DEES DREAMS AND VISIONS

SEPTEMBER,1998

9-1-98 - VISION - I saw a tall blonde woman dressed in a light blue sheath dress. She looked about 4 months pregnant. She said she had something to tell the world, but it wasn't time yet.

9-1-98 - DREAM - I was in an apartment building. I got hired by the government to spy on New York and New Jersey ET events so I had a special machine which got installed in my closet for reports to come in for those two states plus the Federal Government.

On my bedroom wall was a special TV only about ETs and other people could post messages about ETs.

No sooner did the stuff get hooked up, but people started coming in to interfere, take up my time with nonsense and take me away from my incredible TV computer which glowed green on the wall.

Also, a newspaper cartoon section began in the Sunday newspaper about ETs. I was clipping out pictures about ETs. I was clipping out pictures to use to scan into the computer, so I went home and asked my oldest son Michael if he would save his newspaper so I could collect them whole us well since mine were cut up.

Three sets of people came to visit which interfered with my getting back to my ET wall TV/computer.

Some young punk teens came...3 boys. A black boy from the group saw my secret equipment and he told the other two boys about it, but they were so caught up in talking about fast cars, they didn't get what he was saying.

Some men came over, like my Father, his brother and his son and they didn't catch on t o what I was doing either. In fact, they turned off the light in the road, and were watching Star Wars movies instead of paying attention to the real thing.

A mother and her little toddler son came in and somehow he spilled green paint in big splotches on top of an orange blanket, so they had to use one of my bathrooms to try scrub the green paint out of the blanket in the bathtub.

Some other women people came then to discuss how my wringer washer worked then because they had never seen anything like it and my last visitation was by a man who wanted to tell me how to raise my pet bird. I had the bird in the bathroom where he had the most freedom I could give him outside of a cage and the man thought I should raise him in the other bathroom where he could have more red toys and rods and grids to sit on, but thats where the furnace was and I thought it was too hot.

Finally, the woman and her son were finished scrubbing on the paint on the blanket. It didn't all come out, but I looked at the other side and it didn't bleed through, so I spread the blanket out on the bed to dry and arranged it so it was folded in thirds in such a way that the paint spots didn't show, only the orange part.

Finally I got everyone out of the house so I could get back to my ET TV/computer which was still glowing green on the wall.

9-1-98 - VOICE - "I believe he was prepared to make a speech at the great conference in Sacramento, in 1996."

I saw many useless non-jointed statements about ETs. ( I didn't even bother t o write them down.)

9-1-98 - VISION - I saw an older man talking to reporters. His name was LIPINSKI. Under the picture it said, "Mr. Lipinski loses will to live when he discovers he lost his Joy!"

9-2-98 - DREAM - I was seeing statements about positive things and love on a screen and I wanted to edit it and add my own thoughts. I was able to type in my own words. I then wanted to save it and forward it to other people computers. I finally was able to highlight the page and found a 'Forward' button. I hit ENTER but didn't know if it did anything because I woke up.

Later on in the night, I saw the list again and my own words were now included I thought about trying to forward it again but decided I was better off leaving it alone.

9-2-98 - DREAM - I was in a hardware store and wanted to buy some lightshades for chandelier lights, etc. It took some effort but I was able to find everything I wanted and woke up as I went to install it all.

9-2-98 - DREAM - I changed the color of my hair. I looked at it and decided it wasn't blonde enough so I did it again. My hair was short and curly.

9-2-98 - VISION/VOICE - "This is only your imagination." I had to laugh because I was watching a huge boat abut the size of a houseboat, full of kids hanging on the railings and swinging from the upright posts that held the roof up. The boat was on wheels and it was rolling down the street to the right. The kids were having a great time.

9-2-98 - DREAM - I was working on a web page about ETs. I was shown that the ETs I work with are the bottom star               Zeta-Orion - I don't recall any of the links I saw though. The grays I work with are from that star.

9-2-98 - VISION - I was standing on a slight hill overlooking a river bank. There was a Master sitting below on the edge of the river watching the water flow past. I wanted to join him.

9-3-98 - NOTE: I went to sleep upset about my computer dreams because they seem so useless and I've had so many of them.

DREAM - I saw a computer screen and all of a sudden - all the computer pages I've worked on previously appeared on one age and began developing into a more comprehensive program. The links were put into boxes and subtle back ground graphics appeared on the page.

The web page links then became more physical and appeared as sidewalk squares which  and a companion would go visit. One was somewhat covered with snow and a man was shoveling it off and the snow was melting.

Most of the dreams I was working on, I was manipulating the links to see where they went and making sure they DID go somewhere.

9-3-98 - DREAM - I was looking at a web page about UFOs. There was a division between sections that had lines going from one section to the other. The space was too large, so I deleted one space and the lower section raised up and I had to chuckle because in the middle of the line was 'grandmothers'.

9-4-98 - DREAM - I had what seemed like cards, but were more like pull down sheets like toilet paper rolls. Each card had on a symbol or statement about a particular place that was outrageous or startling. I would not be able to say now what they were, but I found it very interesting. I wanted to tell others about it. At the end of the dream, I saw these cards as rectangular leaves on a vine of some kind, lined up on a building in an espalier fashion.  The first row in the bottom vent along the building and each succeeding card/leaf was above the other. Some stems went up 7 or 8 cards/leafs, others only went up 3 or 4. I told my children to turn all the leafs with the symbols or statements to face the building so that others might discover them for themselves.

9-4-98 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin and our property was going to be sold to someone else. However, I noticed that the ground around the buildings was sinking ominously. It looked really dangerous. I didn't know what was causing it but I had an  idea it was related in some way to a volcano.  I would watch it for a minute and then it would slip down a few inches, then slip down in another spot a few inches. We were careful to walk around these spots where it looked solid but these areas of slippage seemed to be getting bigger and bigger.

Then I noticed that when I went into the bathroom that when I ran the water down the drain, a hole was growing under the building that seemed more and more ominous. Someone made a comment that dead women were buried down there and their green rotten parts would begin to show. I was really scared about this.

We went back outside and the slippage was getting worse and finally as we watched, a big piece of the yard just fell in like an avalanche and left a huge hole in the ground.

9-4-98 - DREAM - I was in the livingroom of my house in New Berlin. I had had a baby and nursed it. I realized I hadn't fed it in 4 hours and it was now 4 p.m.  I went upstairs to get the baby, but I had to be very quiet as my Father was up there too and nobody had fed him ether and I didn't want to wake him up. But when I got up there, my Father was awake, lying on a narrow cot on his back with his head toward the door. Then suddenly he was lying on his back in the same direction on a narrow hospital gurney with silver railings around it to hold him on. The gurney was several inches lower than the cot which was right next to it.

He said something to me which I can't remember, so I realized he was awake and I explained to him why I had come upstairs. I went in the other bedroom to get my baby who was awake and happily playing in bed.

I picked up the baby who was dressed in black. He was really cute and perfectly formed, but he seemed to be really small for his age until I compared him to a 9 month old baby I was also caring for and realized that he would probably grow to be the same size as the other baby as long as I cared for him properly.

9-4-98 - NOTE:  I played a "blank" cassette tape that was supposed to be a dream imagery tape. The tape was supposed to bring on a dream revealing inner fears.

VISIONS:  A man appeared in a light purple shirt.  He said, "There is no need to be afraid."

I saw a block of type in a paragraph. The top line said, "A new woman".

I went into a dream that was all white and blank. Then a sentence popped up that said, "DREAM NETWORK". "Let us show you how."

I saw a blue and red background. It was half blue, half red. It was divided in the middle by a black buffalo. A voice said, "How was that?  My wife doesn't know I'm here."

I said, "Oh! We're playing a little game, are we?"

He said, "I'm taking you somewhere!"  It seemed like a lot of movement went by and it seemed like a shoe store was there. He then said, "As soon as you get your new boxtoppers, we're getting out of here."

A voice said, "Don't you know! Your Father's going to be frank with you?"

A female voice said, "OK! OK! Lets get wise. I don't want men to think I'm stronger than them."

A voice said, "Don't you know there are all these mysteries and wonder?"

A female voice said, "Okay! OKay! What sick category does he think I'm under?"

A voice said, "Let me dress you up like my little lover boy and I'll parade you around downtown."

A female voice said, "Ooooh! who stepped on you and made you Queen?"

A voice said, "Just kidding! Just kidding! Relax!"

A female voice said, "Relax!!!!  Hmmmmpf!!!!! Who do you think you are?"

A voice said, "I am the boy Romeo!  You are my subject!"

A female voice said, "You've got to be kidding."

A voice said, "No! I'm not!  This is a good game."

A female voice said, "No! It's not, and I'm not playing."

A voice said, "Oh, yes you are."

A female voice said, "No! I'm not!

A voice said, "Yes!"

A female voice said, "No!"

A voice said, "So, then what?"

A female voice said, "Just leave me alone!"

A voice said, "You're no fun!"

A female voice said, "So?????"

A voice said, " I like the game!"

A female voice said, "Well! I don't"

A voice said, "So, then what?"

A female voice said, "I'm going home!"

A voice said, "Spoil sport!"

A female voice said, "Too bad!!!!"

A voice said, "You're no fun!"

A female voice said, "Too bad! I'm going!"

A voice said, "Darn!!!!"

A female voice said, "Bye......  !"

9-5-98 - DREAM - I had two identical dreams in which I received an e-mail with a long message that I wanted to forward to Joe's computer.  I went through the normal steps to do it, but the dream started to fade before I clicked on FORWARD, so I mentally pulled the dream back into my head and put Joe's name in the 'TO' box and clicked on FORWARD. I was conscious enough to know that it would be a miracle if this e-mail showed up on Joe's computer.

9-5-98 - NOTE: I had this little dream while Joe was listening to a Russian defector on the radio on Art Bell show.

DREAM - I was in a large room that seemed like it was both inside and outside at the same time. Inside the room were a lot of rectangular cages that stood about shoulder high. In one cage was a huge blue and yellow parrot. I had a pair of handcuffs in my hand and accidentally dropped them in front of the parrot's cage. I was so afraid of the parrot, that it would reach through the bars of the cage and bite me, I decided to leave them on the floor.

I had a coffee pot in which we brewed fresh coffee. I plugged it in 5 blocks away so it was hard to go get a cup of coffee. I did this on purpose so that when I wanted some coffee I had to really work hard to get it and had to stretch my phone cord as I insisted on staying in communication while getting it.  

I was cleaning the place which was still inside/outside. Some neighbor boys came to help clean up the yard, trim the bushes and throw away the dead plants.  I was grateful for the help.  I knew that it was best to dispose of what wasn't necessary and I helped sort out the plants I had potted. Those that were fake were dumped. Those that I kept, I rearranged them on top of a credenza. The most beautiful pot had 3 plants in it. The tallest one was a Jade plant.

9-5-98 - DREAM - Joe and I were visiting someone who was living in an old country-type farm house. This woman looked to be in her 30's. She was so beautiful and had impeccable makeup on. But inside she was an emotional wreck. Joe must have known her before me because when I started talking to this woman about her personal life, Joe went into the bedroom to go to bed.

The woman was so unhappy she was ruining her life. I asked her what she really wanted to do. She said she would be happier if she went to stay with her aunt Guerin.

I told her that if that would make her feel better then she ought to do that.

She said, "But what if HE comes back?" and she started to cry and buried her head in her hands.

I said, "For right now, you can do what is best for you, and if HE comes back, then you can do something different."

Joe heard her crying and said, "Oh, no! Here she goes again," and went to bed.

I put my hand on her head to comfort her. She only cried a minute. She had a radio playing music. It was black and had 2 circles like red-ringed eyes that flashed in time to the music. I covered up the eyes so we didn't have to look at it.

Her face was all red now and she went to get her blood pressure medicine which was okay, but then she went to find some other drugs and came out with a green cup filled with pills and capsules of various kinds of drugs. She offered it to me to take my pick. She named one. It was named CODE _______.  I took the cup from her and set it down on a shelf and help her lay down on a couch. she had a large green sheet there with a fleur de lis pattern. I covered her up with the sheet and she pulled it up over her face.That made it too short to cover her feet, so I took my own afghan which looks like a Joseph's coat of many colors and tucked it around her feet.

I then went over to the light switch and turned off the light and woke up.

NOTE: Some of the symbols in that dream seemed to past-life things like the Fleur-de-lis of France, the Joseph's coat of many colors from Israel. I think there is a connection too with the cup to the Holy Grail story.

9-5-98 - VISION - I saw a new web page I was working on called, "THE ANNUNAKI"

9-5-98 - VISION - I was laying on the couch and Joe came in and asked me if I had turned on "The Man of La Moncha". I said, "No!" So, he went over to the stereo or the VCR to turn it on.

9-6-98 - DREAM - I was living in our present house in Waterford and I heard that a job was opening up at a new place on Oakdale Rd. which I'm thinking was like at a mall...specifically Marshall Fields.  I thought it might be fun to take a job there, not in the candy department, like I had when I was 16 (this was true) but perhaps in furniture where one could dress up nice.

When I got there, many women were applying for jobs and they were coming in two by two it seemed. They were being introduced as they came in. Each pair of women had a taller, pretty woman matched with a shorter, ugly woman and each pair was dressed in light brown dresses in a Fleur de lis pattern. They were being introduced as like Ambassadors or something of a political title.

While I sat there with all these women, one pair of women around the other side of a short wall, whom I knew well decided to serve cake to everyone. She said that all we needed to bring was a fork. Then we had to stand in line to get our piece which was very generous in size. It was like red and white strawberry schaum-torte or something similar.

Then too, while I was waiting and watching, I saw Marilyn Monroe being brought to the door. she was taller and thinner than I thought she was and when they brought her in, the men didn't recognize who she was but they still stood around with their mouths hanging open at her beauty.

9-6-98 - DREAM - I was working on a web page about alien sexuality. One each line the first two words were the same and the links didn't work until I removed one of the duplicate words and made it single.

9-6-98 - NOTE: This might be a past-life scene. The Serchio is a river in Italy in Tuscany.

DREAM - I had a crush on a guy  I liked a lot but he was dating someone else who was treating him like crap.  I thought about calling this guy at work but I knew that bosses don't like that kind of thing so I didn't.

I was sitting down somewhere looking through a catalog for yellow yarn and patterns when two good looking guys came in together. One was one I had dated, the other one was the guy I had a crush on.

I was surprised to see them both.

The one I had a crush on said, "Have you ever been to Serchios?"  Then it dawned on me that I was supposed to meet the other guy at Serchios and he completely forgot about it.

I was so pissed off at myself for missing the appointment, but I took the offensive stance instead of excusing or defending myself and told the guy to go "f--- himself."

9-6-98 - DREAM - I was ina room with some women who brought in some black and white Dalmatian puppies in a cage. They were so much smaller than the ones I had picked up the day before.

9-7-98 - DREAM - I had been out visiting people and came home and parked my car in the underground garage of my apartment building. I came upstairs to my apartment and was still out in the hallway when I was confronted by Jerry Seinfeld who was with an older swarthy-type man. They told me I'd better check my car and learn to park it better. They acted really nasty about it. I knew my car was fine when I parked it

The old man said I'd better have the generator checked because Jerry Seinfeld might have had done something to it. So I called the cops and told them he had messed with my car and they said the would come right over and arrest him. While we were waiting for the cops I went across the hall to my best friends apartment who looked like Rose Anne Barr..she was short and dark and chubby.  She had company, but I just didn't want to be alone, so I stood in her hallways folding up two large blue blankets.

She said she was getting rid of her white desk, so I said I would like to have it and put my own brown credenza out in the hall and took the white desk.

Jerry Seinfeld came in then to try to intimidate me, knowing the cops were on the way. He stood toe to toe with me and I told him I had a nephew just like him and that I really liked the kid and began to tickle Jerry Seinfeld. He started to laugh in appreciation and went back to his apartment to wait for the cops. The cops arrived then. They came in 7 white Paddy wagons and parked them side by side in a parking lot across the street. At this point Rose Ann Barr and I were standing out on her balcony watching for the cops and it was so narrow,  I looked down and got squeamish and had to go back into the apartment. I was worried that the cops would trip over my blue blankets that were folded on the floor out in the hallway, but it seemed to be okay.

9-7-98 - DREAM VOICE MESSAGE - "How many babies were born in Whitewater?"

I saw two adults hold up a baby by it's little tiny hands on their fingers and the baby had a fork in it's right hand and balanced there on it's little feet.

9-7-98 - VISION -"Look at these words now.!"

9-7-98 - DREAM - I slipped into a dream in which the telephone rang 3 times. I was laying in bed and I didn't know if Joe was going to answer the phone or if this was an astral phone ringing in my ear.  In this dream, I went into a dream and got a message about the name Jerry Seinfeld. I woke up from the dream in the dream and began to write it down while sitting at the diningroom table in my 16th St. house. I found a piece of paper laying on this table on which the name was also Seinfeld. The person was a doctor in New York City. I called the number but the person didn't answer the phone so I intended to try again.

Meanwhile, a man who looked like Dr. _____  a movie star. (Really handsome) He was supposed to be my lover. He brought in my baby who I held on my lap while I was writing. I was trying to figure out what my dream messages meant using coincidences and synchronicities and thought I was making progress.

My so-called lover came and got the baby and said something which I can't remember but my remark in return was .."Well! Terry took his wife back, why not you too?"

I said sarcastically in a way, but impassively, knowing that it was more important to do what I was doing than to chase after him.

I kept writing in my book and two women came in the room. They had both just woke up and needed to eat breakfast at the table. I was sitting at. At this point there were a lot of blankets on top of the table and both these women were wearing pajamas and wrapped in blankets as well. The woman who sat at the head of the table was a friend named _____ (Caroline?) and the other was my daughter-in-law Debe. They needed room to eat breakfast so I said I didn't need table room to write, I could do this on my lap just as well, so I gave them my table room and got up to go into the livingroom.

In the livingroom, I discovered that my lover had abandoned the baby and the baby was sitting in a little jumper chair in the center of the floor. I saw that there were many ants on the floor by the babies feet, which I quickly killed. Then I saw that there were even larger black ants feeding on the backs of the babies hands. I killed the ants on the backs of his hands with my thumbs and I no sooner killed those ants and more appeared which I again killed. I then saw that even more black ants were at the waistband of the babies diaper in the back. I grabbed the baby up into my arms to kill the ants. I was so angry at my so-called lover's abandoning the baby when the ants were devouring him, I woke up screaming his name to get his attention and make him see what he had done.

9-8-98 - VISION - (Newspaper Headline) 'TEEN JOKES ABOUT APOLLO SUICIDE"

9-8-98 - DREAM - I was at work, probably at A-C because all the people involved were from there. I heard  a rumour that I had been chosen by A.G. (a previous boss) to work for him at a new job that was going to start on January 1st. The only person besides him who knew all the details about my job was C.H. the senior secretary I worked for in the early 70's at A-C. She was the person who trained me in secretarial skills. I was told the job would be downtown and I didn't know if I wanted to work downtown. I mentioned that to a female co-worker and she was shocked because she would have given anything to work downtown. In my mind's eye, I saw huge buildings made of all glass and light and pure air. I realized how prestigious that seemed but I wasn't exactly comfortable with the freedom that represented. I really liked working with a lot of people in close quarters, elbow-to-elbow, so to speak.

One of the things I wanted desperately to do, was to talk directly to C.H. so I would know what the job was about, but she was so busy I didn't want to interrupt her and nobody had yet approached me about the job.  However, in the meantime I had to prepare for the new position.

I went into a darkened room where people were gathered. I don't know what they were discussing but I held a box of small items with geometric shapes in various black and white colors, some of which I recognize from past dreams.

A black man made a statement about something, and at the same time, I shifted the position of the items in the box so that all the black objects were surrounded by the white crystal and silver objects and said, "And all the white people are on the outside."

He looked up at me and said, "That's exactly right." And that left me feeling VERY guilty that I was right about that concept though I had no part in creating it and it's actual results as people lived it in reality.

I left there hurriedly to go shopping for new clothes for the new job. I was picking out dresses with birth colors but not gaudy and the last item I chose was a floaty straight dress of gauze see-thru material of red with tiny black 5 pointed daisy-like flowers all over it, which I knew would have to be worn over an underdress of either red or white.

I then went to a jewelry department and all the earrings I chose which I knew had to be in matched pairs were of heavy dangling arrays of rough cut but tumbled geometric shapes of moonstone.  These earrings were all so long and wide, they were almost like bunches of grapes and would have hung all the way to my shoulders.

At this paint in the dream I was lucid and these geometric shapes were all drifting by in front of my eyes and I finally forced myself awake fully because that would have continued a long time.

NOTE: I had to look in a gemstone book to figure out what kind of crystals I was looking at in the dream. They were white opaque. They were various shapes of geometric shapes.

Moonstone represents:  

9-9-98 - DREAM - I was on the computer, trying to decide if I wanted to put someone's life story on our web site. It started in1988 and had each year separate. I realized it was the same as mine.

When I woke up, I heard, "Joseph Jelor, please stand up."

9-9-98 - VISION -I saw Joe walking on the porch towards the door. He was wearing an orange T-shirt.

NOTE: I instantly sat up, thinking he had come home from work for some reason. Then I realized he doesn't own an orange T-shirt and that it was just a vision. But it was so realistic, I almost didn't believe it.

9-9-98 - DREAM - I was living in a house which is not familiar to me. I was visited by a short, dark, plump woman who looked familiar but I didn't know her name. She sat in the corner, half hidden by a long drape hanging from the ceiling. She asked me if I had gotten any e-mails from the REALPEOPLE list. I admitted that I hadn't and she asked if it was okay to forward some and I said, "Yes!"

I wanted to turn on the TV, but it didn't seem that I had one. I almost knocked a lamp over and saw the base of the lamp was badly damaged and that it had been given to me that way and I had to prop it up carefully in order to use it.

I wanted something to eat and all I could find was potato chips. I offered the woman some and she took only one. I said she could take more but she told me that one was sufficient for her.

I heard some paper ripping, and looked up and realized I hadn't fed my birds in 4 days. I remembered going to get the seed and getting sidetracked. So, I headed towards the kitchen to get the seed from under the sink and noticed I had two other birds in the kitchen and that they seemed smaller because they hadn't been fed either.

I then went out into the yard with my friend and the baby so the baby could play. Suddenly I realized there were 30 or 40 children playing in the yard and their parents were all there too. I was shocked to realize this.

A woman came up to me and asked me if her baby could swim in the pool. (It was one of those round kiddy pools) I said, "Yes! But you will have to watch her." So she decided she didn't want the baby to swim in that case.

I needed to go to the bathroom, so went into the house. I headed for the stairs and discovered that part of them were missing and cabinet doors were off the hinges and stuff was laying everywhere.

My baby was happily playing on the stairs. I said, "Where are Michael and Ken?"  The baby said, "They are up at Grandpas!" I said, "They are where?"  He repeated, "They are up at Grandpas!" and pointed up the stairs. I told him, "Well, you go up there and tell them to come down, because they are going to clean up this mess."

9-10-98 - DREAM - I was seeing a web page of lists of Bible scriptures. I was lucid and could make the page scroll up or down at will. When it got towards the bottom, there were several verses in a row that said,"  

2, 4, 6, 8, Who do we appreciate?

3, 6, 9, The Grail Bloodline

Matthew 24

___   of Scotland

NOTE: I wish I could remember the title of the guy in Scotland, he's connected to the Grail Bloodline.

9-10-98 - DREAM - I was in a house (city unknown) I was working on a television set that was like a computer screen.  The pages had silver-grey pictures that looked like they were taped on around all 4 sides. When I saved and closed one page, the next one appeared and I saved that one separate, and then another. It seemed I saved the last one with the wrong name and would have to rename it so that it didn't save on top of the one with the same name and ruin that one. In order to do that though, I had to go to my 3rd floor apartment to make an adjustment on the TV there.

When I got to the 3rd floor, my family was watching football. I didn't want to interfere with the game, but there was a problem with the wiring. The wires were way too long and not hooked up properly so I reconnected the copper wires and wrapped them around each other. Then as I rolled the good wires toward the TV set, a professional technician arrived. There was a 3rd wire that was a thick green wire that was frayed badly and not connected to the TV. I was going to connect that wire to the TV set too but the technician said, I shouldn't connect that one because it would just cause interference so I didn't.

I then discovered that Edward (my 2nd ex-husband) had been released from prison because he was very , very, ill, and he was put into my custody.

I was very fearful and very cautious. He was very, very sick and weak, but it became apparent quite quickly that with good care, his health was improving and that he was getting stronger and stronger. Knowing he was a con-man I was even more cautious.

He started to act like he wanted sex, but knowing the humiliating game he liked to play, I watched and sure enough, he was prepared to keep me separate from himself with a divider of some kind. I refused to let it bother me because it was a clue that he hadn't change at all and he would be the same as before.

He came out of the sick room when he was strong enough to stand up. I was still very cautious and didn't get near him, but I could see he was getting stronger and more self-willed.

I had to go back down to the 1st floor so he had to go with me. We no sooner got down there and a big butted older woman went by. He couldn't resist pretending like he was going to rape her because it was one of his perverted sex games. It was also part of the game that I had to watch.

She went outside quickly and signaled for help. The cop was a woman wearing all black leather. Edward feigned his illness and fell headlong on the lawn across the street. I ran across the street and indicated to him that he'd better stay that way if he knew what was good for him. I began to see his legs and instead of flesh and blood, his legs were made of steel shafts.

As the dream ended, I became aware that Edward used to be a Philistine and that another warrior had stabbed him in the rear of his foot with a shaft of metal and killed him.

9-10-98 - VISION  Prior to sleep, I saw myself walking along, holding the hands of tiny naked infant cherubs. I was holding the hand of a cherub baby on each side of me, and they, in turn were holding the hand of other naked cherub babies. Other naked cherub babies danced ahead of us, going towards a door beyond which we were going to enter.

9-10-98 - DREAM - I was in my apartment, seemingly on Jackson St., in Milwaukee. My son Tom came to visit for the day and asked if he could bring a couple psychic friends over. I thought that was pretty exciting and would be fun so I said, "Okay!"

First a young blonde woman came in and we started to converse, but I wasn't hearing what she was saying because the radio was on, so I went to turn off the radio which was on the other side of the room. I came back and sat down and as soon as she started to talk, the radio was back on, so  I had to shut it off again. As soon as I came back and she said two words, again the radio was playing.  This time the radio next to my right shoulder was playing. I shut that one off and that ended the problem.

By now, Tom had brought several more people in. Two guys were over 7 feet tall. Tom is 6'6" tall and these two guys were way taller than Tom. Two o the women also came in who were psychics and Tom explained that he had wanted the older women psychics to examine the two guys who were seemingly telepathic with each other.

The older women started with the younger girl. They went to stand in front of a large mirror and the younger girl started talking like a young child. I could barely understand what the child was saying. (Cannot remember either) Then she started speaking like an older man with a foreign accent. (Cannot remember the words) By now I was wondering if she was going to examine me too.

Meanwhile, one of the tall guys was writing on my wall in blue chalk. There was a date of March 1, 1996. He wrote under the date, "When you had the dream of the baby on this date, did you become more psychic?"

I knew  I was going to have to check my dream journal and see what I dreamed that day.

Then I noticed that the same guy had drawn the outline of a huge mural on the wall in my livingroom. It was huge and covered the whole wall. In the background was a huge oriental temple and in the foreground were trees and flowers and in the center were 3 different beasts of burden. I was hoping it could all be painted in.

I was really excited by now, but I had to go to the bathroom.  I went down the hallway, but one of the guys was already in the bathroom, so I started searching for another bathroom. I remembered I had a second bathroom inside the bedroom. When I got there, a young blonde woman was in there and just about to come out, but when I indicated I needed to close the door she moved aside but on the inside of the door, so that when the door closed, she was still inside the room.  I was thinking to myself how stupid that was and I opened the door again and had to physically grab the woman by the arm and steer her out the door. Then I noticed that when I grabbed her arm, the girl had no lower arms or hands. I tried not to cringe when I touched her and hurt her feelings, but it was hard not to cringe.

I went outside then and an orange cat came along with a big yellow tropical fish in his mouth, like a triangle with a black stripe on it. The cat wanted to go into the building so I opened the door for it. I knew that was a mistake right away because the cat ran up the stairs and began eating the fish and immediately the fish oil began dripping through the ceiling onto the floor where  I was standing and seeping through the wall.

The stairs and walls were all brown wood and I started climbing the stairs to get the cat and when I got half way up the stairs, the stairs disappeared and there I was, standing in the air against the wall way up high. I started freaking out and sliding back down the wall, but I mentally remembered where the stairs were and again started climbing them because I believed they were there.

When I got upstairs, I was seemingly back in my apartment but there was no furniture and no people and it was all brown wood.  The room started flipping back and forth from real looking to cartoon looking, to real, to cartoon, back and forth. I knew it was time to get out of there and woke up.

9-11-98 - DREAM - I was told to duplicate a page only twice as big with a rectangle for each state. I saw an example with an antique teaspoon for each state in the rectangle. I'm assuming this is for the UFO sightings page.

In the dream we were measuring a green sheet to put it on and I thought about making a pocket for each state.

NOTE:  When I went to bed, I had my left ear against the pillow. A concussion feeling and a sound like having my head inside a metallic barrel being banged with a mallet occurred so hard that I jumped clean off the pillow. It was extremely shocking.

9-11-98 - DREAM - Joe left for work, then he came back into the house and I teased him and pulled him on top of me and we were going to make love to each other. Joe was laying on top of me when we heard a door close out in the livingroom.

Then the bedroom door opened and two guys walked in. B.L. from Milwaukee and a black guy. They both had blue men's handkerchiefs tied around their heads and carried large silver guns.  

I closed my eyes and heard 3 gun shots with my left ear and two gun shots with my right ear. They were spaced fairly far apart and evenly spaced in time.

9-11-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge mansion. We were told that when the Old Father died, we were going to get a great inheritance. We were told about the great riches and the wonderful rooms and shown examples of  all this. It seemed that the mansion was like a museum because everything was so valuable. It had a sense of great awe about it. I didn't really care about all the riches and stuff, all I really cared about was getting into the huge library on the 3rd floor that was under lock and key. There were 3 huge doors in a row up there and they were locked. I knew beyond that there was a dark library with thousands of books...not little books like we use, but huge giant tomes two feet tall and 3 inches thick, all bound in leather and gilt in gold on the edges of the pages. I just wanted to get in there, that's all I wanted.  This place was really ominous. We were in awe just to be here. It seemed like it had magical qualities like the singing stones. When you pressed on certain stones, they played glorious music.

In this one huge circular room, these stones were placed which were hollow underneath and when you pressed on them in the right order, the sound boomed out like a grand organ and reverberated around in echoes.

The address of this room was 18031C and we discussed that you had to be in the certain section of that room only. This room was a large circle, and the circle was divided into sections, both in rows and each row in sections. Each section had it's own address, and in this case, this sound could be made only in that one "C" section.  I pressed on the stones in this pattern:

      *  

*        *

                      *

               *

It is the tones in the movie Encounters of the 3rd kind. (which I've seen 25 or 30 times)

(I can't explain why this alien site has the same floor pattern. This scared me to see it)

At one point, we were going to a park-like area of this property and we had to climb over railings and go through a maze and ended up in an indoor swimming pool. The air was heavy and thick. It was like going into the old-fashioned Natatorium where there was no air conditioning and the air was heavy with humidity and smelled of Chlorine and this place was all white.

My friend and co-worker C.H. was leading us in our little trek. She told us that she felt wonderful in this place that the heaviness of the air made her feel safe and peaceful. I asked her why we couldn't just outside in the fresh air and sunshine where all the other people and animals were.  She said it was too dangerous out there and I saw black people out in that direction. They were all out in the sunshine. It seemed to me that was the better place, but she didn't think so, but I wasn't going to argue with her and tried to feel calm and peaceful in the heavy air inside the white room. We were still following a narrow balcony type path around the area where the pool was supposed to be, but I never did see the water.

I was also in an area where there were some communications being done between computers across wide expanses of areas which seemed both indoors and outdoors at the same time. It was like being outdoors even though we were inside of a huge area where we couldn't see the walls or ceiling but knew they were there. I seemed to be in control of this and everything was fine here.

The last scene was inside a mansion and I seemed to be the manager. We had just been told about all the treasures. It seemed it was time to take our pick of the treasures and I chose a huge yellow bound book which was propped up on a small table flanked by big crystal stones.

I clutched the book to my chest as some maintenance worker brought in an entire room of huge old fashioned lamps of a variety of shapes and ceiling lights. They wanted to know where I was going to put them and I told them we still had 5 empty apartments upstairs or 6 or 7, but 5 for sure. They began carrying the ceiling lamps and other lamps up there to the empty apartments. I quickly looked at the lamps to pick out the one I wanted for my own to put with my treasured book.

I took my book and walked into my apartment where my children and my Father were all sitting on stools which were against each of the four walls.

I was still by the door, sitting on my own stool and feeling a pressure on my stomach. then it seemed like something warm, wet, and then hot was running out my bottom and it wasn't pee.

I started to feel afraid as the feeling got stronger, wet and hot on bottom. I looked down and a trail of blood was running down my legs onto the floor.

I was thinking, "Oh! My God! My period." Here I was with all these boys and my Father.

Then more blood ran down my legs, hot and wet and I thought I was going to bleed to death. My fear was rising and the pressure was getting stronger on my stomach.

Having given birth to six children, I recognized this feeling, I knew my water had broken and I was going to have a baby.

I called out, "Mother!!!! Mother!!!!"  As I did, a stronger gush of water came out of me. This was no normal birth. No human being ever had this much fluid come out of them and live. I wondered why I wasn't passing out. Finally . one huge gush of fluid came out of me and flooded the entire room 4 inches deep. I was shocked. All I could do is scream, MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!"

NOTE:  Strange coincidences occurred after I had this dream. I got out my tape of Close Encounters of the 3rd kind to watch to match the tones. Then I watched the movie STARGATE. The model of the Stargate hanging up on a table as a model had the same pattern as the room I was in that made the stones sing.  I also had a dream in which I was told that the ETs I work with are from Zeta-Orionus.  Also, the beasts of burden from the above dream was very similar to the beast of burden in the STARGATE movie.  (Read RA story from Edgar Cayce)  STARGATE movie said that this other planet was in the K___gian galaxy. (I haven't looked that up)

9-12-98 - DREAM - I was about to have surgery on my throat to have a device inserted in my neck so that it would always be open and speak the truth about UFOs. When I went to the hospital to have the surgery done, I took all my children with me. To demonstrate how easy the surgery way, the doctor and I convinced the children to have the surgery too. The surgeon used an automatic machine which was like a sewing machine or a lazer type which created a pattern across the neck of the person but extended about a foot on each side of the body as well so that the pattern was:

______	______	______
| |______	| |______	| |______	| |
| |______	| |______	| |______	| |
| |______	| |______	| |______	| |

At one of these points, the tube was inserted in the neck like it was a tonsillectomy.  The surgeon did all the children so that when it came time to me, I declined the surgery because it was no longer necessary since the children already had the truth.

At the end, I saw a thick book like a telephone directory and there were multiple symbols like "The Earth, the planets," etc. and all the people would have to do is point and click a mouse and the truth would come forth from those who had the surgery.

9-13-98 - DREAM - A web page came up. It said, "Let us introduce Jesus Christ. On the side it said, "Africa Presents."

9-13-98 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. We got some visitors. We all went into the kitchen and were standing around the table when the furnace came on. It sounded very loud and ominous, so everyone decided to leave the house before it exploded. I could not leave the house though because the baby was asleep upstairs. I went upstairs to get the baby and carry him outside. I wanted to go down into the next block to get the furnace repair man, but I knew it would be closed and needed to call ahead.

The baby needed to be fed and I was now in my New Berlin house. I couldn't find a bottle, so I poured some milk into a wine glass. I knew the baby couldn't handle drinking from a wine glass. I finally found a bottle that had some sour milk in it. I dumped it down the sink, rinsed the bottle and then put fresh water into the bottle. I then poured the milk from the wine glass into the water and it all curdled, so I had to dump it all out again. There was a tall black man standing there and I told him the baby needed to be fed from a bottle and he promised to help find the bottle to do that.

9-13-98 - DREAM - The dream started out with a vision of a clock-like symbol which resembled a diamond-like shape with the largest points up and down and to the sides.

These points had feminine names. There were 12 major names. There was a dark man there who said these points were the Zodiac.  They were there to prevent us from making it all the way around the Zodiac.

I woke up and went back into a dream in which I was at home at my 16th St. house. It was going to rain and I rushed outside to  hang up a gauge to measure the rain because the prediction was for 71" of rain.

I hung up the first part of the gauge which was a rectangle-like plaque with a slot in it on which I balanced a small block which looked like a diary to keep records in.  There was a name written on this book. (I can't remember what it was)

A mist began to fall as I rushed back to the house to get the gauge tube and my mother held open the door for me because I had to hurry if I was going to catch all of the rain which I knew was going to get a lot heavier.

Inside the house, the orange-red cat needed to get fed and I hurriedly gave him 2 pounds of hamburger and an egg fell down on the floor between two other things that were there so it could hardly be seen, but the cat could smell it and get to it.

I ran outside into the rain with the measuring tube and when I got back inside, my friend Monica, not seeing the meat on the floor for the cat, had given the cat 10 pounds of raw hamburger inside of a tall brown bag with a note of admonishment to me written on the inside the bag, that I hadn't fed the cat.  I covered the note on the back with some meat because I knew the cat would never get to the meat in the tall brown bag, because he was too busy eating the meat I had put on the floor.

9-14-98 - VISION - I was on a dock by the ocean and 4 boats were getting ready to throw off the ropes and go out to sea.  I could see the harbor.  A deep voice said, "You won't be back for 4 hours."

9-14-98 - DREAM - I was at a University and was about 18 years old. I left the classroom at breaktime and went out into the hallway. Across the was y was a shop and I noticed the word FREE on a sign so headed in that direction. I became aware of three men standing in the center of the hallway and I deliberately made myself walk with more purpose and even strided like a model hoping they would notice me.  They did.  I got across the hall and the place where I thought the door was, was only a window and I had to change direction and go left to where the door really was. Once inside, the whole scene was different than I had seen from outside and I ended up in the clothing department where everything was VERY expensive. I checked to see if they had TALL styles and they did.  I was looking at winter jackets in light blue and white and finally told the salesclerk I'd have to come back after I saved my money, after considering the various ways of possible payment.

I then went into a classroom where I and my brother were asked to work at a particular project. In this project we had to use a tank of gas of some kind which was attached by a long skinny tube.

We took the tank of gas outside and my brother noticed a problem with the tubing. He took out his pocket knife to work on the tubing and cut the tubing in half. At that point the gas began escaping and the only way we had to prevent that was to stand there and hold our thumbs over the tube ending.

My brother said there was only one solution and he sat down in the street and cut his leg off below the knee to use the tube of skin to seal off the tubing. He needed to cut 4 slices of leg off to get the proper size ring for this. Meanwhile I and another guy were using huge stacks of paper toweling to staunch the bleeding because his blood was draining out of his body.

I had blood all over me at this time also. Having successfully stopped the flow of gas, we picked up the tank and began to run down the street to catch a bus. I saw none coming but there were other people driving slick looking race-type cars.

We hitched a ride with a guy and where he stopped I had to maneuver between wires that were going several different directions which couldn't be seen at a distance. I commented that I was going to have to tell people about this. It was like something way up high was being held up by these hidden guide wires.

We got to a mall-like area where older people were out protesting about things they didn't like. We got out of the car and went up to the protestors who were shaking their fingers at us.

I became very irate and started telling them off and telling them about how my brother was now legless because he had performed such a heroic act on their behalf and then I went up to the woman and grabbed her by the collar and started shaking her and said, "I just want to shake you until you begin to understand what the real 'TRUTH' is!!!   and woke up.

9-15-98 - DREAM - I was at the University. My brother and another man picked out the shortest, sharpest rocket to go somewhere. They  had 50 to choose from.

9-15-98 - DREAM - I was in the hospital. It was early morning and I didnt know why I was there. A nurse came in with some pills in tiny packages. There were two Maalox tablets and 8 tiny white pills, 2 to a package that read 50 mg. HPT endio. She had a little cup of water so I could take the first dose of the day.

She said I had a 9 a.m. appointment for a heart test.

I wasn't having any symptoms of any kind so this didn't make any sense to me. Another nurse came in then and said she was there to take me down for my heart test.

I said, "What kind of heart test?"

She answered, "The kind where they use the catheter!"

I said, "Oh no! No you're not. I won't have that test so there's no point going down there.

I woke up instantly.

NOTE:  After I woke up, I was really tired and groggy like I was in two places at the same time. I decided to go back to sleep to see if I could finish the hospital dream because I was really worried about that heart test.

9-15-98 - VISION - 'ORIENT OUTLOOK EXPRESS'

9-15-98 - MEDITATION - (About the hospital dream)  Voice said that examining the heart was about my relationships with people.

9-15-98 - DREAM - I was in a lunchroom like in a hospital cafeteria and the woman serving the food looked like the nurse in the hospital dream. She said, "Sorry I'm late. I've been doing a lot of driving today." She pointed at a computer to my left.  On the screen to my left was a picture of Joe. She said, "You know I've looked at your program and I've never seen a picture of you two together.'  I said, "Oh!  I can show you where our pictures are side by side.  As soon as you come back in, I'll show you."  She said, "You know something?  I've never seen a relationship like that work out."   I said, "We've been together a whole year and we're very happy together."  She said, "Well!  I'll be back."

I didn't see her again and I got up to go home.

NOTE: On 9-16-98 a woman reporter from the New York Times approached us by e-mail and said she wanted to quote from our web site.  It turned out that she wanted to quote from our positive co-creation page and the New York Times wanted a photographer to come out to the house to take photos of Joe and I together for the article.  Kind of amazing, huh?

(continuing dream)  I was standing on the lawn then at my 16th St. house and saw a grey/silver car coming down the alley. I thought that it was Joe coming home. But the car parked in the alley across from where I was standing. Nobody got out of it. The car was very small. I saw too, there was a very small garage door under the porch. Then I saw a sports car coming. It was even smaller than the 1st car. The driver wanted to get into the little garage and smashed into the little grey/silver car and pushed it forward out of the way. The little garage door slid upward then and the sports car slid inside a white "elevator"? and then the grey/silver car slid in also and the garage door closed.

I decided to go home then, because I saw a clock on the wall and it was 4:30 p.m. and I really needed to get home, but as I walked around the house, I was now at my Jackson St. apartment and I couldn't remember what my apartment number was.  I knew it was an apartment I had lived in before but I had lived in several apartments over the years. Also, the apartments seemed to be arranged differently.

I was still wearing my green nightgown so I didn't want too many people to see me either. I started at #111 which was now the office. The boss was there, so I quickly sneaked back out and scooted over to the elevator. I managed to get the door closed before the boss got to the door. I got off on the 3rd floor. I used to live in #311 but the apartment wasn't in the same place as #111 above it like it should have.

I started walking up the hallway and a girl came from behind me and asked me if I knew where G. Fee lived. I said, "No!" I knew everyone who lived here before so I said, "It must be someone who just moved in."  She rushed on and met someone in the hall who must have been G. Fee.  The woman gave her a small cat in a cage and she hurried back towards the elevator with the cat in the cage.

I went a little further and came to a woman who was pushing a huge cat cage towards me. I could barely get past it in the hallway. After I passed the cat cage, I now realized I was carrying an infant kitten in my arms.  It was similar to one which had just gotten killed at our home in Waterford. It was starting to squirm because it was tired of being carried. I would have preferred to be scampering along the hallway but I couldn't allow that to happen.

I was still looking for #311. I seemed to be nearing #315 which was in the corner. All the apartment doors were open along the hall. I asked the man in the apartment where I was if he knew what apartment I live in. He was in an apartment with double doors and was sitting in an all blue and white apartment. The table he sat at was round and was about 15 feet across or more and a matching blue and white couch and chair was behind him along the wall. The table cover was the same blue and white.

He suggested that I go back along the hall and go into every apartment I had ever been in and maybe I would recognize my own apartment.

I had lived on the second floor in #209 as well, but I had to start somewhere. I started back along the hallway and ended up in apartment #308. I tried to find my way out but none of the doors were where they used to be.  All of the carpeting in these apartments had ugly light green  carpet and I knew I never lived in one like that. In this particular one Sally ____ lived. She saw me and said that while I was there I should look at a stack of books she had just got form someone named Sherri. She said she had taken them but didn't have time to read them and I should just help myself to whatever I wanted.

I looked at the two stacks of books and got all excited. But the top few books were all cook books for stuff I couldn't eat because of my allergies...like pasta.  Some others were cheap paperback novels and a set of small books that were shaped like a cumulus cloud. Each one of the books was about a particular star constellation, showed a picture of it and gave the mythological history of it and gave the names of the stars.  So, I asked her if I could have the whole set and she said, "Yes!"

So, now I was carrying the books instead of the kitten. I don't remember setting the kitten down, but I probably did.  I thanked her for the books excitedly made my way further along through the adjoined apartments because now  I couldn't find the hallway. Every door I came to went somewhere else that didn't exist in real life. One went down some stairs to an outdoor balcony through a hidden staircase. I was really lost and never found my apartment and finally woke up.

NOTE:  Because of several other dreams about star constellations, I intend to use this dream of finding these specific books to create a website about that subject.

9-16-98  DREAM - I wrote a dissertation about ETs on the computer and assigned six different attribute to it, not knowing that one attribute said all that needed to be said about one type of ETs.  Later, I was with some people in a restaurant and overheard a man talking about attributes and he remarked about the same subject and showed graphically using bottles of liquor what he meant by using just one attribute. I can't recall the adjective he used for the term but it was extremely deadly to pile on more than one attribute.

9-16-98 - DREAM - My husband was building an addition onto our lake cottage but all he had done was frame it in and move all the rough lumber and old school parts to the new building and nothing was inside was done, it was just laying around loosely like a storage room. School desks were laying over on their sides and walls weren't finished. I needed to go to the bathroom and there were two of them but one of the toilets was in front of a huge window with no curtains and when you turned the light on, a heater came on with it and leaked water on the floor at the same time.

To get to the other bathroom which my mother had used, you had to brush aside cobwebs and tread carefully over loosely laid grids on the floor between the desks laying on their sides.

The whole place smelled like cats had been using it to go potty in and I was hoping that once it was painted and carpeted it would cover up that smell.

Outside, there were a lot of women with their children. We were all sitting around, talking about how hard it was to raise children and not say the wrong things to them to damage their egos or feelings.  We were all rather laying around on cots and I needed to get dressed for work, but there were little girls there with their mothers and it was important that I say the right things to them.

A caterer and milkman had come in to make deliveries. (The caterer had brought meat sandwiches on a platter and were drying up. A girl tasted it and didn't get sick but I thought it best to have fresh meat brought in. A lot of salt was spilled along the edge of the meat platter. I tasted it and it was very bitter.)  I turned on the lights so a contract could be signed between us and him because he was bringing in new milk every day and we wanted to make sure we got the right amount.

9-17-98 - DREAM - This was a long dream about working on a web page. I was to take one named SACRED.htm and make it part of another one.

9-17-98 - VISION - There was a pile of tapes and cassettes labeled TRADITION and I was putting them all into a bag to throw away.

9-17-98 - DREAM - I was in a large room like a schoolroom or laboratory. I was looking around to see what I could take with me. I saw a glass vase with plants growing in it while I was looking for something to put some beautiful tall cut flowers which I hadn't realized earlier had been given to me. Somehow the flowers had been preserved because they were hidden in a tall brown paper bag. I was anxious to get them out into the open for everyone to see.

I saw that the glass vase was suspended in mid-air, kept from falling only because there was a long vine growing from it that was entangled in other things way yin the back where I couldn't see.  I tugged and yanked on the vine to dislodge it so I could use the vase and a hundred or more bugs came up and hovered in the air over the vine.

(NOTE: This is related to the Holy Grail story.)

I was so grossed out I ran to get the bug killer before the bugs dispersed all throughout the room. I looked in the bottom of every cabinet for bug killer, but the only spray I could find was room air freshener. I figured that if I doused them with enough air freshener they couldn't fly and that would solve the problem just as well as killing them. So,  I let loose with the air freshener spray and not only got the bugs so they couldn't fly, but discovered that the light chandelier also had cobwebs with spiders on them and the air freshener made those visible too so I could eliminate them.

9-17-98 - DREAM - We were deliberately hiding some ET information from the people because they wouldn't be able to handle it. I could see a series of symbol shapes that represented this information but I didn't know what the symbols meant. When arranged side by side they seemed to form a wall between us and them.

9-17-98 - DREAM - I was in a large building which was like an office building, but it could have been a school. I was in a large room with some other people and there were a lot of brown parrots in it. I was told I shouldn't be afraid of the parrots and that if they came and sat on you and tried to peck you, it meant they liked you. One of the parrots came down from a high file cabinet and tried to sit on me and started to peck at me, but I didn't like it and shooed it off. I just wasn't buying that one.

A woman came into the room with a green vining plant which was quite unique. I had never seen one like it before. I had two different branches on it. One of the branches looked like it was going to break off and I did some fast talking and convinced her that I would take good care of it and we watched it as it bounced up and down a couple times and broke off.  I took it in my hands and it felt soft and I could see it had no roots but it was formed like if I planted it in good soil, it would form roots and grow.

But it suddenly became a tiny red kitten in my hands when I wasn't looking and I became all distressed for losing the green plant. I didn't understand how it could have changed form a green plant to a red kitten.

NOTE: It was formed like a succulent type vine and didn't really have separate leaves like an ivy would have. See Gospel of Thomas... quote of Jesus about the sick vine being planted away from the others.

I had to find a bathroom and when I went through the halls they were grey wall papered and so narrow one had to walk sideways to get through them and two people could not pass each other.

I came to a larger section that was wall papered in yellow but the edges of the wallpaper had so much scotch tape on them, I didn't se how it was holding up. It seemed like it would be better to take it all down and start over and wallpaper it in pink.

As the dream ended, I was again seeing the ET symbols we weren't allowed to know the meaning off and it seemed that the dream was connected somehow to the first one because of that.

9-18-98 - DREAM - I was in New Berlin going east on National Ave. Everything looked normal at first but the farther east I went the farther back in time it went and by the time I got to 160th St., the roads, buildings, and cars looked like they were from 1948. I saw some army people, both men and women. They were wearing khaki brown uniforms, very plain. I called them "God's Army". The dream changed over to a web page and I saw a page that listed the various battles that God's armies fought over the centuries.

NOTE: A voice told me that a candy store I saw in the dream belonged to Marie ____. There was red light coming out of the window. when I went into the store the whole inside of the window was made of red candy and E.R. a staunch Catholic was chipping the candy out of the window. I put some of it my mouth and it was sweet.

Red is associated with prostitution - the harlot. Mary Magdalen was a harlot.

9-18-98 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building and my family came to visit before I was ready and I had to change clothes. I went into the closet to change blouses from red to yellow, but I didn't have a bra and couldn't just run out into the room to get one because there were strange men there so my daughter and her little friends tried to find one in the dresser drawer with accompanying giggles and laughter. I managed to get dressed and then had to finish cleaning the house because we were going to a wedding. At the church, it seemed more like a darkened movie theatre and my aunt, uncle and cousins tiptoed out before the ceremony was over and I waved at them with my fingers as they went by.

9-18-98 - VISION - I was laying in bed thinking about my dream and I saw a big 8 quart kettle sitting outside on the ground. It was half full of water and stuck all around the inside of th e kettle above the waterline looked like yellow residue from boiling corn, but I'm not sure what it was.

9-18-98 - DREAM - I was in the country sitting by  a barn and I started to hear what sounded like flies buzzing and I looked and blackbirds were coming up from the grass and flocking onto a trellis or grid-like structure on the side of the barn. They flapped their wings and fluttered around until they formed a big symbol like  ^  then three young teens came and got on each other's shoulders and they walked into the barn like one tall person but it was 3 in 1.

NOTE: (The Trinity?) The ^ symbol is the male sign (similar to a unicorn horn).  The V sign is feminine sign.  Together they form an X which is the sign of the Templars, which was about the Holy Grail.

Then it seemed like the side of the barn turned into a movie screen and a musical commercial came on and all the people there were many had the faces of lions and striped tigers but were wearing like blue work clothes.  Then the commercial changed into written instructions which I was trying to make out. Joe had come back home and his black car was parked behind me and I kept asking him, "What does that say?" over and over because I could quite make it out. I was about writing something and I think it said something about expurging something. I couldn't see it clearly enough to know for sure.

I turned around to ask him again and Joe was gone and it sounded like he picked up his alarm clock and took it to work with him.

9-18-98 - VISION - I heard a beautiful chord play and saw the date 10-25-95 written at the top of a notebook page.  I didn't get up and write it down until I saw it twice more, so I saw it a total of three times.

NOTE: I looked in my journal and there is nothing written on that date so it either has some other significance or I missed writing something important down. I will meditate on that date to see if I can pull in what the significance is.

9-18-98 - MEDITATION - I had a couple of visions of written paragraphs that slid by too fast to read and many conversations with helpers who were searching my brain for the memory, but nothing connected to the Grail story came up.  The most significant story that was told to me was this:  "I am in Denver, Colorado. A huge UFO comes over and hovers over the city for along time and then zooms off again."

9-19-98 - DREAM - I was in my 16th St. house. My picture was hung on the wall where the clock used to hang. when my sister was born, she had her picture hung next to mine. As the years went by, our pictures looked more and more alike because of the family resemblance. Later still, our cousins so-called picture was added. Now, we didn't really have faces, just outlines of ourselves that were so much alike, I felt rather strange to see the resemblance between the three of us. By the time so-called pictures of two more relatives were added to the collection hanging on the wall, we couldn't event tell who was who anymore. Then as more and more relatives were added, we didn't even have pictures or names anymore just chemical symbols more or less, but with just one or two letters different, because we were so alike we could just barely tell each other apart anymore, we didn't even get our pictures hung up, out letter symbols were just listed on a piece of paper. By then, I was feeling very distressed, we hardly were unique individuals anymore.

9-19-98 - DREAM - I was working in a school. There were some papers to be put out formally; instructions for others. I finished them and then they had to have a seal put on them to make them official. I had a choice of putting a plain seal on them or a master seal, so I chose to put a master seal on it.

Joe came along and asked me if I wanted to go to a football game. I said, "Okay!" When we got to the stadium and parked, it turned out we were way at the opposite end of the main entrance. We had to walk a long way to that entrance. I had been there before, as I knew where it was. As we walked along the street, we had to walk through a tunnel-like area. At this point, there was a large size woman with us. Joe was walking faster and faster, but I couldn't keep up with him. The pavement beneath our feet had ended and it was now sand and the sand got harder and harder to walk on as it shifted beneath my feet. I don't know who this other woman was, she was wearing a blue and white suit-dress. Joe was way ahead of her too, but Joe said, "Hurry up!" and she went faster than I did, so I got left farther and farther behind. Finally, Joe was running and the other woman tried desperately to keep up with him.  I was already out of breath and I knew where the entrance was, so I just let them go on ahead.

When I got to the game because there was work to be done. The President was there and a woman were knocking themselves out to be with him, but it didn't matter to me, I was with the "future" President and his name was Bob.

There were several things that needed to be done but the "future" President asked me to take a look at an object he had just bought. It was a one-eye miniature telescope. It was red and about 2" long. One could look through it and bring long distance things closer, or slip a piece of film in the front end of it and see hidden things the naked eye wouldn't pick up. The "future President told me to take a look at the film and I thought to myself, "I'm going to get one of these for myself."

All that sand we had walked through had to be cleaned up, so I volunteered to do it. There was a big machine there with a hose attachment. There was a long tube through which water could be supplied to the machine and someone turned it on before I got the tube attached to the machine so that when I frantically got the tube up to where it belonged on the machine it had huge leaks all around it and wouldn't seal. The word went out to turn off the water but meanwhile it was flooding everything.

There was another machine there to clean up the mess, but that didn't get turned on and meanwhile there were a lot of children to take care of, so I did that too.

9-20-98 - DREAM - I was in a big house or building with Joe and another dark haired man and I saw a storm coming out of the West. The cloud was black and building ominously in a strange way. It wasn't growing slowly like a normal storm cloud, but in sudden bursts of blackness in different directions. All of a sudden I saw one burst head down toward the ground and I jumped up and screamed, "Tornado!!!"  Joe and the other guy looked at it but didn't agree with me, but I kept up the screaming. "Tornado! Tornado!"  I watched the black cloud coming towards us and grabbed all the kids hands and the other women by the hand, and hollering, "Tornado!  Get in the basement, get in the basement."

We had to go outside to get to the basement and while I was herding all these women and kids, I could see the sky in the west. From outside, the black cloud didn't look so bad, and there appeared to be a small amount of rain coming down in one spot.

Neither one of the men had come with us but I continued to herd the women and children into a protected area.  Before they even got settled, the sky was already blue beneath the cloud. Nobody else looked at the sky to verify what I had said, they just heard my original words and ran for cover like I told them to.

All the women and children were now in the protected area and I was sitting by myself in a sand dune or sandy area alone, watching a blue sky and saying nothing. I didn't tell them that the danger was over, that the storm really wasn't coming.  I just sat there feeling stupid and guilty.

Then Joe and the other guy came up behind me and said, "Now what have you done?"

9-21-98 - DREAM - I was seeing a web page. All the statements were about a star. I had trouble figuring out why I had to know this information. Then one page was titled 'RULES OF INTERFERENCE' and then one was titled 'OSTRALIS' then 'OSTRALIS NEGATIVISM' or something like that. Then another page said, "Ostralis is going to be destroyed."

NOTE: The last ET event I had was about Ostralis. We were going there to save it and it was 9.5 hours trip there and back.

NOTE: There is no star named Ostralis, but there a couple name _____ Australis in a souther Constellation. One of them is a double star and one is a triple star.

9-21-98 - DREAM - I was looking at a long list of stars, trying to determine which was the right one. #4 thru 7 were highlighted.

9-21-98 - DREAM - I managed an apartment building. I was leaving and showed my apartment to four girls. I had a double apartment, i.e. two apartments side by side so this one was perfect for them.

A weird evil-type guy showed up and tried to make trouble but agreed to leave if we rented him a car to go to Washington State. I could see a high hill ahead with a well worn path right up the face of it.

9-22-98 - DREAM - I worked in a huge place that fed people for large gatherings. It was my job to inspect cooking ranges to make sure they were operating and if they weren't I was to mark the outer edges of the range with a big black marker and someone else would come in and replace it. There must have been at least 100 ranges in a 10 x 10 array in the room and it was adjacent to the seating area which was movable according to how many people were expected at one time.

This particular day, I was doing my inspection and saw that the tops of the stoves were full of droppings of food. I asked the women delivering new ranges if someone was in charge of cleaning the ranges. She assured me there was.

I told her that I had been working there since 1962 and had never seen anyone do that job. I no sooner said that and a young girl about 17 or 18 years old came through and began cleaning a range. I had never seen her before so I was surprised. I was just sitting there on a chair so I said to her, "Would you like some help? I'm just sitting here with nothing to do."  She answered, "Yes!" but then I noticed I was barefoot and needed my shoes to help with the cleaning. I was unable to find them. Meanwhile a very young girl came in to help decorate the dining area with flowers so I supervised that job as well.

Then a home delivery needed to be made somewhere around the block and up a hill. I decided to make a trial run to see how far it was to see if I could handle making the delivery. It was dark outside and it was beginning to rain and it was uphill all the way, but I got most of the way there and could actually see the house when I turned around and went back to get the food deciding I could manage the trip all right if I was dressed properly. I went back to the kitchen and put an apron that was pleated over my head like a scarf to keep my hair dry in the rain while I made the delivery.

9-22-98 - DREAM - I trained myself through numerous dreams to go to a specific date on a computer search engine and read the files for that particular day. I did this numerous times - mostly using 10-25-97.

9-22-98 - VISION - I was looking at a list of Astrological signs and I was shown that we're in the 7th year of astrological signs.

9-22-98 - DREAM - I was working in a place where I lived. I was the manager so I only had to go downstairs to work. I woke up in the dream, but  I had a hard time staying awake. The sun was shining, but something seemed wrong that I couldn't stay awake. I went outside and the sun was just above the horizon.  It was just a bright ball in the sky, then it seemed to go backwards in the sky and the stars came back out again. I had never seen the sun do that before.  I could see the sun was going to come back up again though, the rays were coming up from behind huge dark clouds. Then, the stars faded, the sun came back up and became a ball of light again.

I went back inside and worried that I wasn't going to be ready on time. I had my blue dress on but it wasn't buttoned.

I heard the working guys arriving...the maintenance men had arrived for work. I scooted back inside my apartment and darted inside the bathroom to try to button my dress. I got the top button done, but the middle button came off, and then the lower button came off.

So, I had to run back to my bedroom and get a different dress. In my room was an old fashioned looking clock that had a wooden frame around it like an old school clock, but down towards the bottom, it gave a series of odds for horse races. The bottom one said 0380 or something like that. I wondered if David, one of the workers would like to bet on that.

Instead of going to the office where they'd notice I was late, I went outside to see what had to be done. The sun was shining outside and people were trying to park their cars in the proper parking spaces and I noticed I hadn't finished moving all my furniture in yet. Two dressers were still in the gutter of the street by the parking space and were in the way there. So I went to get them.

One of the workers came over and asked me if he could help me. At that point I had just jumped over some rain puddles and had caught a glimpse of some frogs jumping off in the distance towards the west.

The worker told me that his wife had put some furniture on layaway and it was time to go get it. He suggested to me that I had better check my supplies and make sure I had everything I needed too.

He said his wife had been making payments for 7 years and it was time to go get their stuff. I looked over to where the furniture was that I was moving in. I saw what it was I still needed...a sewing machine.

9-23-98 - DREAM - Joe and I were together and we got a visit from a very plain woman with no make up on and freckles on her cheeks. She resembled my old friend Pat from Milwaukee. This woman seemed to be very anti-male. She had come to visit to demonstrate the duality or pairings of objects...not people.

While we were standing there, Joe had his arm around my waist and mine was around his, but he began to tease the woman and put his nose almost up to hers and said, "I could really go for you." Meanwhile Joe was rubbing his groin against my leg and I could feel his manhood growing. Again, he put his nose near hers and said, "I'm really attracted to you." Again he rubbed his groin against my leg and was physically aroused. She ignored him and went on taking about her project with the duality of objects and demonstrating how everything was in pairs.

At the end she said she was still looking for the other piece to match up with a silver knife she had which was beautiful and had a big etching of a bunch of grapes and a vine on the handle.

NOTE: That was a reference to the Bloodline of the Holy Grail. The knife would represent the male 'Jesus Christ' and the missing fork would represent 'Mary Magdalen'. The vine represents the Bloodline.

9-23-98 - DREAM - I was living in an apartment building somewhere in Milwaukee. I must have been planning to leave in the future and at the same time taking care of a lot of children who were playing with huge toys. Some of the pieces were almost as large as a wall section.

My boss came in to see what was going on. (A prominent Jewish leader of the community.) I was not in the same room with him, but could see and hear him.  All of a sudden I heard some loud commotion going on and when I got to the office area, another man I worked with was standing there in shock. I asked him what happened. He said, "The boss just quit!" The 'F' word was written all over the walls and doors in huge letters. (Inside the dream, I knew there was a higher boss who was off in the distance wearing a black suit, but in reality this boss owned the building so how could he quit what he owned himself?)

After he left, I decided I could do the same thing and get away with it too, so I wrote the 'F' word on the door in big chalk letters too.

Then I knew we had to move fast and began to pack my stuff including pink dresses that were hanging on hangars on the wall. My mother stood there wringing her hands and telling me that I didn't need to take my stuff, but I wanted it.

The kids wanted to take all their toys naturally, but some were so large, I didn't know if we'd find a truck big enough. My little grandson Eric pulled a drawer out of a credenza full of electronic parts and wanted that instead of toys. I asked him where his Dad was and he pointed toward the hallway. Indeed, Bob, his Dad, and Karen, his mother were coming down the hallway together, so it seemed that all the moving problems were solved because he could get a big truck.

The children were trying to help and blocked the hallway with wood framed mirrors that belonged to me, so I had to move them aside to make way for things to move up and down the hallway. I woke up as we were still packing.

9-24-98 - DREAM - I was at a family gathering and we were having dinner. The younger children were served small portions of sausage, then I noticed the older boys had already opened up fresh packages of meat and served themselves. I was concerned that they were going to let the raw meat spoil and dry out, so I showed them how to preserve it by wrapping it in plastic wrap.

9-24-98 - DREAM - I was on the computer and clicking on the names of ET types. I knew better than to put them all together. Each type was different and it was not possible to put them all in one category.

9-25-98 - DREAM - This was a series of short vignettes, seemingly disconnected, yet all connected. Each vignette was a seeming gift award ceremony, each one receiving a gift relating to success in life and one indeed was the gift of a two white boxes labeled LIFE'S SUCCESS, and the last vignette was about Joe who was learning to fish. A woman told us that if we ever wanted to know how to really fish well to just ask her husband. I don't know what kind of body of water we were at, but we were fishing and the woman's husband was there. I saw a small box in the water and pulled it up with my hand. It was a tall, narrow and thin box and on it, it showed a picture of someone fishing who was holding a box of someone holding a box with a picture of someone fishing, holding a box of someone with a box with a picture of someone fishing, etc. I got so excited I hollered, "THIS IS REAL SUCCESS!"

9-25-98 - NOTE - The radio was playing while I was sleeping. The Art Bell show was on discussing UFO sightings.

DREAM - 9-25-98 - Joe and I were laying in bed together. We were both a lot younger than we really are. Joe had to get up for work and went to the kitchen to make coffee while I remained in bed. I heard someone go through the livingroom, then a woman started talking on the phone in the other room. I figured Joe had let someone in to use the phone which was strange.

Then Joe came in the room and sat in an armed chair next to the bed. I had a sudden vision of Joe sitting in the chair with a woman on his lap dressed in a light blue gown. It was instantly over and I used that vision as a clue to move over into that same position on his lap so nobody else could do that in my place.

He had to get ready for work though so when he got up I moved back to the bed. then the bedroom door opened and a tiny little boy came into the room. He was playing with a little toy car on the floor.

I said, "Hi! What's your name?" He answered, "Jerome!". He went on playing with his car and his mother came into the room after she got off the phone. She started looked under things on the dresser. I didn't know this woman. I said, "What are you looking for?" She said, "I'm looking for something for Alice." That was rather vague and I only know one person named Alice who was always a dear friend to me in the painful times of the early '80's after I left my first husband. So, I assumed it was the same Alice. The woman continued to look for something for Alice and looked behind a picture on the wall which was of a lot of people like a school class photo. There was a smaller photo stuck behind the large photo, so she moved it to the front and stuck it into the frame.

Then the woman found a large, legal size piece of paper with writing on it. It was actually several sheets of paper with writing on it. She pointed out a paragraph on the paper about half way down which was an explanation of the Hindu term 'dharma'. She said, "Here! You could read this!"

I still had no idea what this girl was doing this for, whether Alice was dead and this was for her funeral ceremony, or if Alice was putting on a play and I was going to participate. I saw the name T.M. on the paper so then I knew it was connected to my friend Alice for sure because T.M. was our spiritual teacher in the 80's. I still didn't know why I was supposed to do this.

I wanted to talk to this woman but the radio was on loud with Art Bell talking. I tried to shut the radio off but couldn't. I tried to change the stations but couldn't. I figured the only way to stop the radio from playing was to pull the plug but I didn't want to get out of bed, so I had to talk to her while the radio continued playing.

She was still looking for something and I remembered that Joe was going out of town for a few days and wondered if maybe she could keep me company. So, I asked her, "Are you real busy during the week?" She said, "Yes!" so I had to forget about that idea and resolved that I would just to have to get used to being alone.

I decided to get up and get dressed and went to the closet to look for slacks to wear.  I found some light blue jeans that matched Joes and got them out. While I was doing this, I was remembering that I actually managed the building and though I didn't work in the office on the 1st floor, I had my own office on the 2nd floor.

I moved over in the center of the room to change clothes there and stood there naked for a moment. I felt eyes looking at me from behind me and saw Joe standing there. I looked down at my naked body and saw how beautiful I was, then looked back up at Joe and gave him a big smile before I stepped into the jeans and pulled them up....and woke up.

9-25-98 - DREAM - I was managing an apartment building, but it seemed to be a school as well and I seemed to be acting as a teacher to all ages of people and children.

I can't remember all the details of the dream but these are the highlights.

I was downstairs with the children and their mothers and it seemed that the students were doing well except for one. He was a chubby kid about 8 to 10 years old. He was always acting out and being disruptive and not doing his work in class. His mother was there for a conference and we discussed his non-responsiveness to the assignments. He was acting out as usual and I asked him to come over to where I was and I reached out and gave him a big hug. Then I asked him to sit down and write out a 'life chart' for himself. I asked him to write down what he wanted to be when he grew up as Part I.  Part II was what kind of secondary or more education he would need and how much it would cost. And Part III was "What reward do you expect to get from all this education and work?"

I then went out into the hallway where other people were gathered and milling around. One young woman in particular was looking for help with something I can't remember and as I was looking for what she wanted, I came across some old work I had done myself that was on colored sheets of legal size paper. I saw that it was no longer needed and I gathered it together to throw away . I found it laying on a narrow stairway as I going upstairs.

When I was in the hallway, a dark haired woman came along and began to sing the song from Man of La Moncha. Her voice was exquisitely beautiful. I tried singing with her and quickly realized my lack of vocal training. She then asked me to wish her luck because she was on her way to audition for a part in a very prestigious play at the University that I had trained her for. She said, "By the way, this audition you sent me to cost me $80.00".

I felt instantly guilty that it had cost her money, but knew that she had the determination to follow through and I said, "Well, then I wish you luck."

I was making my way through the hallway to my own room and there were 5 tall, hunky guys standing there that just about took my breath away to be near, but  I steeled myself and when I went into my room, I closed the door in their face and went into my room alone, so I could do my own work.

As an aftermath,  I knew I had to name one computer file copalalcty.htm  .  I know it has to do with aliens, but haven't figured out exactly what yet.

As I woke up, I heard someone holler the number 804 and I got all excited like it meant something big, but I don't know what. :-)

9-26-98 - DREAM - I had this dream while listening to the Art Bell show - an interview with Dr. Steven Greer and Dr. Steven Bassett about UFOS.

In the dream, a man was in prison and I planned to get him out. I started out going up the big front stairs after I was stripped of everything metal except I kept my master key. but after getting inside the prison, I knew that going in the front way would never work and I had to use a narrow back stairway instead. However, I was being watched and I didn't want to get arrested.

I got sidetracked and went outside by the back door, determined to figure out how to get this guy out of jail. Then I figured out I could use his information on my web site and get the information out that way.

After I got outside, I gave my purse and everything I had to a girl sitting on the steps outside, but then had second thoughts about it, knowing I really needed it myself. I had a twinge of guilt that I had offered, but I still took it back and went home.

9-26-98 - DREAM - I was faced again with every moral dilemma I had been through as an adult, either through facing it myself or seeing it occur in my children and trying to help them out.

In the dream I was much younger and my daughter was about 10 years old. My daughter had stolen quite a few colored markers and was about to get caught because the cops from the school were looking for the stolen goods. My first thought was to save her from punishment by taking the colored markers to where I worked where they had other colored markers just like them. But then I thought, "What if they stopped my car and found them, then it would look like I took them myself." Then she showed me that she had taken several silver pens and all those pens had the number 110 on them. I knew I couldn't hide those because the number 110 was so unique to that school. Then, she showed me that she had actually taken the whole tool box not just the small things. I went out to the garage to look if there was a way to hid the theft as the cops had a record of everything that had been stolen and there was no way out of being punished for the crime. She would have to put everything back and pay the price.

While I was outside, I saw many strange things that my husband had done in the yard. There were 3 green cabbages growing in the grass, he had built a concrete car that could go nowhere, and he had built a bathtub in the yard and connected it with hot and cold running water but it couldn't be used because there were too many people around all the time. There were many other thing he had done as well. Even though I didn't feel I could praise his ingenuity,  I knew I couldn't criticize what he had don even tough I wouldn't have done the same things because he had his own mind and thought he was doing some good and creative.

My husband's best friend was there and making passes at me. I was greatly attracted to him and my husband hardly noticed I was there. His friends attentions made me feel really good about myself.

I took the car to go on an errand to get something for my children. The way was uphill on a snowy road and there was a lot of traffic. Someone up ahead tried to stop and I put my foot on the brake but the car actually went faster and I bumped into the car ahead of me. Every time I tried to stop and my foot on the brake and slow down, I'd go faster and bump into someone else and cause them to swerve or perform strange maneuvers so they wouldn't bump into other people. I couldn't figure out why I couldn't slow down and was so out of control. I finally looked down at my feet and was shocked to see that I didn't even have my foot on the brake, I had it on the accelerator.

I immediately put my foot on the brake, and practically stood on it so I could get the car under control. The way the brake worked was to send a racheted runner out ahead of the car to slow it down. It was light blue. I stood on the brake so long, the brake ran out of ratchet and completely broke down. (Joe says this is a rack and pinion arrangement)

A repair man came to take my car away from me and my husband and his best friend came to rescue me and take me back home. Back home again, my husband again ignored me and his best friend again made passes at me and asked me to go cross country skiing with him. I tried to ignore him and didn't acknowledge the offer.

Bedtime came and both men went upstairs. I felt I needed to profess my thankfulness for  being rescued from my poor driving behavior earlier in the day, so I went into my husband's bedroom. There were two beds in the room. My husband was not on his bed but his best friend was laying on his bed.

Then I saw a long lump wrapped up on the floor between the beds and guess that it was my husband hiding in the blankets to see what I would do to thank his best friend for the rescue. I went over and uncovered my husband and thanked him for rescuing me, and though I felt guilty for it, I did not say "Thank you" to his best friend.

I realized that though I appreciated the attention and admiration from the best friend and could enjoy his presence, I had to be loyal to my husband first of all.

NOTE: The first thing I thought of when I awoke was, "How can I stand in judgment on President Clinton when I've done so much wrong in my own life?"

9-27-98 - DREAM - I was working on many web pages about conspiracy. The dream gradually shifted over to a people dream and I was wanting to go home. Somehow I figured my husband was going to meet me part way and give me a ride, but he never did. It was dark outside and I seemed to be on skis and going along the side of the road in deep snow banks. I had to jump into the ditch several times to get out of the way of oncoming cars. I finally came to a point where the road ended where the freeway crossed on a diagonal. The freeway was inside a tunnel that was covered over with a flat roof.  I saw some women walking along on top of the tunnel and they told me I could cross over the tunnel by using handholds which were long silver bars along the edge. The last woman told me it took her 30 tries to get up there. It took me only 2 tries to get up on top of the freeway tunnel.  I was able to walk across the tunnel top which was flat and wooden like plywood. At the other edge,  I jumped off and saw the nighttime city ahead of me lit up with streetlights. I gradually woke up while I was walking along the street.

9-27-98 - DREAM - I was at home and wanted to go to the mall. For some reason I took my motorcycle. (Oh! yeah! They took my car away from me yesterday! :-)  )   I got out on the highway and a truck pulled out in front of me with three girls in the back, standing up. They were out of control and came to a fast stop up ahead of me and all three girls fell out of the truck onto the highway.  Two of the girls managed to scramble to their feet and get out of the way of traffic, but the third one (a blonde) wasn't so lucky and must have hit her head and was unconscious on the road.  The guy who had been driving dragged her off the highway by the arm.

I looked up to check the light to see if it was red or green as traffic got moving again. My motorcycle wasn't acting right and then I realized I now had my foot on the gas at the same time I had the brake on. That felt stupid. Again I checked the light to see if it was red or green. I saw again that it was green. There was a huge intersection ahead of me with roads going in many different directions.  I didn't know which road to take and my motorcycle wasn't acting right, so I pulled over across the street to where there was a mall and stood with my motorcycle in the street.  I could see I was going to be in the way where I was because I was in the bus lane where they picked people up. I was pushing the motorcycle up hill at this point and it was hard but I had to figure out which way to go.

I turned the motorcycle around and tried to figure out which road to take to go back home because this was a divided highway and the roads went every which way. From my vantage point I could see a way to go around the block to the left and go back home and thought I would do that. So, I got astride the motorcycle to go again. The motorcycle was angled down toward the front at a strange angle. When I took a good look at it, I could see the front tire had a big hole blown in it which must have happened when I had to stop fast when I tried to avoid hitting the girls that fell out of the truck.  

Now I didn't have any choice, I had to push my motorcycle all the way home against traffic. I made sure I wasn't in anyone's way and saw I was far enough off the road so I wasn't in anyone's traffic lane. It was a long walk, uphill all the way, and pushing my motorcycle all the way home.

9-27-98 - JOE'S DREAM - (Joe had this dream at the same time I had mine)

Joe needed to get to work. His car was at a gas station and had to maneuver the car to get out of the lot, so he had to back up and discovered that he didn't have any brakes on the car. He managed to steer the car without hitting anything, but he needed to get to work.

At some point, he met his brother Johnny. Joe asked Johnny if he could use his car, and Johnny said, "Okay!"  But apparently Joe didn't use it afterall. Suddenly Joe's nephew Ray was driving Joe's car and there was no brakes.  It was a wide city street with about 4 lanes. Suddenly Ray drove off a cliff that was a giant chasm somewhat like the Grand Canyon in the center of the street. The car went down gently, although the cliff was steep, almost straight down. Ray drove through the bottom of the canyon, and started up a sheer cliff at the end toward the direction we were traveling.

In this dream, Joe worked for his present company, the water treatment plant, but he had been given a special assignment at a new location. It was supposed to be a permanent assignment. The location was in a forest far from any city or town. Joe felt it was urgent that he arrive at the new work place on time.

At some point, Joe saw the new work place, yet at the end of the dream, he was still struggling to reach it.

After Ray drove off the cliff, reaching near the top, the scene changed. They were now in the forest, several miles from the work site. Joe was inside a huge building with many rooms. It was like a rustic old-fashioned hotel-restaurant or something. Some of his male relatives were there too, but not with him. Joe thinks he saw his brother Johnny and two of his oldest brother's sons Ray and Danny.

Joe's new work place, some mile's away looked like a part of a small village of old wooden shacks. His place had several attached wooden structures, including a garage-workshop-like building in which the telephone was located.

Joe wanted to get to the new place and phone in to his boss at the main water treatment plant. After wandering around the hotel-restaurant talking to various people and using a telephone that didn't work, then another one that used a credit card he didn't have, he decided to walk to the new work place.

Joe headed out the back door, then the scene changed. He was getting near to his workplace. There was a muddy slope that he was trying to get through...to reach the dirt road above it. Joe's nephew Danny, was there on the slope too, some 50 feet away. They both had on hip boots and were sinking in the sticky mud.  It seemed like the harder they struggled, the harder the sticky mud pulled them down. They were almost completely exhausted.

At the end of the dream, Joe had his hands on the roadway, trying to pull himself out of the mud. He was so exhausted, he felt like giving up.... and then he woke up.

9-28-98 - DREAM - Most details are gone from the beginning of this dream, but this is the ending.

It seemed I worked and lived in the same building. An old lady needed to do her laundry and was carrying it to the laundry room. I saw that other people had left colorful sheets all over the floor so I moved them all aside so the old lady wouldn't trip and fall.

In a big diningroom, there was a discussion going on about what kind of food to serve. One guy had three tall tubs of something from a restaurant, and we discussed whether it was good or bad, but can't remember what it was.  I had a strong vision of a fish fin, it looked like a shark. It was triangle shaped, dark black but not shiny, and 3 graduated slots in it.

I was then working in an office with David (he was in a purchasing job) We had to take turns going to the bathroom so there was always somebody there to man the phone.

I don't know if this was a separate dream or not, but I found myself inside of a 3 person airplane, sitting on the floor with a skinny teenage boy. The pilot was showing us how it felt to fly (I've never been in a real airplane)  The kid had been up with him before and I was quizzing him on the terminology of the various parts. It felt incredibly wonderful to float on the breeze like a bird, tilting and gliding smoothly between objects as we were pretty low to the ground. The pilot started flying higher then and I was anticipating seeing what the ground looked like from higher up. From my vantage point, I could see only the sky.

Then the pilot took the plane straight up and instead of screaming in fear, I just closed my eyes and experienced the feeling. When I opened my eyes again, I could see the pilot parachuting down off in the distance. He had jumped out of the plane and left the kid and I alone in the plane and the kid had never even soloed. Neither one of us was even a seat, we were sitting on the floor behind the tall stool where the pilot had sat. So, I stood up and picked the teenager up under his armpits and place him on the stool and I sat on the floor next to him.  I told him to tell me if there was anything I could do to help.

He said there was nothing I could do.  Next thing, we came swooping in to land. It appeared we were coming in to land between two bridge railings and I saw that there were no wings on our plane and we were sliding in on one of those rocket sled test things like they have in the desert.  I seemed to be outside of my body watching from a different vantage point and we were sliding backwards strapped into these sled seats. First, when we crashed into the barrier that was meant to stop the sled, I saw the teenagers face for all distorted and then mine went all distorted, my mouth flew open to scream my tongue protruded and my eyes went all weird. There was no pain, and I woke up instantly.

9-29-98 - DREAM - Several small dreams - all about England.

One male singer's career would diminish.

The Spice Girls won't be as spicy with the new singer.

NOTE: 10-24-98 - News said two of the Spice girls were pregnant and are poor role models for the young girls in the world.

A question was asked, "What is a mountain for?"  So they built an oval shaped stadium completely within the mountain with only the top open to the sky.

The last dream was about my getting my manager's job back. I was happy to get my job back even though I had to clean up other people's garbage. One little boy only cared that he could see his teacher Julie Dickinson and I made sure he got to see her. I helped other people solve little problems and picked up their trash, and unhooked a pair of eyeglasses that were hooked to a carpet on the stairs. The main thing was that I had my master keys back and put them in my skit pocket.

9-29-98 - DREAM - I and Joe were living in a two story house. (Seemed like Milwaukee) My daughter came to visit, bringing her daughter with her. I noted that my daughter was wearing blue and purple clothing and I told Joe that showed what her aura looked like. Joe said to her, "You ought to wear red clothes, that's more sexual." Then he left the room.

She looked rather stunned. I apologized to her that he had said that and told her that he didn't mean anything bad by that. She started to cry and said that he had hurt her feelings.

I started to explain the colors of the chakras of the body by using rectangles of those same colors on the floor. They looked like flags.  I actually explained in in an odd way.

I used the analogy of European country flags and said:

______  purple and white flag means the 'crown chakra'

______  indigo and white flag means the 'third eye chakra'

______  blue and white flag means the 'throat chakra'

______  green and white flag means the 'heart chakra'

I then showed her a silver square on the floor by the kitchen cabinet. I said, "Everyone knows that means "Don't touch".

We went upstairs then because I had to change clothes myself and so did her daughter. Her daughter was wearing a blue/gray dress and I thought a green one would be pretty on her. We were looking through the clothes which were piled on the floor next to the bed. A toy green frog suddenly jumped up in the air and did a little dance. It was kind of cute.

The little girl grabbed a blue dress, pulled it over her head and ran outside without putting underpants on, jumped on her bike which looked like the big wheel kind of the early 1900's and road it out into the street. I saw out the window that a boy, dressed in brown pants and shirt on another bicycle dashed right after her.

My daughter and I ran outside to get her back into the house because she wasn't wearing any underwear. My daughter grabbed her daughter off of her bike and carried her back into the house.  I followed behind her. Then my daughter said, "My daughter said she's afraid of your green frog."

I assured her that it was just a toy frog and that it was harmless. I told her, "If Grandpa isn't in the bed, I'll get the frog out of the room."  I tiptoed upstairs and the bed was empty, so I began hunting for the frog and my daughter's daughter rummaged through the clothes on the floor and put on a brown pair of corduroy clacks with a white top.

It wasn't the color I would have chosen for her, but we let her go play in that outfit. She was still very young.

I couldn't find the toy frog amongst the clothes, so I kept looking and found it stuffed down in a basket of laundry.  My Father had trussed it up with orange ribbon so it looked like a ball of green and orange with frog eyes. We just laughed at it. The frog was no danger to anyone.

NOTE: I had fallen asleep feeling like I had had a cold coming on and I had been sneezing off and on for a couple days. but when I woke up from this dream, I felt fine.

9-29-98 - JOE'S DREAM - This was a flash dream of a map of the State of Washington. It zoomed in on the upper corner of the state where it abuts Canada. Dividing Washington into 10 parts across the top border, the 10th part to the far left, and measuring down 1/2 of that same 10th part, in a jagged line, that section was colored different as though it belonged neither to the U.S. nor to Canada but to a different country.

NOTE: This was important to me because it was near there that I planned to live and Joe didn't know that. Joe related to me that several years ago, he had a dream of the same area I did of a river called the MIR river. He never found one on the map named that.  Recently we found out that MIR in Russian means PEACE. In fact, another one of my dreams of the same area showed that Seattle went up in flames. We could see it in the distance as we crossed a covered bridge across the river (unnamed) and our vegetable gardens were on the East side of the river, and then we needed 4 wheel drive vehicles to get up a steep hill to a plateau where we were going to build our house.

9-30-98 - DREAM - I was on a web page, studying the Zodiac signs and symbols. I clicked on the symbol for The Age of Aquarius          and it went to a page that told me that in The Age of Aquarius that everyone, all over the world would be under the same sign of Aquarius and would no longer be under separate Zodiac signs like they are now.

9-30-98 - DREAM - I was in a huge building that was like work/home/school all in one place. I thought I was on 70th St., but my Father's house was across the street which was 16th St.

The starting scene was outside in the yard. I was looking at the beautiful rose bushes but there was a small animal laying on top of one of the branches. It was about 6" long, laying sprawled on top of the branch. There was a little white box there just big enough for the animal to fit in, so I thought I'd capture the animal and put him in a cage and keep him for a pet. I didn't get a real good look at his head, but it seemed he'd be kind of cute.  

I slipped the box over him quickly but he squirmed out too fast, but he didn't run away. I thought he was the kind of animal that liked the dark, so I decided to try once more. So, I quickly shifted the box and the box kind of broke because the animal was trying to escape and I ended up sandwiching the box and the animal with his head and feet sticking out on every side and I was hanging on for dear life with my thumbs so hard, my thumbs were hurting from the pressure.  I was surprised the animal wasn't screaming in pain from me squeezing him. I hollered to my son Tom to quickly go get me a bigger box or cage to put it in. Tom came back in a moment with a cage about 1 1/2 x 1 1/2 feet. I saw a couple holes that looked a little big between a couple of the wires and sure enough, when I released the animal into the cage, it immediately escaped and we couldn't find it again.

We went inside the building then and we were getting ready to go to school. I thought I would take a treat to class and was looking in the pantry for something really good, especially something I liked myself. I also needed a dish to put it in and found a rectangle-shaped platter about 6" across the long way that was a creamy color and had roses painted on it. I intended to take a selection of my favorite chocolates to school with me. I saw a huge bag of chocolates with white centers there on the shelf, but I knew they were chewy and I didn't want to take that kind, but the sweet, soft, melt in your hands kind.  

As I was walking along the hallway of the building, the young boys there were going over different hobbies they were working on which they had said they got at a rummage sale down the hall. I found that I couldn't carry the platter with the chocolates without messing them up if I was going to go to the rummage sale, so I decided to take the chocolates across the street to my Fathers house and leave them there instead.

When I got across the street, my mother was in bed resting and my daughter was watching TV. It was a rather strange TV. The picture was like on slats that overlapped and reversed so you could flip a switch and watch the backside of the slats if you wanted and watch a different picture. The picture was rather dark, so  I didn't spend much time with it.  It was too hard to watch.

I noticed it was time to get to school anyway. My sons Tom and Michael were there too and we all went to different schools.  I went to 20th St. school, Michael went to school on Center and 12th St., and Tom went to school by bus on 13th and Michigan (he said a different name that I knew was where Michigan St really is south of Wisconsin Ave. The name he said started with the letter F)  My school was west, Michaels school was east, and Tom's school was south.  We were all trying to find our proper winter coats because it was cold and snowy out.

I looked at the clock and it was 10 minutes past 9 a.m. I hollered, "Oh man! I was supposed to be there 10 minutes ago."

NOTE: Just then our alarm clock went off and I woke up. I asked Joe what time it was. It was 3:40 a.m. I asked him if it was supposed to have been set for 3:30 a.m. and he said,"Yes! so the amount of lateness was the same.

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