space tether in 1996.
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10-22-93 - DREAM - I was working in a house/apartment complex, keeping track of people and their problems. I was awarded 2 construction tiles which gave me a total of 17. Twenty were required to begin construction projects.
I could see from my window the school and playground where my children were. They had two little black puppies and their mother. My kids were all huddled together being mean to the mother dog while the two puppies were chained under a bench. I saw them lift her up by one leg and one ear and I became irate. I hollered out the window at them to stop, but I had to walk all the way around the block to where they were.
In the meantime, a man who had just arrived and wanted to get cozy, I had to tell him to wait for me that I'd be right back. By the time I got back from the school, the man was busy doing something else. I saw three men coming up the sidewalk. They each had a gift for someone. They had no key to get into the building. I was tired from my walk around the block and my disappointment in losing the opportunity with the man, so I said, "I don't get paid enough for this." And I didn't want to go to the door to open it for the men to find out who they wanted to see.
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10-23-93 - DREAM - I was cleaning up the house and the last place to clean up was my daughter's bedroom. The last bag contained 5 old dolls and a broken telephone which I thought should be thrown out, but they were sentimental to her and kept anyway though she was old enough to give up dolls.
Because I wanted to throw out her dolls, my daughter decided to get back at me by messing around with the man I was going out on a date with. As we were walking up the street towards where the man Bob was, she said, "We're going to act out a book."
When we got to Bob's house, there were a bunch of men of various ages playing cards through a broken chain link fence. My daughter being more agile than I jumped the fence; so she was on one side and I on the other. Bob's son was also there as were several of Bob's son's friends.
Bob and his son knew that my daughter and I were mother and daughter but the other young men didn't. My daughter made a sarcastic comment about the card game as she got there first and the men naturally made one back to her. I came up to them next and I said to them as sexy as possible, "Hello Gentlemen" and the younger man not knowing who I was, said, "Now! There's class!"
Then I chose Bob, the oldest of the men to be with and the younger god looking men couldn't believe my choice. Bob and I went grocery shopping and we picked out all the vegetables first and strangely enough the cart rolled backwards toward the meat counter last. An older woman asked me to help her with her cart because her cart was rolling backwards too, but I explained the situation to her that that's the way the carts behaved...backwards towards the meat counter.
Bob put a huge roast into the cart, 10 times more meat than any one person could possibly eat and asked if I would pay for it and he'd pay me back later. I agreed and then woke up.
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10-23-93 - DREAM - We had just bought some land and I was asked if we could make Salsa. I said, "Sure!" We can grow our own tomatoes. Just think though of all the vinegar we'll have to buy. I had at least a dozen jars of tomatoes in the sink, washing them and took them out to dry them. The sinks were real deep commercial type. So were the washers and dryers lined up along the wall. They had just been installed on the 1st floor in a huge room.
My intention was to go down to the basement and get all the laundry that was waiting to be done and bring it upstairs to wash and dry it. We'd never have to go down in the dark basement to do it again.
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10-25-93 - DREAM - I was walking on the edge of the ocean in the water. There were kids playing in the water. Two of them had boats and they were racing them by hanging on the back and dog paddling behind the boat. The water was clean and powder blue and warm. I stayed along the edge. I then saw a boy astride a horse and the horse swam across from one shore to the other. The horse came up on shore and rested awhile, then swam back across.
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10-27-93 - DREAM - I was married to President Clinton. He announced that he was leaving me. He crouched on the floor in a corner. I went to him and put my arm around his shoulder and begged him to stay, but he said, "No! I really have to go!"
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10-27-93 - DREAM - I was in my New Berlin house, saying goodbye to all my friends because Edward was coming home. Then I moved into my old 66th St. house and Edward came home. We were sitting on the bed together and he wanted to know how long it had been since I had sex. I had to pretend I hadn't had any since the last time I saw him. I needed to go to the bathroom and while I was in there, Ed was on the phone applying for a job. I then realized that I was going to have to get a new job too.
I went back to the bedroom and a big blonde man was there. He was smiling when I entered the bedroom. I knew he didn't belong there and I hollered for Edward to come and get him but Edward couldn't see him. Edward did come and hold him back anyway.
I then went to a place to work. It was a gas station but it was closed. I was trying to close the overhead doors when a bunch of black, white, and Spanish people showed up. I was afraid of them. Some started to party in the store part of the station and I got into a fist fight with a Spanish or Italian girl. I was punching her in the face and winning, however I could hear her teeth breaking in her mouth and she wouldn't give up. I hollered at someone to grab her and take her to the hospital but she wouldn't quit fighting. I finally opened my eyes awake in the physical to get away from them.
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10-28-93 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin with my son Ken. He was about 4 or 5 years old. He was a beautiful child. The psychiatrist told me that I was too big in his eyes and that he should make a little blue funnel coming from his left eye and spin it left when he looked at me and I wouldn't look so big.
I tool my son in my arms to hug him and felt a big lump under his shirt on his back left side. I pulled up his shirt and there was a huge tumor growing there under the skin by his kidney.I was really worried about it and knew we had to take him to the doctor immediately.
We went into the kitchen then and we were now in my 16th St. house. I saw that my son was older now, about 10 and he had a knife collection tied to his head. That really upset me and I told him he couldn't carry all those knives around with him and he should keep them in his dresser drawer. He got angry and went to his room and I heard a thump, thump, thump, coming from there. I went in there and he was throwing darts at the wall, hollering, kill, kill, kill, with every dart he threw.
I knew he needed psychological help desperately. I went back to the kitchen. There was a Filipino doctor there and I told her that he needed psychiatric help. She agreed and said that at a later date he would.
I then looked out the window and a married couple was walking by. He was about 12 feet tall and she was about 3 feet tall. I knew that he had used the technique on her.
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10-29-93 -DREAM - The house I was moving into was being painted. The first rooms were all white. Then I went into another room and it was exceptionally beautiful. The ceiling and walls were slate blue with white woodwork.
I went to see my fish tank and there was no water in it. I was very upset and ran to get water. I quickly poured the water in and the fish were all okay.
I went home and my Father was having breakfast. He was having cooked frozen broccoli on toast.
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